It’d been a month since Halloween, and she’d tried to move on. Hyejin really had; she’d only suffered through a handful of nightmares after coming home from the hospital, which she considered to be an achievement. Any physical evidence of that night had disappeared in a week at most, but sometimes she still found herself mindlessly scratching her arms or legs. Sometimes a fluttering of insect wings would whir in her ears and she would whip her head around, and sometimes she would catch fleeting glimpses of a familiar child that flitted out of her vision, but it’d been a month.
A month was plenty of time, that was why she’d pulled on the first cute outfit she could throw out of her closet and headed for the streets for holiday shopping. Squinting eyes peered at the holiday lights decorating the trees. Logically, she knew that Hyejin should be delighted at the decorations and festive atmosphere, and indeed there was a part of her that couldn’t resist the shy smile pulling her lips, but there was also a part of her somewhat confused by the excited voices and laughter echoing around her. A tiny shard of Hyejin wondered how people could happily walk around the streets without a care in the world.
In the distance she heard muffled crying, and a startled Hyejin stumbled around for the source before coming to a sudden halt in front of a crying boy. “Aigoo, what’s wrong, honey?” she cooed, immediately bending down to slowly pull the child into her arms and rubbing his back soothingly. “Where’s your mommy and daddy?”
The question caused his wails to increase in pitch, which she bristled at. “Ah, you can’t find them, is that?” she guessed in a smooth, pleasant tone. After looking down at the boy and gauging his size, Hyejin pulled him completely into her grasp and stood up with an exaggerated heave. “There, there, I’m sure we’ll find them soon, hm?”
“I…I want my mommy…!” He buried his face into her shoulders, and as his tears stained her sweater she felt a strong, familiar pull.
It was like the fabric of the universe pulling itself apart, strings snapping in half before suddenly coming back together to make the boy’s mother appear in the literal blink of an eye. The woman herself also seemed baffled by the sudden change in surroundings, but tossed it aside in favor of taking the child out of Hyejin’s arms and whispering soothingly into her son’s ears.
The two woman exchanged quick greetings and thank you’s before Hyejin hurriedly walked in the opposite direction, her boots clicking against the pavement like a magic spell that could make anyone who’d seen a woman appear out of thin air to forget.