Wow, I can’t believe I forgot my own birthday.... Happy Birthday, Leia.
The only reason I even realized it is because when I went out fishing this morning, I came across a message from my family wishing me a happy birthday. I guess I’ve just been so busy that I forgot about it...
But progress has been going a lot better, thanks to Jilly, Miko and Cliffy. And I’ve pretty much gotten moved into my own place, which is exciting. It isn’t very big, but it’s mine.
I still wish I knew who to thank for that money... Whoever they are, they’re amazing. <3
If his suspicions were right, then he knew who sent the flowers from earlier, meaning two could play at that game. He gently placed a bouquet of flowers on the living room table, leaving them there for her to notice when she came in. He attached a sender card to it, but only with the words, “Have a wonderful Harmony Day, Felicity~” written on it. He didn’t write who it had come from, but she was smart, and he was sure she would figure it out.
The bouquet itself consisted of an orange, a blue, two green, a pink and a red flower. All the colors may have clashed, but there were a lot of feelings he wanted to convey, so he supposed it was fine. With a faint smile on his face, he walked to his room. If she needed him for anything, she knew where to find him.
Felicity steps back into their apartment, closing the door behind her. It still doesn’t feel entirely right, going here instead of home. But Raguna is a welcome presence to arrive back to than... nothing. Brick and mortar will not make you happy.
She glances into the living room and then pauses. A bouquet of flowers... she gently goes in and looks at the card. Her name on the message and there is...
There is only one person this could be from.
Orange, for happiness and joy. Blue, for serenity, intimacy and trust. Green, for health, wellness and good fortune. She smiles, carefully touching the petals of those green flowers because she sure does need some good health. Pink, for innocence, playfulness and sensitivity. And... red, for... intense romantic love.
Blushing red, she curls her hands around the bouquet.
Harmony. She feels more at peace than ever, standing here in Raguna’s living room with joy in her heart and tears in her eyes.
I guess I haven’t gotten much chance to write anything in here lately, huh? Things have been pretty busy over here, what with Holly being pregnant, and all that other stuff.
I ran into Neil this week, which was... Actually really nice. I still worry that I talked to much and made an ass of myself, as I usually do, but... It was nice to see that he’s doing well. And hear that he still has Fizzle. I can’t wait to introduce him to Max and Benny! Although talking to him made me feel kinda bad... I mean, that I fell out of contact with him and all.
As nice as he was about the whole rejecting me thing, it still kind of hurt, and I was young and stupid... Just feel like maybe I shouldn’t have pushed him away the way I did... HIndisight is 20/20, as they say.
What else...? OH! I met this guy, Kana, who really seems to love horses! I’m kinda hoping he’ll end up helping out at the farm, I think he’d be a good employee. Holly seems to like him, too.
And Rachel came to visit me, too. We had a sleepover, which is always fun. It’s nice having her around, it feels weird when I don’t see her. It’s good she’s having fun at her other job, but I miss having her at the farm all the time.
Well, I guess I should turn in for the night. Lots to do tomorrow, as always. Night night.
You found a questionnaire in a magazine that’s easy to tear out and write on, should you have a pen nearby, will you answer things truthfully or stop half way and toss out the questionnaire?
Personal Questions
Do you have a nickname? What is it, and where did you get it? People call me Princess Leia sometimes, but I still don’t know why?
How do you dress most of the time? I like to wear pretty things, so usually dresses and skirts.
How do you “dress up”? I never have had to before. Maybe I’d do my hair different?
How do you “dress down”? I have sweat pants and shirts that I wear to bed? Also nightgowns, but I don’t know if that counts? If I just want to be comfy I usually wear sweat pants and a tank top...
What do you wear when you go to sleep? I think I just answered that up there.
Do you wear any jewelry? My amulet. I also wear my seashell hair clips, but I don’t know that that counts. I really like jewelry, but I don’t have the money to buy it.
In your opinion, what is your best feature? My smile maybe?
Where do you live? Describe it: Is it messy, neat, avant-garde, sparse, etc.? My apartment is always nice and tidy, but it’s not spotless. Let’s see... I have lots baubles decorating it, as well as lots of flowers. I tend to get fresh flowers every week, so long as I can afford it. They just make the house seem warmer. Oh, and I do have seashells and things on display, too. Can’t forget those!
