#actuallyinsane

[inourya]

we don't talk enough about the fact that the creators of skins were literally teenagers

[hyp3rw4ve]

[HEEHAHEHO]

[bpdrug-addict]

I spent so long fighting for professionals to recognize my charcuterie board of mental illnesses and now that they have they're like. yeah there's nothing we can do. if you have that many problems you're probably incurable. yeah sorry treatment doesn't exist for predestined freaks. yeah idk try every drug on the planet and if that doesn't work maybe we can get you assisted suicide who knows. :) good luck

[violetbeam]

December ..... .... december ......... idk everybody i simply cannot do this job for longer. the fatigue is endless. my autism is meshing with the job in a way that is causing Issues in Other parts of my life

im super interested in learning where everything is and so having a job heavily focused on Personal Addresses is like. fueling that in a way that's only making me realize how much they demand that i'm Stationary

i wanna go see my friends back in Collegetown or just Homestate or licherly anywhere. i need to Travel. like to any other decent place. for Some Moment of Time

i dont even need to have a car. i am so fine remaining Unable to Drive. there are busses and even planes if absolutely necessary. i just need to be Able to be Away for a Period of Time that is Longer Than 3 Days. I cannot do that with this job

i need to get out soon

shit i hit the poll button

keep grinding, sigma

get out NOW

spend all of your money 👍

Voting ended onDec 2, 2024

[flowerlung]

sometimes all I wanna do is start doing it again so I start doing it again

#imslightlymentallyill

[arianarosequartz-blog]

I said “do re mi”

My bestie thought i said “don’t rape me...” i have no words...

[beavivadventure-blog]

#teararoa #tongarirocrossing #newzealand #dinosaurland #middleearth #actuallyinsane (at Tongariro National Park, New Zealand)

[syntheticpursuits-blog]

i’ve found a collection of patient remarks on what being on olanzapine (and other antipsychotics) feels like, and it’s validating. and infuriating that no doctor would disclose this known but hidden info.

on olanzapine:

‘I was sleeping over 14 hours a night and was so hung over during the day I could hardly go about my normal routines. I couldn’t even get myself dressed to go out to the store’

blank mind’ 

‘sluggish thinking’ 

‘loss of wits’ 

‘too zoned, too robotic, emotion dead’ 

‘personality is dampened’ 

‘general lack of interest in anything’ 

‘I am not able to think properly and am experiencing the world at about half the normal pace...Can’t keep my mind focused and my eyes are slow’ 

‘Reduction in sex drive’

‘I feel numb, like I’ve been brainwashed. There is more to life than eating and sleeping’ 

‘This is the most horrible drug I’ve ever used’

 ‘if you would not willingly undergo a lobotomy, then do not take this drug’

I’m not anti-medication, I’d consider taking anti-psychotics again even, but fuck being told i have to be on olanzapine for the rest of my life, with my compliance with the regime being required if i want to be allowed to do things sane people can do without permission from a doctor. and fuck being put on a high doze of this potent psych drug without being told about these effects of it