#actual2bipost

[tobibestcat]

°• Intro post !!

Hey, hi!! I go by Tobi! Orin works too, but mostly Tobi

I also go by 1bi, 2bi, n 3bi. They're just tobi variations, though

Im adressed by He/They pronouns, but dont mind any other pronouns

(neopronouns included. Those are cool)

Fandoms

From most active to least active:

MLBB, Epic: The Musical, JJK, BSD, Roblox, Hades (supergiant video games), Genshin, ATSV

I actively play MLBB n Roblox! Mostly DvN, GnB, Dandys world, and FtF

User on both platforms are: tobimissingcat

Or maybe its tobibestcat. I forgot

X-tras!

Im Agender! That thing has never really bothered me. I use he/they so its easier for me to interact online lols. Most of the games i play have sexist fanbases, its easier that way. Outside of that, i really dont mind.

Favourite colour is yellow. What kind of yellow? All

My favourite characters are Venti (GI), Xavier (MLBB), Granger (MLBB), Hermes (Epic), Apollo (greek myths), Ranpo (BSD), Yūta (JJK), Gojo (JJK). My lovelies <3

Im an INTP, according to the 16 personalities website. Ive been an INTP since 2021 and havent changed somehow

I loovee painting, writing, poems, music, anything artsy! I also count random shitpost, WIPs, and rants as art. I believe art is something you create for yourself to express yourself, so anything connected to that i like, whether its a badly worded ramble or a 10 minute doodle

Im taken!! We lable as WlW but as long as we're together it doesnt matter!! I love my lover.

` Thats it !!

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OGMMGM WE'RE SO CUTE T.T

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happy pride everynyan!! lots of love to every single one of us,, especially to my fellow genderless genderblinds kissesxo

[tobibestcat]

Coming out is insane. I fear living

So im gay, people dont like that around here. Pair that with a need to be apologetically yourself as a way to show trust, coming out felt like a need to my close friend. Its like me saying "i trust you and i will let your biggest mistake be painted in my name so you are free of consequence". Now pair that with not knowing if im close enough to them or not. Yay.!

So, i have 3 main friends

S, i came out to them first. Shes one im closest to, we know eachothers secrets and trauma typa friend. shes somehow the most religious, but like the good kind. Queen of toleration in my books. I mention it once, we rarely talk about it. Good start, i feel safe!! Confidence, yay! (Wrong)

N, i havent came out to them at all. She thinks we're too fare apart. She'd rather pick another group of friends over me, us being in the same circle was a coincidence. Its just the 4 of us, through, so i developed a whole thing about "quads who r besties" in my head

Now, E. I came out to her recently (last night or just now, depending on when i read this. Wont be proofreading). So i told her. As usual, i was a fucking mess the whole day. This is a piece of information that can ruin my life, but i will feel guilt eating me alive if i keep hiding it

I told her, asked how she felt and was like "idc lols" which is in character. Bad thing: i told her at 8 when we were playing, and started asking at 10 when we stopped. This means im not me (its 11, im still not me and im scared now). She told me to repent and i was like "i tried, didnt work lol" and ACCIDENTLY DROPPED INFORMATION. She asked about it, my high brain answers and i start OPENING UP.

Its a good thing, but i have a bad tendency to ask for something back in return, a way to feel equal. I try to keep it down but im like high from lack of sleep so i kept going. We talked, she was disappearing a lot and i got nervous. Ended up telling her that im backing out so i dont get angry at her for not opening up back to me. But i feel like i just fucked up a lot. I feel like shit, idek what im typing this for but it helped me rationalize things even if its still a mess. Idek its 11pm and im too tired to think. I shouldn't have done this eww

[tobibestcat]

Pretending like i broke up with my lovr on insta so i can stir up drama with nosy classmates LOLL

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Wanna come out 2 my friends but highkey dk if they fw gays but like we so close n shii like i cant be hiding my lover from them i need to YAP