What one word best describes you? Friendly.
What about you is heroic? I don’t think I’m heroic.
What about you is social? What do you like about people? Everything about me is social! I try to make friends with everyone, since just about everyone has something about them that I like. I haven’t met anyone that I’ve hated before actually.
Familial Questions
What was your family like? It’s a big, busy family. Everyone’s really kind. I do miss them.
Who was your father, and what was he like? My father is a strong family man. He was always overwhelmed by all the women in the family, though, I think. hehe. He’s also a bit over protective, but I can understand that a little better now..
Who was your mother, and what was she like? She’s so pretty! And really good at making fish dishes, I learned a lot about what I know from her.
What was your parents marriage like? Were they married? Did they remain married? They’re still married. They fight from time to time, but they love each other very much. I’d like to find that kind of love someday.
What were your siblings names? What were they like? There are six of us, so I’m not going to write them all here, it would take forever to say something about each of them. I love all of my sisters, though. They’re all pretty and sweet in their own separate ways. I wish it was safer to visit...
What’s the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you? What’s the worst thing you’ve done to one of your siblings? We’ve always pulled pranks on each other! The ones that are scared of worms were always easiest for me, since they’re easy to find and then gently place down the back of their shirts, hehe.
When’s the last time you saw any member of your family? Where are they now? It’s been a few weeks now.. That’s why I’m worried...
Did you ever meet any other family members? Who were they? What did you think of them? I know I did when I was small, but my aunts and uncles mostly live far out in the ocean, so I didn’t see them as much. I always liked to stay closer to the shore.
Childhood Questions
What is your first memory? My older sister telling me all about the strange things that humans had on the land. I was fascinated right away!
What was your favorite toy? I know I had a sea shell rattle that I loved when I was a baby?
What was your favorite game? Hide and seek in the coral areas <3
Any non-family member adults stick out in your mind? Who were they, and how did you know them? Why do they stick out? Not really, no.
Who was your best friend when you were growing up? My older sister, Lily.
What is your fondest, childhood memory? My mom teaching me how to make different kinds of food - that or my dad teaching me how to catch fish.
What is your worst childhood memory? Well, I wasn’t a child, but being caught up in that fishing net...
Adolescent Questions
How old were you when you went on your first date? I’ve never been on one! I’m still hoping someone will take me to the festival...
It is common for one’s view of authority to develop in their adolescent years. What is your view of authority, and what event most affected it? Well, I guess I can be rebellious when I want to be? Normally I respect authority, but if there’s something I really strive for, then sometimes I’ll do what I want instead. I mean, if I had respected my dad’s wishes, I wouldn’t be living here right now..
What were you like in high school? What “clique” did you best fit in with? I never went to high school.
What were your high school goals? See above.
Who was your idol when you were growing up? Who did you first fantasize about in your life? Lily and our mom were always my role models. I don’t understand the second part of this question, though...?
What is your favorite memory from adolescence?
What is your worst memory from adolescence?
Occupational Questions
Do you have a job? What is it? Do you like it? If no job, where does your money come from? I do have a job, at the fishing store. I love it!
What is your boss or employer like? My boss is a really laid back fisherman, and I like him a whole lot.
What are your co-workers like? Do you get along with them? Any in particular? Which ones don’t you get along with? I get along with Toby really well, even if I sometimes have to whap him to get him to work. He’s a really nice guy and I like him a whole lot!
What is something you had to learn that you hated? The cash register.. It took a while for me to figure it out.
Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why? I save most of my money for my restaurant, but I do buy stuff sometimes, too. Especially flowers and pretty new filet knives.
Likes & Dislikes Questions
What hobbies do you have? Fishing, making lures, cooking, meeting new friends, collecting baubles, learning new things, singing, watching romantic comedy movies and drama shows, tending to flowers... I’m a little boring, I guess?
Who is your closest friend? Describe them and how you relate to them. Toby. He’s the only one who knows my secret, and he’s always been very kind to me.
