#ajikto

[jitori]

The voting is actually for hangul url :D the top 3 will have their own hangul url. for girl groups, snsd, kara and wonder girls got it, now it's male group's turn :D it will be like bigbang(.)com but in hangul which is a great honor i guess ^^

ooh I see! thanks for telling me :) then must I have read the wrong info bc I saw people said the url would be (group name).(fan name)

either way people pls vote for them too bc it'll be nice to get such url :D

[uncannies]

GEORGIA I JUST SAW THE PREVIEW SUZY WAS THERE DURING IY WITH L SHE WAS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND SHE FLAILED WHEN SHE SAW HIM LOL OMG ;A;

I SAW EEEEEEET! I'M STILL SO HAPPY BECAUSE OF IT ♥ HER FLAIL WAS ADORABLE TBQH. today is a glorious day for myungzy shippers all around. 

[dongwoon]

Tagged Meme [x3]

Let’s play a tagging game! ^^ Rule 1 - Post the rules. Rule 2 - Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make 11 new ones. Rule 3 - Tag 11 people and link them to your post. Rule 4 - Let them know you’ve tagged them!

Tagged by ajikto

1. What will you do if your bias ever found your tumblr? Internally scream at him. "WTF? What are you doing on tumblr? Why are you on tumblr? Are you trying to be cool? Do you think you're cool now? WELL, YOU'RE NOT!" And then reblog some pictures of him with short hair and maybe he'll take a hint. 

2. A walk on the beach or hiking? Hiking.  

3. What is the thing about your bias (past/habit/feature) that you are not fond of (hate is a strong word :3)? He's been acting very cocky lately. I don't think he's actually cocky, but he has been acting it.  

4. What is the age you think you need to stop being on tumblr? I don't think there's a specific age where you should stop using tumblr. You can always change your content to match how you've grown. But if you're like 45 and still posting sexual remarks about KPOP idols in their teens, then that might get a side eye. 

5. If your life is to be adapted into a movie, who would you want to play as yourself? No one. You'd have to get a child to look the part, so no thank you.  

6. If you are given a chance to be anyone for a day, who would it be? In KPOP? Nu'est's Ren. I want to know what goes on in that scatterbrained head of his, and push and yell at Aron, too. And I'd love to see JR's face up close.

7. If you can pick anyone to marry, who would it be? In KPOP? Yang Seungho. 

8. One person on tumblr you wish is following you? No one really.  

9. Coordinoona or manager? Which one do you want to be?  Coordinoona, of course. Managers don't get any sleep and constantly have contact with fanmobs. But a coordinoona? You get to strip idols as a job.

10. Favorite food? Sushi.

11. The country you would want to visit before you die? Japan. 

Tagged by jaehos (I almost wrote byeolibichnan)

1. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Nope

2. Is it possible to have only one bias? (meaning that you can’t have any other bias in the same group, or outside that group… just one person. one bias) Yes. But I'm not one of them. 

3. Are you one of those persons that is willing to give up their seat for elders, or do you pretend to sleep and listen to music instead of giving up your seat? I never really had to think about that since I rarely took the bus until college (all my schools were pretty much walking distance away), but I do try to be courteous and give up my seat when I should.

4. Have dramas/movies/idols raised your expectations for future relationships? I don't think so. I hope not? Most main guys in dramas are dicks anyway? 

5. Are you one of those persons that hate seeing their oppas/unnies dating? Or do you support idols dating? Why? I support them 100%, because it's fun imagining my biases being happy with another person and doing cute things together? And the tears of pressed fangirls/fanboys give me life?

6. Your opinion on sasaeng fans? It's sad and a little frightening how people are willing to go for any obsession. Imagine what you could do with all the money sasaeng fans spend on their idols.

7. If you could be any character in a drama/movie, who would it be? Why? I'm still on my historical k-drama kick, so I'll say the main female in any. Even though something unfair and tragic will happen to you in the first five episodes, you're still actually smart, you're still pretty, you'll always have 2+ guys after you, and you get a happily ever after. What a life.

8. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are? Twelve. Because that's apparently what everyone thinks I look.

