"Don't chase the rabbit" (Nchuanamz)
"If you're going to stay around all afternoon you may as well be of some help. Go get the cutting--"
He hadn't even finished his sentence. Nchuanamz had already stood up, snatched the cutting sphere from its place and pushed it into Yagrum's half-extended hand. She then made a point to fold her arms and shift her weight to the side, observing his work in silence.
Silence, then a pointed "hm," was all he said on the matter. They sat wordless for a while longer, the only sound coming from the device that sat on the table before him. The sour smell of metallic flux stung her nose as it rose into the air between them. Once, she'd have blinked back or covered her nose, but now, she was used to it. Instead, she continued to watch in silence until the other Dwemer eventually spoke up and shook her from her thoughts.
"For someone unable to project their mind, your thoughts are incredibly loud. Speak up. Get rid of the clutter."
Straight to the point. She didn't expect anything less, really, but she felt almost offended that she was read as such an open book. Maybe this really was weighing on her. She took a moment to gather everything that had been on her mind- What was pertinent, anyhow.
"I don't want this art to be lost."
The moment she spoke, she felt Yagrum's demeanor stiffen, but he didn't speak yet. Maybe because she didn't give him a chance to, continuing before he interrupted.
"It's not as evil as you insist. You know just as well as I that things only changed with the Project! That knowledge on its own can still be used for--"
"For good?" He finished for her, turning. The look he gave was piercing. He grunted, and turned back away to the workbench. "You've seen how that ends. It deserves to die with us."
The air turned cold, and Nchuanamz bolted forwards, narrowly holding herself back with a clench to her teeth. "Don't you dare bring her into this. You know full well--..."
She stopped as her words found themselves caught in her throat, and she never hose to finish them. Hands shaking, her glare was met with stone and silence. He didn’t even turn. Bringing up Cor had been a mistake for both of them, only worsening the heavy and tense pause in the air. Nchuanamz eventually broke it with a short string of spat, cursing Dwemeris. She turned with hardened features and a wound-shut jaw, and left the room.
If only she'd left it there and not come back to try and prove her point. Why? Why did she feel the need to prove herself to him? Had it been some sort of denial? Whatever it was didn't matter. Not now. Too late. She didn't think that she'd see him again for a long time. Maybe forever. The loss cut deep, and part of her knew she was the only one to blame for it.
Stupid. How utterly stupid.









