Feb 17, 2023
i hate the way it feels to be fat
the way it feels when you get up
the way it feels when you have to readjust your shirt
how it feels to constantly wonder how you look when you make any subtle movement
when you cant wear the things you like
you just dont feel normal
you dont feel like a person
you feel less than
you feel disgusting
you watch the scale go up but you keep eating
i hate the way it feels to be fat
not just physically but mentality wise
people say if you wanted to youd lose weight
if you reallllyy wanted it
but i do want it
ive always wanted it
i just cant stop