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You're in Philippines kapag mas nakakapagod pa biyahe mo papuntang work kesa sa mismong work mo.

[itsmicamaws]

Open Letter to fckin self

Dear self,

I know at your age of 22, it feels like you are carrying the world so much. You're maybe fckin tired of everything,sick of everything and always keeping yourself so distant with others.

I guess it's time for you to learn to don't give any shits to others,to not mind others, and to don't fckin care too much because you will end up asking yourself "do they care for me?"

For me you are one the best creature of God and it's time to value yourself. Love your self because no one will does.

Love,

Mica

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You can count on me like 1,2,3 ♪

I just want to say I love you. :) Time flies so fast and we’re still enjoying the company of each other. :”> I want to stay like this with you forever. ♥☺ I know how I’m lucky to be your girlfriend,partner,& best friend :) Lahat lahat ginagawa mo just to make me happy ♥ I know I’m a crazy girlfriend. Hahaha. Ang galing mo lang kasi kahit na nakakainis na ko,nakakairita na ko para sayo pero sobrang haba pa rin ng pasensya mo sakin :) Yung mood swings ko kayang kaya mong tiisin :) Hahaha. As in lahat lahat na ata ng pangit sakin mahal mo din e ♥☺ tapos whenever na magkakaproblem ako isang tawag ko lang sayo anjan ka agad papasayahin mo ko agad tapos ayun okay na ko ulit :”> Pag galit ako alam mo na agad gagawin mo :) Alam mo kung kelan ako papatawanin. You even do craziest things just to make me happy.  Real definition of a partner.Sobrang supportive na boyfriend ever. ☺ Wala na kong masabi sobra. :) Though sometimes nagkakatampuhan tayo sa mababaw na bagay pero normal naman yun e :) wala namang perfect na relationship :)  I just want to say that I’m your partner through thick and thin and I’m always here for you no matter how busy I am.  I love you so much :) Eto yung 1st and alam kong marami pa tayong bibilangin. :)  PS. I am dreaming of having a husband like you in the near future. I hope it’s you ♥☺

[itsmicamaws]

Nakakainip maghintay no? Aminin. :)

[itsmicamaws]

Ang gulo ng utak ko :)

Nahihilo, Nalilitooo ♫♫ ♫ HAHAHA jk Last day nung nag-uusap kami ni Aguaaa. Sobrang nailabas ko yung gusto kong sabihin. Yung lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Sabi ko ready na ko. Pero ready na ba talaga ako? Minsan Oo, minsan hindi. Ay ang gulo. Kahit ako naguguluhan din sa sarili ko :) HAHAHA.

Pano kung hindi naman pala talaga ako handa? Pano kung sanay na talaga ako na mag-isa lang ako. :( Pano kung takot pa din ako? Pano kung masaya na ko na kinikilig na lang para sa ibang tao hindi para sa sarili ko? 

Ang daming “paano?”

Minsan magulooo.

[itsmicamaws]

better left unsaid

Dito ko lang kaya ilabas to. Hahaha. Whyyy? :( Naiinis ako. Naguguluhan. Bakit ganun? Bakit parang hindi accurate yung nangyayari. Ang joke naman :( Nakakainis. Nakakainis kasi hindi ko alam ba’t ko to naramdaman bigla. Challenge ba to? Ba’t ang sakit? :( No. not masakit pala. Ba’t ako biglang nabother? Ako lang ba yung nag iisip nun? Or coincidence lang talaga? Hindi ko alam kung may trust issue ba sakin. Tama talaga yung Prof ko sa IPC even though may rules rules. You can’t tell talaga kung dinidisclose ng isa yung about sa kanya. :/

OKAY YUN LANG. BYE Wala lang to. Baka paranoid lang ako. Stress. Ugh.

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Someday, you'll gonna realize. :(

As the time passes by I realizes so many things. I really need to not rush things that I know that anytime or any moment would hurt me and my feelings. I'm the girl who cannot wait to allow things happen as is. I always rushing things when I'm feeling so good. :c I realized that I'm wrong. My friends said "The more you rush things the more it won't work" I guess they're right. 'Cause It feel so wrong :(  Not-so-right feeling confuses me :c My emotions, my feelings and also my perspective changes. :3 How can you trust someone who isn't worth trusting for? :c

And how can you assure that this dude is serious to you or will not gonna leave you when you know in the first place that he/she likes you only maybe because of your physical appearance? The foundation isn't secure right? :(

[itsmicamaws]

Butterflies ♥

Ano ba to? Hindi ko mapigilan yung sarili ko sa pagpopost ng nararamdaman ko. :) Hindi ko maexplain tong nararamdaman ko ngayon. Haha. :"> Sa sobrang kilig ko naiiyak na ko. Hahahaha. Srsly. Eto na talaga yung lalaking ipapagpray ko na gusto kong makatuluyan. :) I know I've been through relationship before na nasabi ko na gusto ko eto yung gusto ko makatuluyan but this one is different. :) I can't explain how, why, or in what way. :) Oo lagi talaga kaming nagkakatampuhan. Hahaha. Parang bata lang. Pero after nun as if nothing happens. Haha. Grabee na talaga. I can't imagine na kikiligin ako ng ganito kagrabe . Parang natupad kasi yung ideal relationship na gusto ko. Arte ko e..haha. Nakakatawa yung nakikisakay din siya sa mga kabaliwan ko. Hahaha. Ang cute. <3 Parang feeling ko tuloy yung boyfriend ko bestfriend ko na rin. Or should I say na parang ganun na nga. :"> Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko maexplain. Hahaha. Pero grabe talaga. Pag nagtatampo ako sa personal tas mang-aasar siya, nawawala agad tapos natatawa ako agad. Haha. Ang hiral pigilan. Ang kulit niya. Mahal ko to talaga ng sobra e. Hahaha. Tapos shems pag tumingin siya sakin lahat ng butterflies nararamdaman ko. Huhu. Iba talaga epekto sakin.<3 Masaya na talaga ako sa kung anong klaseng relasyon at boyfriend meron ako. :"> I just can't afford to lose this kind of guy. And narealize ko na mas nakakafaint yung pagpapakilig neto sakin. Hahaha. OMG tama na nga. Napakaclingy ko na. XD