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How to academically lock in when you have (suspected) audhd
my very first reference to a hyperfixation, as far as i can remember, happened when I was like three or four in Sunday school and the night before I was watching ATLA and the scene where Katara was panicking about her hair "My hair? What's wrong with my hair?" in a really dramatic way and I was thinking about it throughout the whole class and then somebody pointed my hair out and I did the exact quote with the exact hand motions and tone and inflection and whatnot and immediately hated myself afterwards because it was so dramatic and couldn't understand why i was so weird and dorky or whatever (I didn't have the right words for it at the time) and now i realize I have anxiety and also possibly ADHD so yeah.
researched adhd for a fic and now I suspect I have adhd send help I cannot do this on top of depression and whatever else is wrong with me
Or maybe this state is just a side effect of my also undiagnosed depression
Also, also, I understand that self diagnosis is bad but what do you do when youre a minor with parents who caused your depression/don’t believe in mental disorders :D
I’m genuinely curious.
did this in april while having an hyperactivity attack and i still like it
"hey can you do this for me?"
sure let me just go put some stickers on my hand, draw on my other hand, fidget with a random ass bead i found on the ground, stare across the room, think about what i will do when i get home, what i will eat later, go play a game on my laptop, get up to look for something, go to a room for no fucking reason, and THEN finally do what you want me to.
that or ill just forget and never do it.
I've put off contacting a supervisor for my thesis for two months and the deadline is in t h r e e d a y s i am royally f u c k e d why do i have to be the way that i am
if I had a littol clicky thing I could bite. that would fix me. I think.