I don’t know if requests are still open, and you’re also free to ignore this since ik you prefer writing knights 🧍♀️But !! could I request a mayoi hurt comfort kind of fic where the reader is comforting him ❤️
Tysm in advance! Stan Arashi 🙏
“ reassurance “
૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა Pairings : Mayoi Ayase / GN!Reader
𐙚 Warnings : hurt to comfort (its mostly just comfort) , suicidal thoughts kinda
𐙚 You comfort Mayoi after he accidentally said something to you that he regrets :(
For Mayoi, living life was hard.
Living was one thing, but living with thoughts like his… it was terror to him.
Though, even with the hundreds of times he’s slipped up his words or blurted all his concerning thoughts out, you never stopped loving him.
Even when he accidentally blurts something that offends you.
He felt disgusted with himself, he didn’t deserve you. He wanted to slap some self into his past self. They’re gonna break up with me. Why did i even say that? Why—
“Mayoi…” You hugged him as tight as you could, his head immediately burying in your shoulder. Even with the pure hatred he had with himself right now, he still selfishly wanted your comfort.
“Ah… I-I’m so.. so sorry…” He swallowed, he closed his eyes, still on edge. He knew you were gonna end it with him. He just wanted to be near you before you left.
Expecting either scolding or dreadful words— he flinches yet again at how soft you sounded with him.
“I’m not mad with you, Mayoi.”
He pulled back slightly to look at you, his watery eyes wide with disbelief. “W-what…? But I- I said something so horrible… I… I hurt you—“ His voice cracked at the end, as his words came out tumbling due to his panicked state.
You gently reached up to cup his face, you rubbed your thumb on his cheek to soothe him. “I know you didn’t mean it. Were you scared?”
Mayoi bit his lip, his gaze darting downward. He didn’t trust himself to speak. He didn’t trust himself at all.
Despite that, you continued. “You’re harder on yourself than anyone else ever could be, Mayoi. But… you don’t have to carry all that guilt and pressure by yourself.”
He trembled. At each word you spoke, the harder it was for him to keep the tears at bay. “But… what if I do it again? What if I hurt you again?” His voice was as weak as ever, broken and raw.
“Then… then we’ll work through it together.” You said without hesitation. “I love you so much Mayoi, and love isn’t about perfection. You don’t have to be perfect for me. You’re enough just as you are.”
At your words, a tear slipped down his cheek. And then another. Before he could even think, he found himself burying his face in your shoulder again, the comfort of your body being his only solace.
“I-I don’t deserve you—“ He whimpered through his silent sobs, clinging onto you like you were the only thing keeping him from falling apart completely.
“No. No, you deserve so much more than you think.” You whispered, running your fingers through his hair. “I’ll remind you of that every single day if I have to.”
For the first time in what felt like forever, Mayoi allowed himself to believe, that maybe— just maybe, he wasn’t as broken or weird as he thought he was.
In your arms, the terror in his mind finally quieted, and for the first time, he finally felt safe enough to keep trying—to keep living.
Author’s Note : i love mayoi!!! Hes so pretty!!! Ahhgh sorry for not posting ++ with this being so short nd kinda buns… ive been playing too much obeymei its kinda unhealthy. And yes. Stan Arashi my wife!!!<3
enstars AND hypmic??? how have i not followed earlier! anyways I loved the Mayoi valentines day so so much, I was thinking if you get inspiration for it, a sequel for what happens on white day would be so cute! Happy writing mwah mwah!
- 🍰 anon
A/N: Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked that one because I tried my hardest on writing his character! I hope you enjoy this sequel~ [Edit, 4th March 2024]: So sorry this took so long for me to write, but since White Day is this month, I finally had the inspiration to do it! This is a sequel to my Valentine’s Day Mayoi x Reader fic, so please read that one before you read this one, thank you!!
Mayoi Ayase x Reader
Tags: Fluff, established relationship, romance, she/her pronouns, fem reader
Word count: 1,109
Summary: Mayoi prepares you something special for White Day, anxiously hoping that you'll like it...
