#adivce needed

[studyvari]

Advice needed!

hi guys! I need your advice! I’m nearly done with my studies in my masters program, there’s only one more semester to go. Since I haven’t posted at all last semester, i’m wondering whether it is still of any use for me to keep this account. Also, since I got a new job and now spent most of my free time working and studying, i’m not sure if it is such a good idea to keep track of this. So the time may have come to say goodbye to this tumblr... Even though I really love this account and it’ll be kind of sad to delete it... What do you guys think? When is a good time to let go?  

[hushedhippie]

Hey sunshines. I’m in need of some advice. My number one struggle is not being able to voice how I feel. I’ll have everything I want/need to say ready in my mind, but when I got to speak what i want to talk about, I lock up/freeze up & physically cannot talk or get the words out. & if I do speak, I can’t say anything I want to say. I need to talk about what is on my mind & what I’m feeling but I physically just can’t. & this is something that’s really hard & I want to change so badly but i haven’t figured out a way to do that.

Speaking up about how I’m feeling has always been hard; I’ve never been able to. But it’s getting to the point I NEED to talk to someone & cant get the words to come out. I’m afraid to burden others with how I feel or for people to think I’m seeking attention or “crazy”. I can’t even talk to my mom or even Justin (fun fact : I can’t talk to Justin at all when I need to talk to him about something).

It really fucking sucks and I want to change this so much. Any tips? Does this happen to anyone else?

Love&light.

[monochrome-melodi]

Guys.

Guys help me.

I'm addicted to cheese again.

I mean, I always was, but I'm back to doing it.

Someone help me.

How do I stop. 

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