9. What's something you do differently from most people? I... can't think of anything unique. I'm a conformist.

10. Would you like to know the day you’re going to die ahead of time? No, probably not. Because if I know, other people might know, and I don't think I can deal with the pity.

11. If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be? 21. No longer a kid, but you still don't hold all the responsibilities of an adult. 

Tagged by lalalashinewithme

1. What’s the name of the last book you read? It talks about what? Invisible Cities by Italo Calvino. It's a collection of imagined conversations between Kublai Khan and Marco Polo as Marco accounts all the cities he's ever visited in his travels. The summary sounds eh, but the way the dialogue was written and images it evokes was really... inspirational? It was also the inspiration of one of my favorite online webcomics, so I had to read it.  2. Do you have a pet? I don't even have a pet rock. 3. Did you have any other urls before your currently one? I used to be ~lackadaisily. Well, I still am lackadaisily, but charmings is my main one.  4. If you had ten words to say to your favorite idol, what would you say? (or do u.u) Please for the sake of everyone, cut your hair already. 5. In this moment, are you happy? I think I could be happier if I had food with me right now. 6. Your OTP. Think about them and tell me 11 things that make you ship them. How am I to choose one OTP? Is it possible to only have one??? 7. What’s the color of your bed sheets today? Blue 8. What time is it right now? 6:47PM  9. The last song you heard that made you remember something that let you fangirling/fanboying? Dongwoon - In The Clouds  10. Does fangirling/fanboying ever made you feel embarassed because you were too annoying? All the time. All the time. 

I'm too lazy to make up questions right now. If you want to be tagged, send me an ask, and I'll make 11 questions for you. ;A;

[xingii]

On hiatus;

So yeah, after a few weeks of thought and self reflection (my life hasn't been great at all lately), I have decided that tumblr just takes up way too much of my time, and now isn't really a great time to be procrastinating on the internet like... for a few hours each day on end. It's ok for in the holidays, but not now. This month and next month is going to be extremely intense, assessment wise.

but yeah anyway, I recognise my problem now. Why am I not doing work diligently like I used to? I am not putting all the blame on tumblr, because it's pretty much all my fault to begin with.

I am living alone right now, so tumblr is a way for me to just.... try to forget the reality that I get pretty lonely sometimes. Connecting with people in real life isn't as easy as I would wish it to be. Even with friends, feeling alone is pretty common for me. As for what I'll do about this, I don't know yet, but I'll try to get it sorted out...? 

I love the people that I talk to regularly here, and I'm grateful for all my followers. :) So that's why I'm not going to deactivate my account, I don't want to permanently disconnect myself from you lovely people. 

However I have to seriously ask myself, "what am I doing?" What is my life even? 

I feel like I've totally lost the plot, how can I spend so much time on tumblr and so little time doing what I'm meant to be doing? Which is studying and achieving my best. My grades aren't as good as I would like them to be. (I'm not failing but, still I know that I can do so much better if I use my time and effort more wisely.)

I am in no way obliged to be a fangirl either. I'm not paid to spend my time here or... anything like that. It's fun and I love it, but sometimes I just wonder..."oh but, why...?" Idk, maybe it's my really recent feelings for Baekhyun that has made me see that, my life isn't healthy. University is meant to be the best years of a person's life but tbh, my life isn't great.

 & I really need to get a life. Something that is fulfilling and where I can realise my full potential. & I can't do that right now, while I'm here.

So ummm....... yeah I'm not leaving you guys, if you still need to reply to me or whatever, just do as you have always done and leave it in my inbox. I will reply to it, after I come back.

As for when I'll end my hiatus, I guess after I get through all of these assignments, presentations and exams. Maybe sometime in June. :D I can't guarantee that I will come back exactly the same though.... maybe during my hiatus my perspectives on things might change? I can't tell you what the future holds for me right now... but if there is anything... umm.. yeah I'll let you guys know about that for sure. :) I'm going through a period in my life where I'm trying to change some things, I'm not satisfied with the person that I currently am, I assure you that I will work harder to improve myself and come back as someone that you all could be proud of... :3

& If you were able to read all of this personal drabble, well done to you. :P

Until next time then, tumblr. <3

from,

Xingii (Singi)

[xingii]

Tagged by ajikto;

Rules:

Rule 1: Post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you and then make 11 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post.

