Julian Devorak: NSFW Alphabet [ Julian x Gn!MC ]
Genre: Smut🖤 / Fluff🧸 / Light Angst🥀 / Headcanons WARNINGS: 18+, mentions of low self-esteem (Julian), cum-play, wound-fingering, joking during sex, blood-play, edging, knife/edge-play, spit/sweat/tears, body worship, role-play, humiliation kink, public sex. Template Credit: @/the-coldest-goodbye Word Count: 3,004
A/N: I need this man so bad, so I wrote... a lot about it. This has been revised, but please feel free to let me know if I've missed any typos or any triggers/warnings!
A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex.)
It's almost as if he's in a daze. Even if it's just a quickie, it'll take him a moment to lock back in.
Lots of kisses and quiet giggles as you check in on each other. Did you like the new position? Did he like it when you called him a new pet name?
The "check-ins" used to feel a lot more formal, but now you both word-vomit your thoughts and call it a day.
He's made it a habit to press one long kiss to your forehead, breathing in your scent, after you've both finished. It's a sweet end to an intense session.
He will thank you afterwards. Sometimes it's because he's just grateful to delight in you, and more often it's because he feels he doesn't deserve your trust. He just needs a little reassurance!
B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s.)
If he had to choose for himself, he'd pick his eyebrows.
They're the cherry on top of his theatrics, and he loves how much he can make you laugh with a simple eyebrow waggle. (Modern Julian would 100% make that fuckass Roblox man face, and it's funny every time.)
He'd also choose his liver. It's his favorite organ.
If you asked him to choose what part of yours is his favorite, he'd start with something cheesy like, "You devil! Forcing me to make an impossible decision—is this a new form of torture?"
After some flirting and you begging him to take it seriously, he'll eventually choose your hands.
They're surprisingly expressive. He's noticed how your fingertips blanch as they press against the page of an especially thrilling book, how you fidget with them a bit more when you're speaking with the Countess, and how they fly around in the air in frustration when you've returned from the bazaar and not a single shop had the ingredient you were looking for. They hold so many insights into how you're feeling.
They're also very comforting to him. Whether you're massaging in between his shoulder blades as he's hunched over his desk, or habitually laying your hand on his chest as you chat idly with him, it reminds him of how much you love him and makes him feel wanted.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum, basically.)
He loves messy sex and feeling dirty, so he and cum are homies.
Pulling out and watching his cum spill out of you as it pools on his abdomen drives him fucking insane.
He gratefully drinks you up, swallowing anything you offer him with a smile.
He groans as you cum/squirt on his face, licking it off his lips as it drips down onto his chest.
He's throwing a Cum Party and you're invited! Yay!
D = Dirty secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs.)
He hasn't stopped thinking about the whole wound-pressing situation. When you first left the garden, the memory would pop into his mind every now and then. As time went on, it started occupying more and more of his thoughts until it became something he actively yearned to revisit.
He isn't sure exactly how to bring it up to you. Sure, you're the one who pressed it in the first place, but... is it weird to ask you to do it again? What if he wants you to push even harder, even deeper, digging past his epidermis?
He's decided that he'll ask you one day, but he'll leave the "how" and "when" up to fate. Thinking about it too much now makes him spiral.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
He's had a few partners in the past. There's been a lot of fucking around, and a lot of finding out.
While he's very experienced with—and quite good at—sex, he has a hard time accepting affection from you.
F = Favorite position (This goes without saying.)
Submissive Julian favors being ridden. He can see all of you in your glory, head lowered as you sigh in pleasure. You're so close, yet so far away. His chest flutters when you whimper as he slightly angles himself to fill you better. It's also the most relaxing and healing position for him. He can give up all control to you, allowing himself to just feel good.
Dominant Julian favors missionary. It's simple, but it's perfect. He can see up close how your eyebrows furrow when he hits the right spot. He chuckles as he watches you shy away and gently guides your face back to his. He has direct access to kiss your neck and whisper in your ear as he sinks into you. He'll lower his head so that your moans pierce his eardrums (and he loooves it).
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? Etc.)
He's the poster child for people who ruin the moment. (/j)
He's a romantic, but that doesn't mean he can't be a fool at the same time. He can multitask.
Sex is weird! Sometimes your throat makes a gurgling sound, you choke on spit, or you suddenly have to pee, and you need to take a quick time out. He's the first one to laugh about it, and it never feels awkward with him.
There have been times when he started laughing way too hard at a face you made, or made a joke that made you both pause to giggle before resuming.
Sometimes he'll tease you by imitating your moans or gasps.
You both will randomly make unrelated statements. It doesn't stop your movements; it's just calm.
"I should get into knitting."
"Maybe, but last time you got too frustrated and gave up."
"True."
All of these moments, even if they're small, bring you closer and make you both feel so safe and comfortable with each other. Why take life so seriously?
H = Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? Etc.)
His chest and stomach hair are light enough that they don't require any grooming. His happy trail requires a bit more grooming, but it doesn't get out of control very often.
He trims his pubic hair into a wide diamond shape that tapers into his happy trail. The length would be like... if you put a 3.5 or 4 length guard on some clippers.
