#aleks rambles

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I GIT TO SEE JEREMY JORDAN PREFORM LIVE?!?!

IM STILL REELING WHAT THE FUCK

[scrunklyyokkie]

george’s michael is absolutely my fave but?? blake’s michael?? is honestly so adorable?? im just looping his part in more than survive n i cant wait to see him live!!

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Seeing a viral tumblr post come across your dash naturally is like going to a concert. You’re expecting it at some point but when it actually happens you think “holy shit this is real”

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This is a notice to everyone.

DO. NOT. GO. INTO. HEALTHCARE.

especially right now. It’s draining mentally, emotionally and physically. I’ve been a CNA/GNA for five and a half years. I’ve loved my job up until COVID hit. I loved helping people and seeing them get better, and hated crying with my coworkers when others passed. But I’ve also been hit, kicked, called slurs, been punched and given a concussion, and had my scrub top literally ripped off of me and my supervisor refused to let me go get another (even tho I live a few minutes away). Last night I explained to someone that I want them to do as much as they can, so they get better. I’ve seen them get up and do things on their own, and they begin to gaslight both me and my coworkers. Telling me that I should not be in this profession. (Note, I am one of the people that works my ass off. I’ve done 20 day stretches because of how short we were and how desperate staffing is.) that set something off in me. I broke. I helped them with what they needed and ran to the bathroom sobbing. I could not keep it together. When the director of nursing came in, I explained the situation. I explained how I feel abused at this job, we are all burnt out and I was quite literally crying for help. I explained how I almost walked out of the job. I also explained I have been in the ER and to the doctor multiple times for severe pain from my job. All I got in response was “I’m glad you didn’t”. Management doesn’t care about us. They care that the patients are content and they are getting money. I couldn’t breathe and she just stood there and stared at me. They work us shorter and shorter every day. Then beg us to come in for “bonus money” because people call out. These conditions are unbearable. We have had multiple people walk out on the job, knowing they will lose any certification they have. We have waves of people quitting every week it seems, and understandably so. The expectations are too high for such few staff. And we are given more to do every day. Whatever you do. Healthcare is not worth it anymore. It’s constant burnout and you’re never guaranteed days to yourself. There is so much more I can share. But I’ll keep it at this. If you have any questions as my experience as an aide, feel free to ask away.

[neverland-royaltie]

I am loudly and proudly Russian. I stand with Ukraine. What Putin is doing is disgusting and wrong.

That is all I will say on the topic.

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I don’t care if people assume my gender, I care if people assume I know what the fuck I’m doing in life.

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Newsies from a GC as Disney Characters

(Note, the gender does not mean anything)

Rose- Anna: innocent, but will attack if anyone hurts her or someone she loves (i hc that shes about Anna's size and for some reason, I just think she looks like her)

Pidge- Belle: wary of new people, especially when they start off on the wrong foot. Good judge of character, loves animals (same with Rose, hc hes about her size)

Sharps- Prince Adam: loner, can be intimidating/scary when you first meet him, closed off from others, refuses to open up, tall and muscular

Splasher- Prince Hans: can switch "personalities/loyalties" within seconds, is truly in love, but can easily get distracted by plans he sees are bigger than said love 

Davey- Prince Charming(Cinderella): brilliant, handsome, the best to take home to parents, perfect gentleman tall and slender

Pip- Megara: looks innocent and helpless, sometimes can be, but usually has a front of "psh, im a damsle, im in distress, I can handle this" small

Race (Modern)- Gaston: fuckboy, sleeps around, but has one person he will always want to go back to (i hc hes tall and toned, not major muscle, but theres something there) ((i also hc both are major mamas boys))

Eric- Prince Eric: leader, will make sure everyone is okay, lots of people depend on him/look up to him everyone loves his dog (i think he has a dog? I cant remember if its him and Milo has the cat or vice versa)

Maurice- Ariel: not from around here, refused to speak to doctors, caring, good listener 

Itey- Chip: curious, young, small, will try to get into trouble (i hc he either has a tooth gap or a chipped tooth for some reason)

Mr. Rhys- Jimminy Cricket: he seems to be the voice of reason, kind, but will try to knock the sense into you, people will go to him for advice 

Milo- Prince Philip: kind, loyal, a gentleman. 

Laces- Mekko: always causing trouble, didnt speak English, but understood bits, small, for some reason covered in sut or dust that made him have a greyish tint

(Tag list: @newsies-seize-the-day @lillian-valnala @following-a-story )

[neverland-royaltie]

If any of you care, I will be taking a hiatus in early December through mid January. I have 2 surgeries to prepare for, lots of work, the holidays, and my trip to Walt Disney World. So I will be super busy, and I won't be able to be post. If you want to keep a hold of me, you can reach me through messages here, Snapchat at alekslove7 and on Instagram @alekscosplays

Stay safe, and stay beautiful/handsome my beauties!!!!