It's the anon that ask would you write a lea Schuller one here is my request maybe reader left to join Wolfsburg and lea stopped talking to her and now they are coming up against each other and lea refused to shake readers hand and they get into a pushing match after reader made a tackle on resder at end of game lea and resder alogised and ask reader out and kisses her
Why did you leave?
Lea Schüller x reader
Lea couldn't remember what happened.
She wasn't even sure if anything happened?
She just remembered that suddenly and without any warning, your couch announce that you ended your contract and would leave to Wolfsburg.
And the day you left, when she wanted to say goodbye and she walked down the street to your apartment, she saw your black car pulling out of the driveway and driving away.
At that moment, she felt something die inside her.
Your old team mates wondered why you left, of curse Wolfsburg was one of the best German clubs, probably one of the best in Europe, but they knew that you loved Munich.
That you loved your team.
But maybe, everything was just an illusion.
Maybe you didn't love it as much, as they thought you did.
Days passed by and turned into weeks, weeks into months.
And before she knew, one year had past.
One birthday, one Christmas, one season of soccer, had passed by without you.
Even the European women’s championship, passed without you, because of an injury you got shortly after leaving to Wolfsburg.
And Lea felt herself moving on, she could fall asleep at night, without asking herself what you were probably doing in that moment, she could walk past your favorite coffee shop, without asking herself if you’d still love Latte with Oatmilk and one cube of sugar. She could run through the Olympic Park, without having to remember the times you sat there, daydreaming about your future with her.
She moved on.
But sometimes, she had moments where she missed you so much, it felt like someone stopped her heart with a knife. And then she looked back at the pictures, she had still saved on her phone.
Memories of the things you did together. Memories of you.
And then almost one year and three months, after you left, she heart the news.
Bayern was going to play a friendly against Wolfsburg in less than two weeks.
“Finally, I really want to see Y/N again.” Laura cheered as they talked about the upcoming game in the looker room after practice.
“Yeah me too, I haven't seen her in like four months.” Lina agreed, not noticing Leas confused look.
“How do you mean that?”
“What?” Lina asked, turning around to face Lea.
“That you haven't seen her in four months.”
“Like that I last saw her, four moths ago when I visited her in Wolfsburg.” Lina answers, completely confused.
“Wait she....she still talks with you?” Lea asks, almost the whole team stopped with what they were doing, confuse by Leas question.
“Yeah, she's still talking with a lot of us.” Sarah cuts in and then she realizes what was going on. “Wait she doesn't talk to you anymore?”
“She stopped the day she left.” Lea whispers, tears forming in her eyes.
The first one to walk over and pull her into a hug, was Klara, because she exactly knew how much the forward, liked you.
She let Lea, hold onto her, crying on her shoulder, about the fact, that you continued to talk to everyone.
Everyone except her.
Slowly, the other team mates came closer and it turned into a big group hug.
Everyone could feel the pain that came from the normally so strong forward.
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The match, was hold in Wolfsburg, but without viewers.
Mostly because it's only a small game, what they want to use to analyze what the players can do better during the games.
Lea thought she would feel sad, when she saw you but she wasn't.
She felt absolutely nothing.
Not even when she saw you joking around with your new team mates during warm up.
And when both teams assembled in the tunnel, ready to walk out for the game and she stands next to you, only separated by a couple of meters of air, she fels nothing.
She just stares at the back of Caro’s head in front of her.
When they walk out, she shakes everybody's hand, but when it’s your turn, she just walks past you, ignoring the disappointed look on your face.
During the first half of the game, you barely have any contact with her, since she was a forward and you're a defender.
In the 58 Minute, the Bayern players managed to get trough the defenders and Lina Magull scores a goal.
Only seven minutes later, Ewa Pajor managed to score a goal for Wolfsburg.
After the normal time is up they give five minutes extra time.
One minute is left as the Bayern players again get passt the defenders, well past everyone but one.
Lea got a perfect pass from Caro and run towards the box and was about to shoot the ball, when Y/N run towards her.
Y/N kicked the ball away, but accidentally hit Leas foot, forcing her to trip over Y/N.
“Are you insane?” Lea shouts, suddenly feeling anger burning inside of her.
“You could have fucking inured me.” Lea adds, getting up within seconds and shooting a angry look at Y/N.
“Sorry I-”
“Stop fucking apologizing.” Lea cut Y/N off, the defender tried to walk closer to Lea, asking her to calm her down.
