#ali.writes

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so i wrote my first fic please be kind :)

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sunray daydream

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set my blood on fire i'll spill more

inspired by the fic between love and agony by duckyboos

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only my father's soldier never my father's son

for spn poetry month: day 8 - transnatural - @spnpoetryrenaissance

another dean poem i'm sorry i just hold trans dean very close to my heart

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a cas poem for his birthday courtesy of dean

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more than a home, you're my church

for spn poetry month - day 5 - faith @spnpoetryrenaissance

a cas poem from dean's pov

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born like this - jo's addressing ellen after she's fled the roadhouse to pursue hunting

for @mrcowboydeanwinchester 's celebration for jo's birthday

prompt: runaway

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LIFE ON THE EDGE

my first dean poem for dean's birthday

transcript under cut

forced into a life that isn't yours

Transcript

LIFE ON THE EDGE

crushed into a million pieces

feeling so small

there's not much left of your soul

and you

blame yourself

hate yourself

harm yourself

every way you can

.

unaware of your innocence

taking on more

than any creature ever did

how could anyone understand

your reasons

hiding away your skeletons

give those shoulders a rest

take off the weight and lay down your head

you should be righteous

but deep down you're so insecure

your exhaustion comes out of every pore

.

pushed into a role that was never yours

you're still the best

holding onto your duty for dear life

a better soldier never took a breath

and you're doubting your own worth

unaware of your own maturity

not knowing what's all this for

what is this madness you latch onto

living on the razor's edge

.

fool or folly

just a jester in someone else's plan