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them

 questions:

1. What will you do if your bias ever found your tumblr?

Hmm... I don't know. Probably be like, :O for a while, hahaha~ be a little starstuck I guess, like, "He knows I exist? lol wowwww xD" Idk as for what I'd physically 'do', I think it would depend whether he contacts me regarding it? It's not like I can do anything about it if I have no idea about his reaction towards my tumblr... so yeah...

2. A walk on the beach or hiking?

Walk on the beach for sure, living in Australia, I've done a bit of both and I must say that walking on the beach is less effort, and I'll be less likely to get into an accident. xD So yep, walk on the beach for me, I do like the 'rewards' of hiking, like the scenery etc. etc. but... yeah.... xD

3. What is the thing about your bias (past/habit/feature) that you are not fond of (hate is a strong word :3)?

Depends on which bias... mmm... this is hard, because I pick biases because I like them and I keep on saying they're flawless etc etc. hahaha..... hmmm... I'll go with one example that I can think of from the top of my head...

Ok so... let's say.. with Thunder, I don't like it when he goes blonde. XD I mean, yes ofc he looks cute with it, but I think his dark hair > blonde, any day. Tbh, the first MBLAQ mv that I watched was "Cry" and he had the orange sort of hair and I was like... oh wow, he's got an adorable face, but I can't get over his hair. /So I looked at Joon's prettiness for most of the mv instead./ ahhahahahahaha. XD I am ok with his hair in "Cry" now  though, but yeah, I like him with black hair and I wish he'd never dye his hair. :)

4. What is the age you think you need to stop being on tumblr?

hahaha~ oh I know that a few of my followers are older than me so if I state a specific age, I might offend them? OTL but, instead of age, I think it would depend whether or not I'd still be into fandoms. XD If I lose interest with kpop, like how I did with anime, then I probably wouldn't use tumblr. I also think, that if I end up getting a boyfriend, that would probably make me stop too. Idk I think my mindset would change quite a bit if that happens? But yeah, I can't predict the future so I can't say anything more than that. For now, I'm ok with being single, and being on tumblr.

5. If your life is to be adapted into a movie, who would you want to play as yourself?

Ummm... being Asian, that limits my choice of my favourite actresses. hahahaha~ Well I'm not Korean either, but I would go with Park Shin Hye. XD I just really like her and it would be interesting to see her be... someone much less wonderful than herself, which is me. :P

6. If you are given a chance to be anyone for a day, who would it be?

Oh man... tough.. I want to be a lot of people. XD Seohyun from SNSD. I think she has a kind and genuine heart, she's got the looks, and the brains. If I was her for a day I'd probably try to do something really profound with Unicef and try my best to do something great, like fundraising etc. for the less fortunate children. I really love celebrities that can use their status and their hearts for the benefit of others. :) and she seems to be like that, so yep. XD

7. If you can pick anyone to marry, who would it be?

Lololol I really want to marry Baekhyun or Kevin Woo atm. hahaha. XD loljk, my serious answer is? I can't really pick anyone like.. randomly just because they're my bias or whatever. I just want to marry someone that genuinely wants to marry me and is happy to spend the rest of his life together with me. So whoever THAT is, I really don't know, but I would want to marry him. (if he exists O_O)

8. One person on tumblr you wish is following you?

Vi0lin, but she's on hiatus or something atm so that's not gonna happen. :/

9. Coordinoona or manager? Which one do you want to be?

Can I be both? lmao Idk.... maybe the manager? You'd have a better relationship with the members if you're like.. trying to 'manage them', I would think. lol. XD

10. Favorite food?

I don't have one, food is too good to be limited. XD Although I can definitely  NOT say no to: Korean bbq, bulgogi, ramen, lasagne, desserts... the list goes on. I like eating different things! :P

11. The country you would want to visit before you die?

Ireland. (& everything around it and surrounding it) I've always wanted to go..... xD but ideally I would want to travel the world and go everywhere.. hahaha~