#actually lovesick

[yousta]

Ayoo that tone deaf boy? Dude can't even spell it right. Poems are weak and fake. How dare you be on the same platform as holy yan Yousta Youius Yume Youm. I know that's not his name but he's definitively tone deaf. Live up to your words if you don't want it to be disregarded as meaningless you despicable groomer. @thatonedeadboi

[yousta]

You here the sound of duct tape outside your bedroom window. Only to peer outside and see yousta taping up your window. He's presumably attempting to break into your house but he has a cute careless expression and hasn't noticed you yet.

[yousta]

The way you reflect, obsession to respect is perfect.

It feels like our souls connect, with my heart so direct

I'm not a worthless reject but someone who'd kill to protect.

Earth seemed so wrecked,

they left me on the shelf, for so long I tried to kill myself.

Oh my why?

I was hoping to see someone like you as soon as I'd die

you'd pet my hair, tell me no lies with my head on your thighs, muttering your love until the darkness dies

but here's better cause I recognize that same love from your eyes.

with those genuine vibes amidst feeling the butterflies.

I'm high off this world because my love's been realized,

by you

it's you, everything you, everything you do

I even love myself too 

[yousta]

They weren't serving affection. My memory's a collection of rejection.

Isolated from connection, may have lead to a lot of reflection, but it takes awhile to make perfection.

Darling that's you though, you are perfection. Everything points in that direction.

For me it's never been a question, my every expression became your obsession.

I see my reflection.

Don't need another love lesson,

that's not you though, you make the pain lessen.

My past you dress in.

The breath you let me borrow, gave me hope for tomorrow.

I love you, I love you.

Despite everything I went through, you still believe in what I can do.

My heart I'll let you see through, I'll be Lelouch to your c2.

UwU

[yousta]

I know the feeling Darling.

When there's been time spent, words meant with open intent, but no ear lent.

I don't know where their hearts went, but I still vent, so I know it like a familiar scent.

You wish it could've went differently, till I'm holding you so gently

Preemptively saying "You're the best attempt to me, they couldn't tempt me. I won't be leaving you empty."

[yousta]

So used to being on my own,

I'm grateful we're not alone.

I didn't think of when or how,

but my pain's healed here and now.

our bodies bleed into one soul.

loving so deep and it's whole,

takes me in ways, far from the days.

Here she stays to stare with praise,

to set heart shaped pupils ablaze

the time we went to stargaze

we found forever and always

without having our heads raised

and when I love her like I'm crazed

she's not unfazed but amazed.

with the way my heart's on display

my yesterday fades away

into something so beautiful

so far from my usual