I was scrolling on my Facebook news feed when I saw this. Unfortunately, the post was reported to Facebook so it eventually disappeared.
I was bullied since grade school days but when I transferred to private school, every single time is hell as fck because of those bullies. They vandalised my belongings, put some coconut husks on my bag and even called me names. What's worse is there are times I've been pushed down the floor, had my hair pulled and lastly, beating me up to the point that I can't take the crying anymore. I even made myself some defense mechanism by making lies just to avoid them.
One time, someone called me autistic and I got really mad as hell since my youngest brother is a non verbal autistic.
There are times that I really want to die inmediately. Like I really want to get hit by a jeepney or car. I tried to hang myself one summer afternoon and my youngest brother caught me in the act. He cried like he didn't want me to hang myself.
That's when Kpop saved me from my depressive teenage days.
Today, those bullies don't bother me anymore. Some of them still see me as a freak but the hell I care. We're getting old for God's sake.
One time, one of those bullies sexually harassed me in public like "Are you pregnant, bitch?" like wtf I wore denim jeans and graphic tee that time. I reported it to his superior and he got fired. The last time he saw me, he was holding a knife. I didn't notice him since I was wearing headphones but I heard him shouting "You might tell your parents about this." he is still blocked on my social media accounts.
Currently, I'm okay though panic and anxiety attacks strikes all of the sudden. I was seen with signs of depression lately but I don't want to get diagnosed because I don't want to give much burden to my parents.
I hate to admit it but after I read the post tonight, I was disappointed.
Schools are supposed to be the second home for heaven's sake.
What happened to our tagline "Agnesian ako, peacemaker?"
PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!
An Agnesian who was bullied before