20. Can't Shake the Feeling...
I have not seen Aeda in close to a week now. After that letter she sent me, along with the bag of gold, I haven’t even received another letter. I think it might be time to look for Jayy or Pamina or someone who’s with Ravenwood. Perhaps they know where she is. Until then, I’ll have to start keeping vigil.
I have never been this worried before. I can’t shake the feeling that something is terribly wrong. It feels like someone has punched me in the gut and my insides are screaming for my attention. There is nothing to do but wait though.
I ran into Analeil and her new…boything. Nikki’s brother again. I know I was piss drunk but I know I’ve met him before. He played dumb. I still think Nikki is the better Shadecross. He can be a fucking brat but I know he cares. Somehow I think Analeil cares for me in her own messed up way. Only time will tell.
Ugh…the ground is not a good place to sit. It’s messing up my new dress. Oh well…I must stay close to the Row. Aeda might come by if I happen to leave for a great amount of time.