Apr 4, 2016
mahal ko kase. :(
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mahal ko kase. :(
message...
pasensya ka na ha? pasensya ka na kase ganto ako. wag ka mag alala. wala ka nang aalalahaning bata na mag eeffort para suyuin ang katulad mo. wala nang batang handang magpakatanga uli para habulin ang taong katulad mo. wala nang batang handang ibigay lahat para lang sayo.
i need signs..
..why i should keep holding on ..why i should stop
hindi pa din ako makapaniwalang nagbigay ng matinong payo saken si kuya pilmar. HAHAHAHAHA
pag excited daw, hindi natutuloy diba? omg. i kenat kaseeee. hahahahaha. excited ako na parang ewan. urgh.
After three years of not seeing him, I finally realize something. He was my first love. There's no way around it. I have tried coming up with other reasons as to why I feel this way, even after what he did. Even after I know full well what he is like. Even though so much time has passed, and not once have we had contact. For two years I refused to let my anger subside. I was angry at him for selfish reasons, and angry at myself for being the coward I still am today. This past year, though, I have grown so much. When I think about him now, all really I want is to have a friendly conversation. I wish to find out how he is doing, in person. Oh! How I wish we could have, would have, should have talked things through back then. Back then is gone now. I'm all that's left of us now. But it seems like my one sided longing is starting to come to an understanding with my brain. Now there is some one else by my side. I do not have to fruitlessly wish to meet him. It's time for us to let go dear heart. Strange, I feel the corners of my mouth being tugged into a smile without a single thought, only the constriction of my heart. Though I know what I should do, I still can not fathom this bittersweet feeling. It pulses through my body, pushing out my tears, but yet I know that the small smile that graces my face is honest. Yes, this bitter yet sweet feeling is the love I felt for him. It is also an earnest end to my first love.
Adieu A.J.L.