I remember the days when a pill would solve 90% of my problems, but now I look back and think: "That can't be the solution, just a camouflage to try to fit in or adapt to this meaningless world." We can't get stuck in situations that leave us immobile.
But, taking a moment to reflect on this and looking at all the memories stored on my phone, things seemed more carefree and worry-free. Maybe that's what people always said about youth: that we lived selfishly, without worrying about tomorrow.
I'd like to live that way again, but without the part where I reach adulthood and have to deal with all the things I did without thinking about tomorrow. Maybe that's everyone's dream. Maybe that's why older people, who haven't developed panic syndrome, think and start living life to the fullest. They simply can't take the real world anymore and don't want to care about anything else. Besides, they have nothing left to lose, just like young people and children.
Living with worries just to build a legacy? At what cost? What's the point if we're all going to end up in the same hole? It may be a bit pessimistic, but it makes me think about all the things we gave up on because they were considered impudent. It's just that the next day always comes, demanding accountability for everything we did the day before.
