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random thought: how different do you think P!ATD would be today if none of the original members ever left???

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I know the callout covered this already but honestly thinking about it more, it really is hella fucking creepy just how much its brought up Nia thinks we are, and I quote directly, “all up inside her” and previously making us out to be “dangers to minors” insinuating we’re some weird ass pedo creeps after her... I don’t know?? Affections?? Body?? Whatever the fuck stupid thing she’s convinced herself we care about that has nothing to do with any bone we’ve had to pick with her.

Like obsessively bringing up again and again even almost a whole year later that she somehow thinks we lust after her or something. Frankly its creepy as Hell and reeks of unadmitted, self-projected secret.... I don’t know what. Fantasies? Desires?

a.k.a. projecting her having some weird attraction to us as us having some weird fucking attraction to her. When one of the biggest reasons she got kicked out of the group was her inappropriate behavior making everyone hella uncomfortable that she kept insisting was fine because she’s “close enough to 18″.

Honestly that weird, obsessive insistence we “want her” or whatever she keeps trying to say is probably the biggest reason (other than the threat and death wishes) to stay well the fuck away from her.

Hate to be whoever gets in a relationship with her. Yikes.

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in which the ENTIRE STORY revolved around large numbers of 4th grade girls getting kidnapped in the mountains, drugged up, tied to beds, raped, and force-impregnated for trafficking human babies for profit AND WAS UNTAGGED AND HAD NO CONTENT WARNINGS WHATSOEVER - are there screenshots for that holy fuck

There are. They were included in the callout, but I understand there’s a LOT to go through so its easy to miss. Its a story called Borrasca. Its extremely long so it takes a while to get to the reveal about what the story is about, but I did think to take screenshots of the part in question that goes into detail. The aforementioned kidnapped characters in question are initially kidnapped in 4th grade, but the story timeskips to several years later when its actually discovered what happened to them.

The mentioned scene can be found in screenshots here:

https://niacalloutblog.tumblr.com/rapestory

The screenshot of Nia’s reblog below:

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Honestly though I expected a lot more backlash for this. A lot more. Thank you all for the support.

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I will say, in all fairness, that I MISREAD  this:

That was in error on my part and for THAT at least I will apologize (but also learn what Topic Continuity is and maybe don’t switch from Person A to Person C randomly thrown into the mix with no indication you’re talking about people who were never part of the discussion before, back to Person B who you always talk about. Confusion is bound to happen when you switch like that with no indication you’re going from New Topic to Old Topic. And while you’re learning what Topic Continuity is, try learning what logical fallacies are. You can start with Ad Hominem, Red Herring, Proof By Assertion, Content Out Of Context, Special Pleading i.e. Double Standards , Erosion of Definition, Hasty Generalization, Presume Facts Not Yet Proven, and Polarization since those are the biggest offenders).

My point still stands however that nobody in my view and certainly not in discord at any point used the N-word in any capacity whatsoever except for Nia. Not even using “n-word” rather than the fully spelled out version.

Uncensored version available upon request.

So again, saying I “let people get away with using the N-word” is bullshit because it never happened in public view where I could see it. It happened in private messages I was never involved in or privy to seeing at any point.

I was also NOT ONLINE when the discussion about making fun of voices happened, and it was already settled by someone with Moderator status by the time I got online. So I didn’t “let” anyone do anything. It was dealt with already so there was no need for me to get involved and bring it back up.

And for that matter it was said only as a question “why do you use the word n**ga if you find it offensive?”, which isn’t actually the same as “using” the n-word the way it was implied.

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Also this blog will not be accepting or acknowledging middle-men enablers. Nia can come to me herself if she wants to talk it out. She’s an adult she can deal with her problems and problem-starting like one.