@alessandraesmee Lily + Emmeline’s flat May, 1982
Lily had fallen asleep the night before in a nest of her own books and notes. Anything that she had ever read or written about defensive magic was before her, from the most rudimentary notions to the most confusing spells. It had become a bit of an obsession, since her kidnapping, a bit of a fixation to do better by herself, to be able to offer more in the line of defense and protection. She still felt ashamed and embarrassed that it had happened at all, that she had caused stress, worry, and trouble for others. And there was, beneath some fragility and a willingness to just carry on, a horrible, bitter anger. It felt present in Lily more than she wanted to admit, even to herself. Her thoughts, even her most mundane activities, were now accompanied by this gnawing, swelling, unrest- and Lily didn’t know what that meant, or what would come from it.
Racing around their flat to make sure it was hospitable for Alice, Lily felt her heart brace at the thought- she was getting so much support, so much help. It wasn’t surprising, knowing the kind of person that Alice was, the kinds of people that made up the Order, but that didn’t make it any less special, any less touching.
It was going to be nice to have another chance to connect with her, to see a side of her professional capacity. Lily had always admired Alice greatly, and hoped that today, that admiration could be shown in the form of diligent and careful study. As the fireplace roared to life, Lily turned to face her, smiling brightly. “Welcome!”












