((Yes Silly Adrissia does have a few. She just doesn’t discuss them much because why talk about your weaknesses? Her biggest one is not being strong or good enough to help those she cares about. Along with that is not doing enough to help her loved ones with their problems, whether magical or mundane. She experienced similar feelings when she was a Queen, although they extended to the people under her rule.
One strictly related to this life is some underlying concerns about being a greyface. Now don’t take it wrong she is not ashamed of being a greyface and she loves what good things she can do with that magic. But because the nature of greyfaces are so surrounded in mystery she worries that it may cause problems in the future. Especially if she was ever injured to the point of bleeding, she’d want no one near it. She’d heard rumors of anon blood being used to effect people in negative ways and even though she’s really more half anon at this point she won’t take any chances. (Note: I saw people doing this on some oc blogs way back in the day and figured it might be something to keep Silly on her toes. But sadly I think those blogs are long gone.)It also holds her back from having any more children with her husband Shurit for now. Even though they’d only be like... a fourth anon? Not enough to look anything like a grey ball. No offense anon. ;)
And those are the biggest ones I can think of right now. More may come in the future. Thanks for the ask nice anon and sorry about the delay!
((I’m so sorry this terribly late anon!))“Mmm… there was my twin sister but we ruled jointly mostly until I met my husband. Being the older of the two got me the privilege you see but WE never fought over it…” Taps her chin for a second.
“Does a outside country count as a contenstant? There was a big war my mother took part in and I had to clean up. This is where the movies fall short. Clean up from war is never pretty so think twice before you go invade your neighbors next door hmm?”
“Oh and Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays or whatever you celebrate!”
Headcanon: It takes twice as much alcohol as it does for the average person for Silly Adrissia to become drunk. This is because as part Demonian (human-like race Dark Queens are a part of) metabolize it differently and do not experience the side effects. So partially immune it’s easier for her to remain sober.
Which is a good thing as the affects of alcohol on greyface kind have yet to be thoroughly tested.
Chamomile: You Are Easy-going, friendly and well liked, you’ve got a gentle and sweet nature and a calming presence that puts others at ease. Your sensitivity to others may cause you to take on too much of other people’s feelings, though, and you may even be prone to worry.
Dandelion: Scrappy and tough, you’re a pull-yourself-up-by-your-bootstraps kind of person. You don’t give up easily and you often thrive in situations that others would find discouraging. You have an instinct to serve others and see yourself as most useful in times or places of crisis, but you may over rely on your toughness and forget how sensitive you really are.
Echinacea: A protector. With an amazing blend of optimism, nurturing and goodwill, you lend your strength and energy to those in need. Your seemingly infinite goodwill and boundless supportive energy make you the one people turn to when times are tough. Your greatest strength is, of course, also one of your weaknesses, especially if you neglect to take care of yourself. At times like these, it’s a good idea to take a step back and focus some of that protective energy on yourself.
((This is the Skype thread that will help explain/ kick off a very broken Silly for next little while. It was between me and kandai-na-fukurou. A few notes for the new or uninitiated: Anastasia is the name of Silly and Sarah’s great, great, great, etc. grandmother, a Dark Queen, who went ballistic and tried to kill the rest of the family. Basically. Mesilla is Silly’s mother when she was the Dark Queen Adrissia, Esira is her twin sister, and Alisiana is Silly’s own daughter from that life. ))
Sarah "Silly? You here?"
Silly: Stretches* "Yo."
Sarah: "I have some news."
Silly: "Good news I hope?"
Sarah: "Part of it is good... It's over. Anastasia is dead."
Sarah:: Stares dumbfounded. "Wait... what?"
Sarah: "The war's over. Her spirit is no more."
Silly: "Seriously? Awesome now we can relax.... but there's a catch huh? You, Lavi and Selly are okay right?"
Sarah: "Yes, we're okay...but... this victory for the Queens was not without cost..."
Silly: She nervous, ancy. "I told my mother I wanted to be there. If she was an idiot and went off without me I'm going to be pissed."
