#agntwsh

[necrobrat]

        he’s her latest fascination   ---   a pure one, this time. everyone’s pointed out the way he unravels for her and oh, does that very thought makes her melt. 

                ❝   so,   ❞   she purrs, smiling in a way that could so easily make him feel like he was the only man in the world.   ❝   what’s a girl gotta do to convince you to let her take you out for some coffee ??   ❞   /   @agntwsh.

[playsunfair]

♢ : Forehead or cheek kisses :*

             non-sexual intimacy .         |             (  accepting. )

        it was as EVERY SATURDAY was for them;   it somehow became a bit of a tradition ever since he had shown back up into her life on a saturday morning.  coffee + a muffin for both of them , and just a moment to relax and talk , especially if they hadn’t seen much of each other that week  (  not likely , considering they were still making up for LOST TIME  ).  and this day seemed to hold no break in their routine schedule , having spent at least fifteen minutes in the café already. 

        however , the simplicity of the morning soon went another direction as wash’s phone went off ,  signaling something WORK related that needed to be taken care of right then.   an apology spilled from his mouth which amélie quickly deflected ,  knowing he couldn’t HELP the fact.  she remained in her seat as he gathered his things , and with a quick promise to see her later , he was supposed to just walk out the door.  but when his lips pressed against her cheek in a hurry , her entire face FLUSHED.  quickly swiveling around in her chair ( attempting to be discreet and failing miserably ) ,  she watched as he walked out of the café without a second glance back. 

       she couldn’t PLACE it.  her heart rate skyrocketed ,  pounding as if it was going to BURST.   she couldn’t feel the tips of her ears ,  and the spot where his lips touched tingled in a way that she hadn’t felt before.  palms instantly sweaty with wide eyes to match her red face , she searched for a reason as to WHY it affected her that much. and then -      it hit her.

                                           well …      -   SHIT. 

[playsunfair]

‘ my heart is guarded but like… very poorly. the kind of guards that would let 3 kids in a trench coat into an r-rated movie. ’ (pre-enlistment / agntwsh)

                        text posts .         |             (  accepting. )

          ‘        if your HEART can’t tell three kids in a trench coat from an ADULT ,                   then you should probably sign it up for some self defense classes.

                                           HOWEVER               -                that’s fitting for you.          ‘

[playsunfair]

‘ thank you for being the biggest light in my life and saving me from the darkness. ’ (agntwsh)

                         text posts .         |             (  accepting. )

         to be thanked for helping someone who meant so much to her?   it seemed silly.   amélie didn’t think TWICE about helping helping WASH  ( she had finally gotten used to the new nickname ) , once he got back from his deployment.  that was her best friend , someone she thought she had LOST for so many years of her life.  + once you ACCEPTED the fact you’d never see someone important to you again  ,   it made the reunion feel like a sudden earthquake right underneath your feet. 

          it wasn’t SUNSHINE and RAINBOWS like most of the homecomings depicted.  she understood that those videos only captured a few minutes of the PURE emotion that couldn’t be brought down by the uncertainty and changes.  but no one knew about what happened AFTER   -   seeing the scarring  ,   watching them adjust   ,   knowing they had GHOSTS but not being able to see them.   it was unimaginable how difficult it must have been when they FIRST got back.  even though wash had been back for a while before he showed up in the café she worked at  ,  it was CLEAR to see it was still difficult.   and , it was that moment she had promised him in their silence that she would do ANYTHING to help him feel more comfortable + maybe , get to be HAPPY. 

          a soft red flushed her cheeks  ,   not really knowing what to SAY.  the only thing she could think is exactly what she ended up saying.   ‘        YOU did the HARD WORK.                 ‘       and amélie meant it.  she wasn’t in the war;  those weren’t her demons to face.  that was all HIM.  all she could do was hold out her hand for when he needed it , and show him that she wasn’t leaving no matter what.  HOWEVER  ,  the gratitude made her eyes soften + her heart SWELL.  she would be lying if she said there weren’t times she questioned if she was doing more HARM than good.  her eagerness to see him SMILE would sometimes get in the way of what would actually help him.  but to know she had helped , even if just a bit , was enough for her.

                                     ‘           i’m glad i could help.              ‘

[misterquickwitted]

@agntwsh liked for a tipsy starter

“Hey, do you ever just... wonder what the fuck the point is? Like the whole big deal? Why us? Why here? The fuck does it even matter? We’re just fucking around as much as anyone else would, so why not... I dunno, someone better at stuff? I dunno, dude, it fucks me up sometimes. I just wanna like... hang out and bang some killer hotties, is that too much to ask?”

[playsunfair]

❛ give me a chance and i could change the game. ❜ (lmao pre-enlistment)

best day ever !         |             (  accepting. )

           ‘           is this REALLY what you want to do?          ‘       no condescending tone attached , only a mixture of curiosity and worry. she didn’t DOUBT that he could enlist  +  do an incredible job in any branch , but it didn’t help the sinking feeling in her stomach.  no one WANTED their best and only friend to leave so suddenly , but. if that’s what he wanted to do , she would SUPPORT him , no matter what.

[playsunfair]

         ‘    i’ve always wanted GLASSES.   ‘    it was a LAZY afternoon +  while they probably should actually do anything else , lounging on her couch seemed a lot more enjoyable than actual WORK.   once a few minutes passed of unabashed staring at wash’s side profile , (  it’s something she just does without thinking; years of people watching gave her the bad habit   )   the words flowed out of her mouth without a second thought.  a couple beats passed before she REACHED over , plucking them from where they rested on the bridge of his nose, carefully placing them on her face.      ‘      WHAT DO YOU THINK ?      ‘

@agntwsh

[playsunfair]

“how can anyone truly relax when they know they are being filmed?” (agntwsh)

berry nice .         |             (  accepting. )

        ‘          it’s not like anyone ELSE will see it !!!   SMILE !!        ‘