Who is your worst enemy? Describe them and why you don’t get along. I don’t have any enemies?
What type of places do you hang out in with your close friends? The lake or the beach.
What type of places do you hang out in with your casual acquaintances/friends? Same as above.
What annoys you more than anything else? POLLUTERS D<
What would be the perfect gift for you? Fish!
What’s the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen? Rainbow trout! They’re so pretty!
What time of day is your favorite? Maybe night time, since that’s when I can see my family...
What kind of weather is your favorite? Sunny!
What is your favorite food? What is your least favorite food? Fish is the best, chocolate is the worst. Chocolate is icky! And so is cheese!
What is your favorite drink? (Coffee, Coke, Juice, Beer, Wine, etc.) Water. Tea and iced tea are also nice, though.
What’s your favorite animal? Why? Can I say fish again?
Do you have any pets? Do you want any pets? What kind? I don’t know.. They’re cute, but also a little scary... What if they try to eat me? D:
What do you find most relaxing? (Not as in stress relief, but as something that actually calms you down.) Fishing!
What habit that others have annoys you most? Taking naps on the job?
What kind of things embarrass you? Why? Being complimented, maybe? I just... Feel shy when people say nice things about me...
What don’t you like about yourself? ... my chest.
How would you like to look? A little curvier!
Intimacy Questions
Do you currently have a lover? What is their name, and what is your relationship like? What are they like? Why are you attracted to them? I’ve never even had a date!
What is the perfect romantic date? ^^^
Describe the perfect romantic partner for you. Someone who makes me smile.
Do you ever want to get married and have children? When do you see this happening? I don’t know if I can even have children with a human...
What was your most recent relationship like? Who was it with? Never had one.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done to someone you loved? Same as the other answers.
Morality Questions
What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? What one act in your past are you most proud of? I’m ashamed that I left my family without telling them, even if they did forgive me for it... I’m proud that I’ve gotten this far in the human world, mostly on my own. I’m happy with the life I’ve built here.
Have you ever been in an argument before? Over what, with who, and who won? I think everyone has. Most arguements with my dad I definitely lost.
Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won? No, I can’t say that I have.
What do you feel most strongly about? Fishing! And keeping the ocean clean!
What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people? Uhh.. Nothing?
What trait do you find most admirable, and how often do you find it? Kindness. I think most people are kind, even if they try and pretend they aren’t. <3
Do you have any feelings in general that you are disturbed by? What are they? Why do they disturb you? No?
Do you think the future is hopeful? Why? Yes, I definitely do. I’m working hard towards my goal, so how can I not feel hopeful? If I work hard, I’ll get my restaurant, and that’s what I want more than anything!
Is an ounce of prevention really worth a pound of cure? Which is more valuable? Why do you feel this way? I don’t understand this question...
What’s the worst thing that can be done to another person? Why? Breaking their trust. Because emotional scars hurt more than anything.
What’s the worst thing you could actually do to someone you hated? Isn’t that the same thing?
Are you a better leader or follower? Why do you think that? I think I can do both pretty well. I’m good at getting people to work most of the time, but I also have no problems following orders from my boss.
What is your responsibility to the world, if any? Why do you think that? To make them the best food ever! Because I’m good at it!
Do you think redemption is possible? If so, can anyone be redeemed, or are there only certain circumstances that can be? If not, why do you think nothing can redeem itself? Mm, I don’t see why not. I think if someone truly is sorry and wants to change, they should be given a second chance. I don’t really hold grudges.
Is it okay for you to cry? When was the last time you cried? Of course it is. Everyone cries sometimes. And uhm.. I cried when Toby told me he didn’t hate me for being a mermaid.
What do you think is wrong with MOST people, overall? They’re too hard on themselves.
Miscellaneous Questions
What is the thing that has frightened you most? Do you think there is anything out there that’s scarier than that? What do you think that would be? The idea that I might have to abandon everything is really scary. The idea of my friends hating me is even scarier...
Has anyone or anything you’ve ever cared about died? How did you feel about it? What happened? Not yet surprisingly. I’ve been pretty lucky.