Sarah: "My...my father...Shade...he's dead..."
Silly: That... that was unexpected. Her emotions were rushing, mixing. On the one hand, she was relived it was not her mother, sister or daughter. On the other, this was Sarah's Father and the guilt she felt for the relief was beginning to eat at her. "Friend Sarah..." She offers a hug to the other. "... I thought he got to come back with the Queens?"
Sarah: She hugs her back, but it only made her tears come faster. "Not...not this time...there...there are others though...among them were Hyra...Miria and Alysandra's daughter...grandma Johanna is gone too...and...and..." She was choking on her sobs at this point.
Silly: The anon's wings come to wrap the other in a warm embrace, steadfastly assuring her subconscious would be making no cold today. "Shh... deep breath Sarah. They knew what they were doing. It's not fair but it's... life." She had not meant many of them to feel the loss as keenly as Sarah yet... it hurt. Miria she actually had brief fond memories of. This... was not turning into a good month.
Sarah: Sarah tried her hardest to not cry, but she knew the worst was about to be said... "Silly...I'm so sorry...but..." She really didn't want to say it...but she knew she had to. "...Esira...Esira is dead..."
Silly: She felt the knife stabbing her chest, twisting without mercy. Her limbs seemed to tingle and she was feeling faar colder than her ice magic could ever cause. It was if Sarah's statement had caused time itself to stop. "What... what do you mean she's dead?" Came the horrified whisper.
Sarah: "Anastasia was...trying to exorcise Mesilla...but...Esira came in and took the hit..." She wondered if she should back away from Silly, thinking the other would want her space...but...she'd let the other do what she felt she needed to do.
Silly: "...Those, those..." She was angry and hurt and guilty because Sarah was crying, she'd lost more than her yet... "Dummy heads why didn't they come get me?! Just because I'm different now doesn't mean I'm afraid to fight. Or that I need to be coddled." The backs of her eyes stung and she could feel her throat straining to choke back sobs. Her wings flared out around Sarah as a sudden storm brewed, a raging blizzard of ice and shadowy grey. Tendrils of anon magic lashed out from around her feet, the air thick with the smell of ozone. For Sarah it might've been frightening but she was kept in the eye of storm, safe.
"Child who's lost more precious ones than me, we should lay waste to this multiverse. Let it groan beneath our pain." It seemed between Godling's arguments, the families breaking and now this had become the straw to break the camel's back. She was tired of the shit the world laid upon her and her loved ones and now she wanted to lash out against it.
Sarah: She stayed close to Silly as the blizzard raged around them. This was Silly's rage, and she would let it flow as much as the other needed. When she heard the other's words though, she looked up and put a hand on Silly's chest gently, shaking her head. "No Silly... I know what you're feeling...but...revenge isn't the answer...violence only breeds more violence...if we succumb to dispair and unleash our anger with destruction, we'll only cause more pain and hatred for others...it's just a vicious cycle...one that we should make sure to not fall victim to... I made a promise to protect this world, despite the pain I go through...people on this planet already suffer enough...I don't ever want to add onto that... I can only imagine the pain in your heart...but we must not let this make us lose sight of who we are...Esira wouldn't want you to cause such senseless destruction... Besides...I...I'm going to look into ways of retrieving Esira's spirit back...a spirit can't be fully vanquished forever, I know that well. There...must be some way to at least bring her spirit back to us..."
Silly: Her chest was tight, eyes still burning but the tears hadn't spilled. She almost began reveling in the storm around the, the unity of Ice and greyface magic. Her eyes traveled to where Sarah's hand was resting on her chest, slightly soothing. The words seemed to register, her breathing evening out and the storm calming. She reached to take Sarah's hand after her speech, squeezing it reassuringly before....
"The world started it and I will finish it. Or something like that. We have suffered enough. You, Yugi, all the little ones, Bamfy, Silly King and Knight... Enemies upon enemies have waylaid us without end and I've sat by the sidelines enough. As for... Esira..." Her throat worked and a tear worked it's way out but she stood firm. "When I'm done we'll bring seek to bring them all back. For now fear not because you and yours will not be touched. Our families shall finally be able to enjoy a moment's peace."
