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Flint Westwood is very tolerant of my shenanigans. Barbie glasses are a blessing. Happy spring.

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Oh yeah... I have a blog, don't I. Uhhh. Shit how do I blog again? Right. Pictures.

This is Cotton Squab. He glow up from hairy testicle swan, to love dove teen heartsquab.

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My pet turned a year old today, so I gave her some treats.

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“I look in the mirror and impress with how good at me I am today.”

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Hippie Bus is done. Thanks for your likes and reblogs. If anyone wants to restart it, I’ll give you the room details in messaging. 

Have a good week! 

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Civilization is domestication pass it on

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As a mentally ill person myself, I do actually understand how pathetic one can feel when relying on a prescription. I still see no difference. The body doesn’t make chemicals properly in both cases. Medication replenishes/helps those chemicals.

I will agree with you that it helps. But I believe that I can hold myself back from cutting, purging and starving. I do go through days where I feel very down, however once I cry it out or even post a text on tumblr that hardly anyone will see, makes me feel better. If you were to look on my tumblr, occasionally you will see that I have random outbreaks and end up posting things like "I feel like nothing is getting better." Those are temporary feelings for me. Just like yesterday when I posted this medication text. I was having an anxiety attack and kept thinking about how far I've come without medication, and I don't want to go back on medication just because of these breaks. I hope you understand. I agree with you by all means. I just feel like for me I'm healing through traumas in a way were I feel easing my mind and opening myself is somewhat healing me. Thank you :)