#adhd anon

[ramshackle-lost-n-found]

hihi!! im here to request twst x reader fics, specifically with a reader who has ADHD 🙂‍↕️ thank you so much for your hard work for the community!

hello hello anon 😸

twst! ADHD mc by willowwhispersspeakeasy — two

falling behind but un-fwuit-un-fwog

Riddle meant to lecture you but he finds out you have ADHD by wolken-himmel

Riddle with a partner that has ADHD by sim3on

leona with an f!autistic and ADHD reader by married-to-google-translater

let me know if there's more!

[thatgirlmonika]

hello everyone !!!

this is my first official post in a while, and I don’t really expect lots of people to see it but, do you guys remember ADHD anon ? The little guy who’s been my oc for a good 3 years now ? Well he’s a personal oc now, has a big new name, new lore, and is going to be made into something huge !!! Keep on the look out for the full release of what I have planned this winter ! 👀

[my-castles-crumbling]

Anon Advice Asks - May 30th

mirrorball anon, trans guy anon, social anxiety anon (new), first job anon, adhd anon (new)

mirrorball anon

Hi

Um so

One of the people I used to call my friend just

left tumblr

blocked everyone on everything despite saying the people who had other ways to reach out could

and they just

disappeared

and it just feels like this is going to be a cycle in my life forever that I won’t escape

Everyone always leaves

Always.

-🪩

Hi <3

I'm so sorry. This absolutely sucks and it's so hard not to take personally. I'm not sure how much I can say to make you feel better because the truth is, you absolutely are right to be upset. But I do know that there are people who care <3 And I'm here to vent to <3

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trans guy anon

It's Trans Guy anon (sorry if you don't remember)

I thought about your advice a whole lot and I tried coming out to her again, she did not take it well at all. I told her, and she said "Well, you know how it is now a days, you could be anything, like a they or something. But you are you, and it's your body and your choice," which I thought, hey, not bad, right?

WRONG

I went onto Libby to read (we share an account) and saw a book that was basically about "how to convince my daughter she's not a boy" so that sucked. Then I go to sleep, and at 2 AM she came into my room and woke me up, just to tell me "I don't believe you, that's not a real thing," ( summarised). She also searched all of my devices, read all my texts, searched my search history, deleted all my apps, and blocked anyone who has been respecting my pronouns/sexuality at all. No idea why haha.

I haven't been at home lately sincr I had a friends sleepover birthday party, a band trip (3 days), then a dance trip (2 nights), then another sleepover, but when I went on her computer she had 'conversion therapy/counselling' in a search tab so I might be a little screwed?

I don't know. But in good news, I did my band test, I play tenor saxophone, which I got 27/28 on, teacher said I needed to play louder though, and I finished a whole painting 4 weeks early.

Sorry to be a bother, I just needed to vent, and I'm feeling kind of guilty because when I found out she searched my contacts and read my texts, I just felt oddly violated.

Hope you're doing well though!!

Hi <3

Wow, that's awful and you definitely have a right to feel violated. I think right now you need to focus on your safety, especially with what your mom has been searching. Do you have safe adults you can talk to about this and share this info with? Conversion therapy can be dangerous, so it's important to put your safety first by finding supportive people to protect you <3

Sending you so much luck and love!

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social anxiety anon

I'm 20 years old and social anxiety has taken over 90% of my life. Does it ever go away? I'm so tired of not living because of it. I want to do so many things in life and this is always stopping me from doing so. I'm such a dreamer and all I want to do it at least try you know? Or believe that I can do it, but this thing is like the monsters under my pillow murmuring every night that I can't, that I will always be it's prisoner.

Hi!

It CAN go away, or at least be coped with, and I definitely believe in you and know that you can do it! But I think the thing is, anxiety is something that needs treatment, and a lot of times, you need help to get that treatment! Do you have the ability to go to therapy or talk to a doctor about this? There's no shame in asking for help, and treatment can make SUCH a huge difference (I know from firsthand experience <3)

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first job anon

Hi Cas! First job anon again.

I just wanted to tell you I almost cried reading your response to my first ask. You're genuinely an amazing person, and what you said made me feel so good. Thank you so much for your words.

In other news, today I was supposed to go to an induction course, but I forgot my identification. Can you believe it? Now I have to wait until next Tuesday to take it online, and then my first day will be Wednesday. Not even my first day and I already fucked up lmao. But it made me feel better remembering what you said. Was it absolutely stupid that I forgot my freaking identification, for god's sake? Yes, absolutely. But there is a solution. Do I have to wait two more days than expected to start the job? Also yes, but there's nothing else I can do.

And honestly, I'm happy that I'm at a point in life where I'm working because I want to gain experience, for my career and for life, not because I have to. I feel more at peace knowing I’m doing this because I want to, and I'm extremely lucky to be in that position.

Hope you have an amazing day or night, and thank you again for being so wonderful♡ I hope you know you genuinely help so many people. It means the world.

Hi!

This is such a great way to look at it! Mistakes happen, and there's a solution, so no reason to beat yourself up too much. I'm so glad you're being kind to yourself and staying positive and excited about getting experience. How did your first day go???

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adhd anon

hii can i vent? so i think i have adhd, even my therapist thinks that but my parents doesn’t believe in those stuff and mocked me when i asked them to get it checked. im so tired of feeling like a disappointment because i cant remember to do stuff, my grandparents joke about me being an idiot for it but im really trying! its so devastating not being able to tell anyone what is the reason behind it because im not diagnosed so im probably stupid and just making excuses and no adults believes me because i used to be a gifted kid so they think im smart and just being lazy and mean. like im incapable of forgetting and doing it on purpose! they laugh in my face too. im so tired of this i genuinely dont know what to do and how to deal with it, im trying my best but its never enough for anyone

thank you for listening, sorry to bother you

hope you’re having a great week<3

Hi!