Curly bush! Delicious!
And yes, the carpet matches the drapes. :3
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect.)
Even when he's being stupid or making a random comment in the middle of sex, you never doubt for a second that he's paying attention to you. It's just his way of showing how comfortable he is with you.
J = Jack off (Masturbation headcanon.)
Masturbates, on average, once a day. He'll refrain from it if you've talked about having sex later that day. He doesn't want to spoil the fun!
Quiet, uneven breaths. Very stealthy. He usually just uses his hand, unless he's especially horny.
If it's a Needy Julian kind of day, he'll use a dildo and/or a sounding rod on himself. He might get a little louder, whimpering every so often.
You've accidentally walked in on him before. You were reading in the bedroom and came out to get a drink. He heard your footsteps and tried to hide himself as quickly as possible, looking back at you from his spot on the couch. He was very awkward and a little sweaty, but it was a hot day, so you didn't notice anything particularly strange. Even when you got your drink and left, he was too embarrassed to continue after that.
Since then, he tries to masturbate only when you're already asleep. If he needs to do it in the middle of the day, he'll go to a closet or the washroom.
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks.)
Masochism is a freebie.
Cum-play. Facials, using cum as lube, felching, etc. Anything cum related, he's a fiend for it.
Blood. He thinks it looks so sexy when his/your blood is on your/his lips, or your hands, or anywhere, really. (This includes menstrual blood, if you have periods!) It feels like he's as close to you as he possibly can be, your bodies becoming one.
Edging, especially when he's on his knees and his arms are tied behind his back. It turns him into a sniffling, whimpering mess! :D
Edge-play. He loves feeling the jolt of initial panic as you skim a blade over his stomach, the shiver that runs down his spine when you cup him with icy hands, the restriction of his airflow and how it tunnels his vision.
Sweat/drool/tears. It's just hot.
Spit in his mouth, please!
Worship. He enjoys receiving, but he much prefers giving.
Roleplay. Especially doctor-patient roleplay. He knows it's silly, and he does not care.
Humiliation. He loves doing the most embarrassing shit just to get you off. Jerking off in front of you while mumbling about how badly he needs you, barking or meowing for you, licking his own cum off your chest, the works. He's working so hard for you, and he takes his payment in praise!
Pretty much all of these go both ways. Giving and receiving are all great for him.
L = Location (Favorite places to do the do.)
This is Ilya "Julian" Danger Devorak we're talking about, baby. He's down for sex anytime, anywhere.
Favorites are:
The forbidden garden. It's one hell of a throwback, and it's absolutely gorgeous. He loves to role-play as if it were the first time you both came here.
Random alleys at night. Exhilarating, and you can hide in the shadows if needed.
If you're both out at sea and there's literally nobody around, just fuck on the deck. It feels like you're the only people in the world.
The Magic General Store guest room. One of the most relaxing/comfortable locations, with familiar scents and soft cushioning. Of course, you both wait for Asra and Faust to leave before getting it on.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going.)
What doesn't?
His main turn-ons are:
Playing with his hair.
Your voice after just waking up.
Genuinely listening to any of his stories or rants.
Teasing him, or your reaction to being teased.
Your expression whenever you're focused.
Placing your hands on any part of his body for more than two seconds.
N = No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs.)
Angry sex. It makes him feel gross and used. He'd much rather talk things out with you before having sex.
He doesn't feel comfortable with degrading you. Any sort of degrading comment towards him will also be met with discomfort, and he'll promptly end the encounter.
He's made extremely uncomfortable by dub-con. He enjoys a game of cat and mouse, but once it crosses the line of "fun banter" to "possible coercion," he's out. He's a freak, but he doesn't want to feel like he's being a creep or overstepping.
If you tease him by attempting to make him jealous, all it does is make him feel ill. He already doesn't feel worthy of you. You saying, "Asra's probably a better lay than you," won't get him to prove you wrong. He'll just say a flamboyant quip to deflect, and then he'll disengage.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Prefers giving, but loves receiving as well.
He's very good at what he does. His main goal in sex with you is to make sure you feel absolutely incredible, so he listens to your vocal cues, watches what makes you squirm or move away, and adapts from there.
Expect a mess. He gives sloppy head, and there will be saliva everywhere.
Groans loudly against you whenever you moan.
When you give him head, he stays surprisingly quiet. His head tilts back, and his mouth slacks open to release his heavy sighs. He laces his fingers into your hair as your head dips past his pelvis and reemerges.
He's louder giving head than he is receiving. That's how you know he does it for the love of the game.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? Etc.)
When he's subbing, he'll do whatever you tell him to. Most of the time, he's bound while you're riding or fucking him, so he doesn't get many opportunities for movement. He'll try his best to rock his hips against you so he can fuck you/get fucked deeper.
When he's domming, he starts off fucking you slow and deep. He drags his hands over your body, pressing open-mouthed kisses down your chest and neck. When you've become a begging, pleading mess, he'll slowly start speeding up, fucking you harder and stimulating your genitals as you near your peak. He whispers praise into your ear in between sloppy kisses.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He likes them a lot. They're a fun, spontaneous way to blow off steam and connect with you.
