2025 was such a tricky and chaotic year for me, but it was one of those filler seasons in a show where the main character gets an important development for the next season and that's how i feel 😹 it started by me realising i was on a verge of a burnout (thanks to a tiktok video), gathering up the courage to ask for my dismissal and getting fired from my toxic job, 5 months of unemployement with me figuring it out what i actually wanted for my life and who i was besides the toxic job, getting a job in my field and actually getting the recognition that i always craved in two months and not feeling like i need something to happen to actually want to stay alive (i know this sounds really depressing but i just unpacked this). now, for 2026, i have other worries and i think it's unfair to call them 'worries', it's more like quests for this new life and chapter that i'm about to write as i start the year in a position i never had before: i'm actually excited and looking forward to live. not only get the working days going like it is one day at a time (derogatory), but i`m truly living like it is one day at a time (complimentary) because i have no idea what life is going to throw at me but i'm actually excited to start a year where i don't feel miserable every single day.
