@actssassin said : ❛ 𝘪 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘥 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥. ❜ FOLKLORE STARTERS | ( NOT ACCEPTING ! )
THERE IS NO CONSTANCY TO HER . she would scrub her past clean meticulously / dress in colors she never wore to construct the woman she would be for the foreseeable future ( futures to her were like what seasons were to the year . drastic , though imperceptible as they unmade themselves / a golden day eroding into a snow-laden one from one night to the next ) stillness was not something she could afford to crave ; it was a luxury and perhaps , also a given for people unlike her . WHAT DOES QUIETUDE MEAN TO TWELVE WOMEN WEARING THE SKIN OF ONE ? but she did … she found a hush in the stubble along a chin , in a towering silhouette and two left-feet . still , she faced the lulling comfort the only way she knew how : by running . the agent had always been a study in retreat ( nothing said home to her quite like a getaway car and an open road ) THEN I SLAMMED THE BREAK / I HIT A DEAD END WITH YOU . there was no way to go but back .
when she returns to their shared apartment ━ the same four-walls they had played house within for the past three years ━ she is a bullet finding its target . her partner is a facade of nonchalance before her sat at the kitchen table . still-warm coffee steaming atop the counter just as she had left him . emotion stirring in the river-blue of his eyes . was it resentment ? scorn ? a sliver of hope held out for this sham they had built together ? BREATHLESS , A LAUGH THAT LEAVES HER IN THE AFTERMATH OF HIS WORDS . caution to the wind and heart on her sleeve she descends upon him . ❛ i don’t want to do this alone anymore . ❜ frank , too honest , the statement almost registers as plain until she traps him in his seat . a leg on either side of the chair as she deposits herself upon his lap unceremoniously . her hands are cupping his face ( they had feigned this act of intimacy so many times before yet now her touch is tender and real ) she does not deflect , she does not look away . every piece of her and every version of her is here and present with him . ❛ i can’t run … not without you . ❜ grip tights as she pulls him to her lips brushing lips until it crumbles into a display of desperation . her mouth pleading against his own ; parting and impassioned . ❛ come with me , honey . ❜ it is but hiss across his skin , air which they share . a plea that is sweet enough to eat .