What was the worst injury you’ve ever received? How did it happen? When I got tangled in that fishing net. I ended up pretty badly injured from it, since it started cutting into my skin and tail... It was really scary.
How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish? I’m very ticklish! Almost everywhere.
What is your current long term goal? To open my restaurant!
What is your current short term goal? To make lots of friends!
Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they, and do you plan to get rid of them? Some people don’t like that I touch them so much? I don’t understand why I should have to change?
How private of a person are you? Why? I have to be at least somewhat private, or I could put myself and my family in danger.
If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money (via an inheritance, a lawsuit, a lottery, or anything else) what would you do with it? Open my restaurant and buy all kinds of fancy filet knives and fishing gear! I’d also use it to help all of my friends.
What would you wish for if you found a genie? For me to become fully human.
What do you do when you are bored? I tend to hum and sing quite a bit when I’m at work. Sometimes I do little doodles on things, too, but they’re pretty bad.
Did your character place the questionnaire somewhere in there room? If so, where? Would you like another character to come across these answers someday?
Once again, placed in her cubby at work. If someone wants to find her scribblings, just ask. ;)
You found a questionnaire in a magazine that’s easy to tear out and write on, should you have a pen nearby, will you answer things truthfully or stop half way and toss out the questionnaire?
Finding the quiz in her magazine while sitting alone at work, Leia pulled out a pen to fill it in. Why not do something to fend off the boredom on this rainy day?
What do you consider your greatest achievement? Getting a job!
What is your idea of perfect happiness? Mm... I guess being surrounded by lots of friends! :)
What is your current state of mind? ... Worried.
What is your favorite occupation? I want to be a sushi chef and own my own restaurant!
What is your most treasured possession? My amulet...
What or who is the greatest love of your life? Can I say my family? I pick my family. <3
When and where were you the happiest? When Eris granted my wish.
Who was your first kiss? I haven’t had one that wasn’t from my family yet, hehe.
What is it that you most dislike? Polluters!! I hate people who throw trash in the ocean!!
What is your greatest fear? That this will all come to an end and I’ll be forced to go home...
What is your greatest extravagance? Buying fancy sushi knives. That and buying pretty dresses and baubles. I like pretty, shiny things!
Which living person do you most despise? Nobody I know personally.. I hate oil companies a lot, though!
What is your greatest regret? That I didn’t properly say goodbye before I started living here.. I know my parents forgive me, but.. I feel like it was the wrong way to go about it...
Which talent would you most like to have? One that would make everyone be my friend!
Have you ever been in love? Nope! Maybe someday, hehe. <3
What is the quality you most like in a man? Kindness!
What is the quality you most like in a woman? Kindness again!
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself? I’m not very smart... I wish I were smarter...
What is the trait you most deplore in others? Uhm... Meanness? I don’t like meanies!
What do you most value in your friends? Everything! My friends are all super awesome!
Who are your heroes? Mm... Marian.
Which living person do you most admire? Also Marian. She’s always got good advice, and she’s a doctor, and always helps people! She’s also really stylish, hehe.
What do you consider the most overrated virtue? Mm... I don’t really know what you mean...
On what occasions do you lie? When I’m trying to keep someone’s feelings from getting hurt. I try not to lie, though, it’s not nice..
Which words or phrases do you most overuse? Can I say “Hmm” or “Mm”? They aren’t really phrases, but they’re close enough, right?
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I’d like to be like this all the time, not just with the amulet on....
What are your favorite names? I don’t really know, I’ve never thought about it.
If one of your closest friends were to describe you to someone else, what do you think they would say? That I’m friendly and nice!
Have you ever considered marrying one of your friends? Not really. Although now that you mention it....
How many children would you like to have someday? ... I still don’t know if I can have children with anyone I meet here... I’d definitely like to, but...
Can you name one situation that you regret being involved in? Hm... No?
After completing this questionnaire, is there someone who comes to mind that you would rather not ever come across these answers? I’d rather not let anyone read this! D:
Did your character place the questionnaire somewhere in there room? If so, where? Would you like another character to come across these answers someday?
Leia is going to stash this in her cubby at work. I would be okay with someone coming across it, either because she left it unlocked or because it fell out. ;)
