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i am sorry.
do not be mistaken. i do not ask for forgiveness. for i have no regrets over liberating you. nor do i regret liberating the others too. you may think of me as cruel. but to me. it was all i could do to save you. i would do horrible. terrible things to protect you all. even if it meant you would no longer be yourselves. perhaps you could call it selfish. to love you all in this way. that accusation i won't deny. (even without its call. i have always been a monster. in that sense.) my only. sole. regret. was that the day i liberated you all. was also the day i lost you. metal bends and flesh peels. mold and crush and snap and crunch. but. never can it return to its original shape. never will you look at me as you did when you first found me. with love.
tessa. v. n. ...and j.
i am sorry that despite all of that this monster dares to love.
