#actuallydemonkin

[justmykinthings]

I was not meant to be here this long. I was not meant to be in this vessel for this long. I am not one of you, and I never will be. I want my claws back, my fangs, ears, and tails. I want the ability to change my form back. I want to be a great and powerful protector again. I am trapped in the weakest form of a vessel I could ever have, and I hate it. I know I’m not weak, yet this form hinders me in more ways than you could imagine. I want my wings. I want to soar above the clouds and feel the wind through my fur. I want my gills. I want to swim under the water without the need to come up for a breath. This form isn’t me, this planet isn’t me, and I want my ticket out

[asxmox]

I'll scratch and howl and burn until you want me again

7.30.19

[justmykinthings]

Darkness in my soul

I will not go

Carry me home

Carry me home

[justmykinthings]

I’m so confused

Part of me wants to be an ethereal goddess who wears beautiful ballroom dresses with glitter adorning them as if they were stars, my nails painted dark purple and black to match the void which would fall from my finger tips as I created worlds in my hands, my hair flowy and wavy as if I was floating weightless in space, warmly greeting and entertaining dignified members of society with my “old soul” ways, elegant parties, and endless charity to those who seek my help

Then another part of me wants to be a lovey-dovey, joyous angel who wears pretty pink flower crowns, white flowy dresses, crystals on a golden chain adorning my neck, walking barefoot through the grass on a bright summer’s day, with shades of pink, white, and gold adoring my face in soft makeup, my hair in soft curls as I dance with the butterflies in the breeze, bringing a smile and warmth to others as I pass by, handing out wildflowers I found on my walk

But then a third part creeps up and begs for the comfort of the darkness, wanting to wear tattered black jeans, with black combat boots strapped to my feet, a sleeveless crop top covering my chest as a leather jacket drapes carelessly over my shoulders, the smoke of a cigarette wifts through the air as my ruby red lips hold onto it, eyes adorned in smokey eyeshadow and thick cat-like eyeliner, my hair spiked up and to the side, part of my head shaved and exposed, with tattoos and piercings galore

[justmykinthings]

Soooo... this guy openly bashes trans and gay people, saying they’re “cringy” and “not oppressed”. Please block and avoid, they’re not even worth the headache of trying to convince to change their ways

[justmykinthings]

Ugh 2 days later and it’s finally done x.x not as great as I wanted to be but I ended up rushing it halfway through.

Anyways, past life memory inspired drawing. I keep having these memories about me and a male demon in Hell. I have no idea who he is or what he means to me but I know I miss him, and part of me still loves him(?) I think me and him were actually meant to be married. Whatever the case is I had to draw it out, it was bothering me for days

[justmykinthings]

About me

I’m Amaranth, once the Goddess of Galaxies and Planets. I was a young Goddess before I chose to live out my eternal days traveling the worlds I once ruled over. I am also the incarnation of one of Lucifer and Lillith’s daughters, born of a set of twins. My soul is at least 4,500 years old, but in this life I am merely 23. I have lived various lives in various universes.

My main kin types include:

-Goddess of Galaxies and Planets/Galaxy Goddess (“God Life”)

-Fallen Angel/Succubus, one of Lucifer’s daughters (a set of twins(“Hell Life”(Main Kintype)))

-Arctic/Tundra Wolf (“Wolf Life”)

-Marbled Fox (“Fox Life”)

-Domesticated white Persian cat (“Cat Life”)

My secondary kintypes include:

-Elemental Wolf/Chimera ((Divinity (“Homeworld Life”)

-Timber/Yukon Wolf (“Wolf Life”)

-Red Fox (“Red Fox Life”)

Known fictionkintypes:

-Vatria Ariana (Non-canon Homestuckin)

-Non-canon RWBY character

-Janna Ordonia (SVTFOEkin)

-Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotelkin (OG))

-Charlie (Hazbin Hotelkin)

-Non-canon Inuyasha character (Koga’s little sister?)

I have some of my memories, the amount varies between each life. My most profound memories are held within my “Hell Life”, “Homeworld Life”, and “Wolf Life”. Majority of my soul’s existence is still a mystery to me.

Within my physical form comes attached my twin sister, Annabell a.k.a. Annie. She was created with me in my “Hell Life” and has followed me throughout each life ever since. My mother, father, aunt, and uncle from my “Homeworld” life have also chosen to follow me as well. My mother, Lupus Mortem, is an Elemental Wolf spirit, where as my father, Rognian Nuntanae (nu-TA-nae), is a Chimera. His DNA includes dragon, lion, and snake parts. My aunt, Jade, and uncle, Aricanth, are both dragons. I never asked how they were related to me, I just accepted them as my aunt and uncle. I have also recently found my children, Damen and Naomi.

I DO NOT tolerate hate and will not encourage it on this blog so do not even bother.

I will, however, gladly answer whatever questions you may have about my lives, or my “soul family”. I also will post moodboards and kin/canon calls sometimes so feel free to send em in!

[justmykinthings]

Desperately searching for a demonkin bf ;3;