shock -> exhaustion -> relief -> processing other bad shit that occurred to the left of losing an organ -> mild depression -> relief -> BOREDOM BOREDOM BOREDOM
i have a book to read now which is great but i'll be done with it in like another day or two probably. i want to go OUT but i did a very short drive today & that was pretty uncomfortable. things are HAPPENING in the WORLD i want to go to the antique sale on friday i want to see my friends i want to work on my ART AGAIN but unfortunately!! stab wounds!!!!!