Lea grabbed Y/N by her shoulders and pushed her away, suddenly not just being angry about the foul, but about everything that happened in the last year.
Or rather everything that didn't happened.
Y/N was about to fight back, when she suddenly felt two arms around her body.
Poppi knew the young defender longe enough to know that it would be better for both, Lea and Y/N, to hold her back.
Obi and Linda apparently had the same idea, both of them holding Lea back from killing Y/N.
The referee, gave Y/N a red card for the foul, which means she had to leave the pitch.
And of curse they also noticed Lea pushing Y/N away, so they gave her a yellow card too.
“Fuck you.” Y/N mutters as she leaves the pitch.
The Bayern team gets a box kick but they don't score another goal before the game finishes.
“What was up with you, out there?” Obi asks as she gets to Lea, confused by Leas behavior when she got fouled.
“Just seeing her, makes me wanna hit her.” Lea mutters under her breath.
“Why? What happened between you two?”
Lea stops her walk towards the locker room, turning towards her best friend.
“She left, without saying why, without saying goodbye. But apparently she continued talking to everyone, except me. She just cut me out of her live.” Lea says, her voice turning from angry into sadness.
“That sucks.” Obi gives her a soft hug before pulling away.
“Lets get chanced.” They separate at the locker rooms, Lea going with the other Bayern players. Obi following her team mates from Wolfsburg.
Y/N was the first one to leave the locker room again, but she just waited around the corner, keeping an eye at the door to the locker room of the other team, hoping to see Lea.
She watched many of the players coming out, but not Lea.
One of the last one to come out, was Giulia and she noticed Y/N.
“She’s still in there, the only one left.” she said , looking at the door to the locker room before looking back at Y/N. “You should talk to her.”
After Giulia went away, Y/N took a deep breath before knocking on the door.
No one answered.
“Lea?” Y/N asks as she opens the door.
The sound of her name coming from you, something she missed so much, forced Lea to look up.
Her eyes meet yours and suddenly, after being calm for so many minutes, she felt all of her feelings rushing back trough her body.
Anger, disappointment, fear but also love.
“Are..are you okay?” It was the first thing that came to your mind that you could say without sounding like an asshole.
But she still got it wrong.
“You are an ass, Y/N Y/L/N.” she stood up, walking towards you and before you could do anything she slapped the younger girl across the face.
“You come her, after months, no after a year of not talking to me and all you do is asking me if I’m okay, after you almost injured me. So no I’m not okay.” Lea shouted, hitting Y/N with her fist on the shoulder, pushing her back against the wall.
“I’m sorry.” Y/N whispered, pulling Lea against her, knowing that this was one of the best ways to calm her down.
“No, no.” Lea fights back, trying to get away from Y/N, tears rushing down her face.
“I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.” Lea repeated these words, over and over again.
But at the same time, she feelt herself, stopping to fight back against Y/N, letting the defender pull her into her arms as they sink onto the floor.
“I hate you.” Lea whispers, her crying slowly stopsing.
“Why the hell did you leave?” she looked up, again meeting Y/N eyes.
“I can't-”
“No, don't give me some stupid excuse. You just, you left without saying anything. And then one year later, I hear that you still talk to anyone except me. I thought we were friends, so don't give me some stupid excuse, just tell me.”
“Because I love you.” Y/N said without thinking, but it was the truth.
“I was...no I’am still so in love with you and I...I just couldn't live with that, it hurt me so much to se you everyday, to be friends with you and knowing that you would never be mine. But when I left, it just hurt so much more.” The defender explained, her hand on Leas shoulder, their faces only inches apart.
“God you are such an idiot.” Lea said, her hand finding Y/N neck. “Because I love you so fucking much and you never noticed.”
Y/N didn't know what to do, she just sat there, Lea wrapped in her arms, completely caught off guard by the fact that Lea loves her too.
She loves her too.
“Just kiss me!” Lea demanded, pulling her former teammate against her, into a soft kiss.
Lea knew that this kiss wouldn't just magically rebuild the relationship that they had, wouldn't set there timer back, to the moments a year ago when everything was still good the way it was.
But she felt something heal inside of her, like someone softly put a plaster over the wounds in her heart.
“Why are we so dump?” Y/N whispers, leaning her forehead against Leas.
“Never leave me again, okay? I wouldn't survive it to loose you again.”
“You won't, I promise. I swear.”
