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Site: Choose your password.

Haibara: [typing] conan

Site: Password is too short.

Haibara, wiping a tear: i know

[momocicerone]

Aye. Just want to say I miss you

hello babe, i miss you too. but losing my brother was the cathalyst of realizing some deep rooted personal issues that went far beyond just having self worth issues. and i think for me discord kind of magnifyied that. i like it here, it's quiet despite the white noise, and i like screaming to the void. i hope you're having a good time, please take care of yourself ❤️

[coai]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Bite Sized: Coai Week 2020

by @akemimiyano​

Fandom: Detective Conan/Case Closed

Relationships: Miyano Shiho / Kudo Shinichi

Characters: Miyano Shiho, Kudo Shinichi

Genre: PWP

Warnings: Porn without plot

Summary: They were both breathing heavily, lust was evident in their movements. His shirt had long been discarded the moment they got through the door. Her red dress quickly followed his shirt. 

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Shinichi: Why are you like this?

Shiho: I used too much No More Tears shampoo as a child and haven’t felt a single emotion ever since.

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Shiho: I want to hear those three little words. Shinichi: I love you.Shiho: That's sweet, but try again.Shinichi:Shinichi: I will behave.Shiho: Good boy.

[coai]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Garden of Words

by @akemimiyano

Fandom: Detective Conan Relationship/s: Shiho Miyano/Shinichi Kudo

Summary: An unplanned rendezvous on a rainy day.

[coai]

Time

Time:

12:00

Once upon a time

A boy and A girl

Had one dream.

They walked that path 

Hand in hand.

  12:05

Their intentions are the same

But they have their own reasons.

Over time, her perspective 

Are slowly changing.

12:10

He didn’t notice.

She's  drifting away.

She’s close enough to touch

but the space between them is getting bigger.

Still, he walked straight to their goals.

12:15

He called out to her.

She half-turned and smiled at him 

She weighed her options. 

At this moment she could run back to him

and they could continue to the dream they once shared.

  12:20

She wanted more

So she took a step forward.

Forward to the future she now imagines.

  12:25

They are no longer looking at the same future.

He wanted to pursue truth and justice. 

She wanted to pursue her happiness. 

  12:30

They are now strangers.

Backs against each other.

They both took steps

To the future 

That no longer includes

Each other.

[momocicerone]

For the meme fic writer thingy! 8, 7 and 20

Meme for Fic Writers 

This turned out super long orz sorry

7. Share a snippet from one of your favorite pieces of prose you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

THIS IS A HARD ONE. Because I write a lot but A LOT of prose and yes some don’t age that well but they all have a special place in my heart.

I’m still very fond of some of my early edo gr.uvia prose lmfao, altho I’ve changed a lot in my perception and affinity towards (un)healthy relationships and whatnot, I guess some of these can still be relevant （？）

“She’s a ragged doll, stuffed with broken dreams and patched up with cynicism.”  — Into your gravity

“Her heart might be crippled, yes. Dysfunctional and arguably inoperative as far as romance is concerned, but she doesn’t need a heartsmith— broken suits her well.”  — Where all broken things go

From more recent stuff, namely coai stuff,:

“Saying we were friends is a stretch, saying I loved you is insanity.” — Vacancy

“…dream as she may, heroes don’t fall in love with mad scientists.” —Chasing clouds

I’m proud of these in particular because I think I managed to convey a sense of insecurity, fear, regret, yearning or desperation when I needed, using few words to get that imagery. They also kind of roll off the tongue easily.

8. Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

aight, hear me out: I DO NOT recommend anyone to read back into your gravity because, ermmm well it aged terribly and I certainly overdid it like i threw every freaking, ounce of corny bone in my body and stuffed it in that fic. HOWEVER. If we look past all the,, ugh, cringe purple prose and, extremely, overdone *incoherent muttering* romance cheesiness overload, there are parts of it that are actually… mm… worth noticing. Like I think the message was , um ,, it was kind of an okay message but the execution was horrible to look at. This is one of these fics I can’t even open because I die of embarrassment reading the first line. And it’s uneditable. Because… there’s nothing I can do for it. I can’t fix it. It is what it is. That said, this is an excerpt from that fic, and if you’ve read my recent stuff (namely Chasing Clouds) you’d see how I’ve improved in the art of writing long monologues:

And I still love this (despite it being horribly written al;sdfj ) because I love calling out characters in fanfiction as;lf CERTIFIED FACT. This was a fic about unbalanced relationships where I explore my always favorite topic: the (in)ability to move on. Because I want to tell my readers that YOU CAN live without that person who broke your heart and yes it’s going to suck ass at first but like don’t die. Sometimes you have to say enough is enough and take that step for yourself, love isn’t worth it when you’re giving all of yourself and getting nothing in return. Love so as you’re loved back.

I would argue that Chasing Clouds might have WAY better dialogue than IYG (Because let’s face it, IYG is like the prototype draft tryout rough sketch of CC), like Shinichi’s “not all kinds of love make for a good romance” part, but I think as far as deep meanings go, IYG even tho badly written, it might have a… say, more profound message. And thus this is my choice.

20. Describe your perfect writing conditions.

Nice weather temperature. Nobody’s home. Drink in hand. Chat’s gone silent.