#agarbagebagfullofchimichangas

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agarbagebagfullofchimichangas replied to your post: New Headcanon:

oh ok wow maybe i need to listen to this

YES YOU DO the first one might put you off or seem like it's boring or something but it gets better/weirder.

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agarbagebagfullofchimichangas replied to your post: today was a good day. [[MOR] got about eight...

god bless any coheed in your life because they guide me through this whirlwind

agarbagebagfullofchimichangas replied to your post: today was a good day. [[MOR] got about eight...

also im glad u had a good day i love when my friends have good days

aaaaah thank u cody :D coheed is just so GOOD like damn. and i hope you had a good day too because you're awesome and don't ever forget that mmk??

[iamonlystardust]

agarbagebagfullofchimichangas replied to your post: felt like cutting again today. what did I end up...

you WILL be cutting won’t make it better. if you wanna text/call me u got my number

thank you, Cody. :)

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agarbagebagfullofchimichangas replied to your post: I just wanna cosplay the Queen, okay? she’s so...

Ima b da judge

PABLOOOOOOOOOO :D yes i like this

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okay so i'm gonna talk about these past couple days

shit is gonna be under the cut k

like srsly i can't breathe through my mouth and i can't find my inhaler and my throat hurts jfc

but these past few days have been like, really fuckin sweet like yay (^O^)

on Wednesday, I went to the premiere for the Demon's Rook and HOOOOOOLY SHIT WAS THAT GREAT!! and Jude, if you're reading this, it's pretty obvi that you were kickass as a zombie and as a groovy goat ahaha. and I got to see Barb again and she's a cutie and I FINALLY MET CODY AND HE'S QUALITY PEOPLE :D

but yeah I told my mom and my Taylor about it and they wanna watch so best believe that when that is out on official dvd-type shit, I'm gonna buy it!

and then yesterday, OH BOY THAT WAS JUST FLKAJBSFJH BEST

I saw my friend Cathy for her birthday, and she was glad I actually visited. and then I saw drag kings and queens perform for the first time ever and it was probably the most beautiful and flawless thing I've ever seen in my entire life >_< FALL OUT BOY AND IMAGINE DRAGONS WAS PLAYED AND I LOST MY SHIT DURING THOSE PERFORMANCES NOT EVEN GONNA LIE

and I actually wore my corset out in the open around people and I felt good and I DANCED ON THE FUCKING STAGE AFTER EVERYTHING WAS OVER FOR A WHOLE SONG???

like wow that was 

just

overcoming so much of the fear that I have of like... doing something that I enjoy in front of people. like the reason I don't dance is because I'm fuckin terrified of that shit but I did it and I felt good and my body is sore because of so much exercise.

but it was all so wonderful. it was something I needed to like.. boost my confidence. because my self-esteem is shit. it was just the best. and we all got waffle house after we got out!

I think like the only bad thing was not being able to breathe for a little while I was at LeBuzz because I didn't have my inhaler and my mom was harassing me, but I don't even care

it was just absolutely fantastic and I wanna do it again.

and then today was

well

okay??? I guess? like I woke up this morning at exactly 8AM and threw up and I called to get out of work and my boss was able to find someone to cover the rest of my shift so I worked like... three hours I think? which sucks for me because, well..

one, i'm sick and i don't wanna be out in the open potentially getting people sick

two, less money--and I kinda need that shit, y'know?

but it was okay because it wasn't all that bad and I was workin with Steve and Zach and they're great and I was able to go home and just get some more medicine and relax. and I'm going to bed early tonight.

and welp. that's it.

good things have been happening and they've made me feel better. and I'm gonna keep trying to make all these good things stay in my life because I don't wanna be sad. like I know it's gonna happen, but I'm gonna fight for my happiness.

and yeah that's really it this time. and if you read this, thank you. :) 

now if you'll excuse me, it's time for me to tell myself how fierce and fine I am. bye~~