You'd do quickies 2-3 times a week, maybe less.
They happen most in domestic moments, and the intention usually isn't to initiate sex. It just... kind of happens.
He'll wrap his arms around your waist from behind as you're cooking (Because Gods know he can't cook for shit), and you'll turn towards him for a moment to kiss him. Five minutes later, he's got you bent over the counter.
You'll look over his shoulder, asking him about the book he's reading. He's explaining the plot, and you can't seem to focus on his words, for the life of you. Your eyes keep being drawn to his hands and forearms as he's gesturing, the way his lip curls into a sneer as he complains about a particularly annoying plot device, and you interrupt him to say that the book can wait.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? Etc.)
He's down to try literally anything. It's almost alarming.
"I was wondering if we could—"
"Yes. :)"
"I didn't even finish?"
More times than you can count, he'll come home from the Rusty Raven saying something like, "I overheard someone talking about a Standing 69? It's genius!—"
"How is that even possible?"
"I have no clue... But there's only one way to find out. ;)"
Even if the suggestion ends up being a terrible idea, he thinks it was fun to experiment, and now you both know a little more about what the other enjoys.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
He can only handle one round, but he can last up to 30 minutes. Lasts longer if he's being edged, of course.
He gets very oversensitive after his first orgasm, and it breaks his ability to orgasm again. He might get to half-mast, if he really tried? But he still wouldn't be able to cum.
His recuperation period depends on whether he's subbing or domming.
Subbing is extremely physically taxing and exhausting for him. As much as he loves it, by the end of it, he feels like he got hit by a truck. He needs to eat something, take a nice bath, and sleep it off before he can even think about doing it over again.
Domming is easier for him, so he could probably get back to it in an hour. Though on particularly fiendish nights, he's gotten hard 10 minutes after an orgasm.
T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? With a partner or by themselves?)
Juuulie. /ref
He owns a lot of toys for both of you! How generous!
When he's on his own, he doesn't use sex toys very often unless he's extremely needy. Solo toys of choice are: a sounding rod and a dildo.
With you, the sex toy collection gets put to good use! Soft rope, cuffs, chastity cages, clamps, paddles, blindfolds, gags, dildos, beads, strap-ons—what doesn't he own?
If he's feeling subby, he prefers to start off gagged, sounded, and caged. Everything else you use on him is a bonus!
On a Dominant Julian day, he likes to start off by blindfolding and binding you.
U = Unfair (How much they like to tease or be teased.)
He loves it when you tease him.
Whisper something dirty to him in public, run your hands over his ass after a hug, edge him, tell him he can't touch you during sex. He will eat it up and then beg for more.
Of course, it's only fair you be teased back.
He'll lean in for a kiss, only close enough to graze your lips or down your neck, before pulling back. Another go-to is him randomly bringing up the memory of a past experience, "The way you looked in that get-up... They've fought wars over less, my love."
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Whiny, whiny, whiny. It doesn't matter if he's subbing or domming.
He isn't very loud. If you pulled out a school volume scale, he'd be at a 2 or a 3.
If something hits especially right, he'll let out a long, breathy moan before going right back to it.
He doesn't dirty-talk much, unless you prompt him.
"Tell me how it feels, Ilya."
"S—so good... Gods—Please, darling, don't stop."
As he gets closer, his whines become more staccato and he starts to ramble and beg aimlessly, before he lets out a long, guttural moan.
When he's coming down from an orgasm, it's mostly heavy exhales and some quiet whimpers.
W = Wild card (A random headcanon for the character.)
Sleeping hcs!!!
Sleeping next to him is a fucking nightmare. He tosses and turns constantly, and the number of times he's just about pushed you out of bed is uncountable.
The number of times he's successfully pushed you out of bed is countable. Five times. And it will continue to ramp up as time goes on.
His snoring isn't much of a nuisance. It's loud enough to notice, but quiet enough that it doesn't startle you out of sleep or bother you. He's kind of like your personal white noise machine.
He runs very cold, and he sleeps in a light top and bottoms because of it. His feet and hands will inevitably bump against you, and it will suck every time. But he's so cute, you can't be mad at him! :)
X = X-ray (Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes.)
Has light chest hair in an acuminate pattern.
Base: #F3DCD0. Tip: #E2BFBA. Yeah.
17cm. Tall twinks always seem to be hung, and he is no exception.
Average thickness with a very faint upwards curve.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
While he's completely content with just spending time with you, he's almost always ready to go at the touch of his thigh.
Genuinely. If you lay your hand on his lap, there's a 70% chance he's getting hard.
On average, 2-3 quickies a week, and two full-on-fuck-events every 1-2 weeks.
(I say "event" because busting out the whips and chains takes a lot of effort, lol.)
Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards.)
For a quickie, it takes him his usual 1-2 hours of tossing and turning before he finally falls asleep.
If it's a Whole Event, he falls asleep a lot quicker than usual. It still takes him about 30-45 minutes for him to start drifting off.
Like always, when he falls asleep, he sleeps Hard. No amount of pushing or shaking will wake him up.
A/N: Feel free to request prompts for anything you'd like to see/give constructive criticism!