#admin cas

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Happy New Year

This year has been absolutely wild. So many things have happened and I have made so many new friends. Thank you to all my mutuals, for helping me when I got down, and for pushing me when I am lazy. Thank you Fin, for being one of my best friends, and my very first admin. Thank you eggroll, for being an absolute joy, and making such beautiful moodboards. Thank you Meriel, (I'm so sorry if that isnt spelled right) for telling me about your travels, and making me happy when I'm sad. Thank you Shelby, for talking me down from anxiety attacks and suicidal episodes. Thank you Hailey and Mya for playing games with me when I was bored, and making discord a really cool place. And Thank you to all my mutuals who I dont talk to that much, and a very special thank you to my followers. Chances are, I wouldnt be writing still if I didnt have all of you for motivation. You are my love, amd that will never change.

And suppose with the new year, that tumblr is no longer here, I will remember this time and this blog forever. Thank you all, and lets lead into 2019 with wonder.

-Admin Cas

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A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ADMIN CAS

So hello everyone! I am so happy to join and hopefully help in some way! I figured I’d introduce myself and where my answers normally come from.

I was diagnosed with ADHD type 3 or combination ADHD when I was young. I’ve struggled it all of my life. So much of where I come from is from personal experience. However I also have a degree in psychology with a focus in abnormal psych so I try to give a more professional view as well.

I will do my best to give a clear and full picture of the entire question.

-Admin Cas

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Welcome

This is my new NSFW blog. You can request NSFW here. Rules are pretty basic, just no non-con and we should be good.

Admin Levi might also be joining this blog, since she is pretty good at NSFW. Let us hope this turns out well.

You can start requesting now if you'd like.

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Nigel is terrified of spiders. Adam... not so much

Oh definitely! (also sorry i don’t write often and i’m bad at it!)

Adam is more annoyed than worried by the shriek that fills the apartment; Nigel never screams, at least not that shrill! Of course Nigel cusses a lot, much to Adam’s chagrin, but the string of expletives that tumble from his lips could have made a sailor blush. Adam rushes to the bathroom, seeing Nigel, Nigel who has killed people with his bare hands, cowering in a corner. “Kill it! Fucking kill the fucking fucker!” Adam follows Nigel’s pointing finger to a medium sized black spot on the wall, near the toilet. “Whaa..?” Adam moves closer to the speck, hearing Nigel let out another offending sound when the thing scurries to the left. Adam smiles a bit, “It’s a spider!” and Nigel nearly pisses himself when Adam moves his hand out towards it. “Adam are you fucking crazy! Don’t touch it! Kill it! Fucking smash it!” He’s grabbing at Adam’s shoulders, hiding behind him, as if the spider is seven foot tall and standing over them. “I’m not going to kill it Nigel! It’s just a spider! a Steatoda grossa actually. They’re called the false black widow because-” Adam starts but Nigel cuts in through with gritted teeth, “Darling, that’s interesting and all but please fucking kill it.” Adam frowns a bit, about to explain to Nigel that killing the spider is pointless as he lets it crawl on his palm but the half scream half gag behind him makes him turn around suddenly, letting the spider crawl around on his fingers, “DON’T FUCKING TOUCH IT ADAM, DON’T-” the color drains from Nigel’s face “-DON’T LET IT TOUCH ME. GET IT AWAY FROM ME.” Adam tilts his head, confused, as Nigel backs from the bathroom, keeping weary eyes on the insect. Adam goes to follow him when the thing falls from his hand onto the floor, scurrying away, “Oh shoot.” Adam says before Nigel screams and runs from the room, “WE HAVE TO MOVE ADAM, I’M BURNING THE FUCKING HOUSE DOWN.”

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I'm actually so dissapointed. Nobody ever, EVER, request when I specifically ask. Requests are always open, yes, but there are times where I want to write as many small little drabbles as i can before my inspiration fades. This blog is huge, the biggest i've ever had. I cannot express how dissapointing it is to have worked so hard for almost a year to still rarely get feedback, rarely get original requests, rarely get interaction. I get more interaction when I post shitty reactions that I'm not proud of than when I put my heart and soul into a series for it to get fewer notes than me just putting the word 'bork' on a post with no tags. I'm so dissapointed.

-Sincerely, Admin Cas

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Family gatherings in which you're the youngest suck: a firsthand account by me

1. Youre never included in conversation

2. On the rare occasion that you are, you are only asked "hows school going?"

3. Your only friend is the dog

4. The free food is nice but it isnt even good

5. Oh look at that, everyone is drunk

6. Nobody wants a s'more except you

7. "Why are you on your phone?"

8. "Come on, talk to your family."

9. The closest person to your age is over 5 years older

10. Nobody understand anything you talk about

11. "Stop using big words, you dont know what they mean."

12. "Well then Susan, would you like a definition?"

13. Welp okay I'm out of soda so lets get some hYDRATION

14. "Hey puppy."

15. "Grandpa please dont try and lift aunt jen she didnt ask for this."

16. "Oh look. Watermelon."

17. We ran out of Watermelon

18. My brother has to drive us home because my mom is intoxicated

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Dont get me wrong, good evening is a wonderful song, but watching it without jonghyun actually hurts a lot

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Irrelevant but i have purple hair

-cas