closed starter for @marisola ! based on this.
"you know..." alaska started, breathing heavily and pulling up the blankets over her body, a protective body sign she had been doing without noticing for the past months, when their relationship started to burst. "i'm tired of saying 'we shouldn't keep on doing this. because we always do." she looked away to the lamp on her bedroom, with the soft light that once brought her peace. "what's the point of it all, jonathan? one night of good sex and then weeks of pure agony and anxiety? what's that for?"












