May 5
It's mental health awareness month until you start exhibiting signs of mania and depression at work lmfao. My manager told me I was "lazy" and always "rely" on other co-workers. Even though my depression makes me forget easily, I get so much brain fog. My lexapro also induces a lot of other thoughts so I felt really put on the spot being called "lazy".
The cherry on top was that i work less than 35 hours a week, my hours were cut so short I only work a single day each week this month.
Oh and my co-worker who got hired at the same time as me literally "babied" me on my closing shift and decided my till and my customer was theirs and did the transaction without giving me personal space?
#vent post#i really really hate that my job feels unsafe for my mental well being#my mental state is shit#my mental health is already bad#i dont need to deal with my manager calling me lazy?? wtf#my workplace feels kinda toxic now??#hopefully the place i want to work at hires me asap!!#i only get paid $180 each payroll my previous amount was around ~800 to ~700 CAD#the worst part is im living in poverty and my hours got reduced because of my mental state ruining my work ethic#sorry for being depressing#sorry for the vent#mental health#lexapro#aghhhhghhh