With a final squeeze to her granddaughter's hand she stepped back, turning to walk away into the raging storm until she disappeared and the air began to quiet.
Sarah: Upon feeling her hand being squeezed, Sarah's eyes began to glow slightly as her power surged, sending bits of her healing magic through her hand into Silly, hoping it would help ease her pain more.
"Don't give in to despair...we are all here for you... Whatever rage you feel, you have every right to want to unleash it, but don't do something you might regret later. I don't know how...but...we'll try what we can to bring their souls back...despite what my mother said, there has to be a way...a soul cannot be permanently destroyed..." She wrapped her arms around Silly once more before she left, a few tears still trickling down her cheeks. "I love you, Silly... If you want to hide away from the world for a while...come to my home in Domino..."
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» NAME: Adrissia Maresa Orisan or Silly Anon
» AGE: Upon her death as a Queen about 74, but has been reincarnated multiple times since. Current reincarnation as an anon is about 3 yrs. old. What she actually remembers amounts to about 77 yrs.
» BIRTHDAY: February 14th
» SPECIES: Greyface / Demonian
» GENDER: Female
» SEX: Female
» ORIENTATION: When she cares, Cis.
» PROFESSION: Queen, Nanny/babysitter, Guardian
PHYSICAL ASPECTS
» HAIR: Adrissia:Born Dark Blue, currently sporting dark brown look. When an anon, she usually has her hair covered with a cloak.
» EYES: Purple. When anon eyes are usually shadowed.
» SKIN: Pale. Anon: grey. Usually bares an impressive set of wings on her back.
» HEIGHT: 6ft. 11′
FAMILY - Note: Death works differently for Demonians, so “dead” is used loosely here
» SIBLINGS: Esira (Twin sister. Technically dead, but in regular contact with)
» PARENTS: Mother: Mesilla, resides in Oververse. 2nd Biological Mother: Alexi *Demonians are special that way
» OTHER RELATIVES: A whole bunch of other Queens who came before her and after (All Dead but residing in Oververse), Alisiana (Daughter), Sarah (great, great grandaughter) , Yuugi Amon-Ra Mutou (Sarah’s Husband), Shioure and Tyrael (Sarah’s kids) Lavi, Nelia, Selysana, Levi, Kai, Violette (more great, great, great grandkids.)
» ANY PETS?: None currently. May get one in the future.
» PHYSICAL PROWESS: Agile, excellent flying skills. Defined muscles and good endurance.
» ABILITIES: Like all anons, she can give out Magic Anons (M!A’s) and can easily teleport/jump throughout the multiverse. It also is very genie like in providing anything she wants. Unique to her is the ability to shapeshift into everything from animals, mythological beasts, to at least one Duel Monster and people. Thus her appearance and physical prowess can vary. This malleability allows for self healing, but all her magic runs off the same internal ‘battery’ so the longer the battle the less magic she can use. As a Dark Queen, she specifically holds power of over the cold, ice and darkness. Think Elsa, but cooler and with a touch of darkness.
» HOBBIES: Reading, drawing, dueling, exploring various worlds and listening to music
TRAITS
—— POSITIVE ——
Fiercely loyal, compassionate, generous, considerate, supportive, protective, forgiving, very maternal
——- NEGATIVE ——-
Stubborn, worries about things too much, procrastinates, a bit nosy
LIKES
» COLOURS: blue, red
» SMELLS: rain, chocolate, food in general
» FOOD: Pizza, burgers, stir fry, fish and steak
» DRINKS: Milk,soda, hot chocolate
» ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?: No, but she did occasionally drink wine when she was queen.
OTHER DETAILS
» SMOKES?: No
» DRUGS?: No
» DRIVER LICENSE?: No. She has no use for it.
» EVER BEEN ARRESTED?: No. She used to be the one having people arrested.