I'm so sorry your parents aren't being supportive. Remember, though, you ARENT stupid or lazy or making excuses. Just because your brain works differently doesn't mean you're less than. You ARE trying your best, and I am so proud of you for getting this far. As someone who didn't get a diagnosis until an adult, I know it's NOT easy.

Have you tried looking up ways to help with ADHD? You shouldn't have to do the work by yourself, but maybe it'll help a bit. Try working WITH your brain instead of against it, you know?

Sending love <3

[thoulizziers]

@askadhdanon hiii

[iwouldfuckdarkiplier]

so you know 🦀 anon and like all of the horny anons. they’re my inspiration for this:

i propose fighting dark and eventually he has you pinned and you two just realize how horny you are from all of that fighting and fuck it all out until you’re just lying on the floor, unable to move.

(If it isn’t already claimed, could I be 🧠🐝 (ADHD anon))

[whatiwillsay]

hi cam, it’s adhd anon. i have kind of a weird question.

for context - after monday’s appointment, my dad tentatively re-gave his consent for the vyvanse. i’m prescribed 40mg, but since i hadnt taken it in two weeks, i took 30mg on tuesday and 30mg this morning (wednesday).

so, i was feeling really horrible this morning before i took the meds (to the extent that i had a meltdown in front of my dad, and he said that i was so unstable that “hospitalization is a real possibility” lmao). i took the vyvanse 30mg at 9:40am (i had been awake since 4:30am for context). around 10am, i calmed down from all the crying, and until around 4pm, i felt pretty great. like i had an unusually positive mindset and was very happy.

and so, i’m really terrified that that was the “euphoria” thing. like the type of thing that makes people abuse vyvanse for recreation.

the internet didnt have a ton of info, but it did say that euphoria highs usually occur at higher doses (and my 30mg dose is medium-low). plus, i’m pretty sure that this ~sudden happiness~ thing has never happened to me before, even when i was taking 40mg - and it wouldn’t just Happen out of the blue, right?

it’s possible that the stimulation from the vyvanse just made me less tired (i didn’t get a lot of sleep last night), and being less exhausted made me feel better - but would that still be considered a prohibited use of the medicine, since it’s supposed to treat my adhd and not my sleep deprivation?

it’s also possible that i just felt good because i released a lot of pent up emotions from crying. it’s happened before that i’ll feel pretty great after crying - but i don’t think a post-cry happiness has ever lasted more than an hour or so.

i think the vyvanse wore off sometime around 3pm (because my ability to initiate tasks and focus on stuff gradually Disappeared around then), and the happiness gradually subsided around 4pm.

and that’s another issue - i took the vyvanse at 9:40am, and it kicked in sometime around 10:30am, and then it lasted not even 5 hours before wearing off around 3pm. and that’s crazy, bc it’s supposed to last 10 to 12 hours. plus, i ate two meals and a snack between 9:30am and 3pm, and eating is supposed to slow my body’s digestion of the vyvanse, making the dose last longer. (it’s hard to tell how long the vyvanse usually lasts since i only started taking it in may, when school was ending, but i do know that during the school year, i felt like it wore off super quickly too.)

i’m wondering if i’m experiencing an emotional crash from the vyvanse right now, or if i’m just returning to my emotional state from this morning. bc i’m like crying and feeling super anxious as i type this out now, lmao.

idk. this is all just so stressful. it’s like - damned if i do take it (bc i might be experiencing an addictive euphoria, and i’m considered high risk for addiction), and damned if i don’t take it (bc i barely fucking function even when i do take it). i’m just so so terrified of getting addicted, but i also don’t want to banned from taking it and lost something that does help my adhd, especially if it turns out that i’m just being paranoid and it’s not actually euphoria.

and i don’t know how i’m supposed to tell anyone this? bc my dad has already threatened to hospitalize me, and i’m scared of my mom’s reaction, and i don’t have an appointment with the psychiatrist until july 9th bc he’s super busy. also, remember how i said that monday’s appointment was supposed to be about ssris? well my dad spent the whole appointment in a screaming match with the psychiatrist, so we never got around to it, so the july 9th appointment HAS to be about ssris, not vyvanse.

and i feel so guilty for wasting my summer? like, this is my last summer before i’m an adult and have to work a full time job. this is my one opportunity to have free time and enjoy life and fucking get better. but i’m wasting it sitting around being sad and anxious and possibly experiencing an addictive vyvanse euphoria. what the fuck.

sorry this kind of got darker than i expected. i hope you’re doing well cam

stop feeling guilty about how you're spending your summer- that's a second dart and second darts don't help anything!

just try to relax a bit. getting meds adjusted can be a very long process. it does sound like the vyvanse helps you (don't worry about the euphoria that's just the dopamine. since you have ahdh you need help with dopamine.) so just keep working with it. i can't help with your dad but it sounds like he just needs to calm down.

take your meds as prescribed and keep reporting back to your doctor how it's going. and july 9th is only a few days away! it's all gonna be ok ❤️

[dadolorian]

Took a good nap today and here’s my dream: ok so it GOT universe w/ oberyn and im his paramore like ellaria, i got trauma so hes slow with me until he found in the barn (bc im not royalty lmao) doing things 👀 on my own and he asks if im ready to fuck.. the answer is obviously yes so we fuck and he said to me ‘my little barn cat finally in heat’ girl i.. i woke up after that and was so upset i didnt have him beside me 🥺🥺 so now guess who’s a barn cat 😂😂 ~ ADHD anon

I just......wow 🥵🥵

I can see this happening.

I’ll be your barn cat too Oberyn 😈😻😽

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