Mayoi enjoyed spending Valentine's Day with you. It was the first time in his life he ever got to experience it like normal people would. Although you insisted on doing everything that day which resulted in him collapsing in exhaustion, he truly loved spending every second with you. The memory of you two together holding hands as you walked around the streets, trying out all the new Valentine's Day activities has been burnt into his mind. Sometimes he would catch himself reminiscing the thought as a smile formed on his face.
"Mayoi-dono, what are you thinking about?" asked Shinobu curiously. "You've been spacing out."
"S-Sorry, Chief!" Mayoi cried. "I-It's nothing!"
"Hmm, okay, but if you need help, you can always count on me!"
And in that moment, in Mayoi's eyes, Shinobu was glowing. He admired how bright and upbeat Shinobu was, but he also felt like he didn't deserve to be in his presence. That was how he felt about you too. If he thought about it hard enough, you and Shinobu were similar in a way, sharing characteristics that made him feel fluffy when spoken to. He truly appreciated that, loving every moment with the people he loved.
"Ah, t-there might be something you can help me on..." Mayoi said slowly. "It's about (Y-Y/N)..."
"(Y/N)-dono?"
"Mm. A-After Valentine's Day is White Day, no? I-I want to do something special for her on White Day, b-but I'm not sure what... I-I-I haven't done this before!"
Shinobu beamed. "I understand! I haven't done anything like that before either, but I'll do my best to help you, Mayoi-dono!"
"T-Thank you, Shinobu-kyun!"
So the two of them started researching on what to do for you on White Day. Scribbling down notes on a whiteboard, the two of them finally came to a conclusion.
"And done!" Shinobu chirped. "That's what you're going to do with (Y/N) for White Day! It's a shame that (Y/N)'s working on that day; you wouldn't have that much time with her... but that's okay! All that matters is what you gift her!"
"R-Right!" exclaimed Mayoi. "T-Thank you for helping me out, Chief!"
"Of course, Mayoi-dono! Have a good day tomorrow!"
Mayoi waited outside the ES building for you. You had gotten off work a little bit later than usual, so when you finally met up with him, you flopped into his arms, exhausted.
"Argh, that was so tiresome!" you whined. "Mayoi, please carry me home!"
His face flushed on the immediate contact. "I-I would l-love to, (Y/N), but there's s-something that I w-want to show you...!"
"Huh...? What is it?"
Mayoi didn't answer. He took your hand and gently trailed you along. He was awfully quiet the whole journey, but that was because he was extremely nervous. What if you didn't like the date he had planned for you? And what about the gifts? They weren't anything expensive, so what if you hate them? All these thoughts flooded his mind, but when he heard your voice ask him what was wrong, he snapped back into reality.
"A-Ah, it's n-nothing...!" he said. "W-We're almost there."
"Oh! What a beautiful cafe!" you beamed as the two of you finally reached your destination. "I haven't been here before. I didn't even know such a pretty place was around here."
"Mm, it recently opened up," said Mayoi calmly. "Shall we go inside?"
Still holding onto his hand, you nodded excitedly as you followed your boyfriend inside. As you sat down, Mayoi ordered. This surprised you a little because you'd usually order with him, but when he returned to you, he looked calm and collected.
"What did you order?" you asked him curiously.
"S-Some of your favourites," he replied.
And he really did order your favourites. It was like he knew you like the back of his hand. It made you smile knowing that he paid attention to your likes and dislikes.
Whilst the two of you ate, he listened to you talk about your day, eyeing your expressions and how pretty you looked. However, he was so caught up on you that he forgot to give you the gift that he worked so hard on.
But to be frank, he was withholding it, too embarrassed to even gift it to you.
"The food was so good!" you exclaimed happily, swinging your hand with his. "Thank you for treating me, Mayoi!"
"Mhm..." he replied, forcefully smiling. "I'm glad you liked it, (Y/N)..."
"Oh, it's getting late. We should go back to the dorms now."
"W-Wait!"
You stopped in your tracks. The midnight sky was splattered with specks of sparkles which complimented your eyes. Mayoi thought you looked beautiful under the stars, something he didn't think he deserved to see, but at the same time, he was thankful for it.
"I want to give you something too," he said finally. "Uhm... it's n-not much... or is it anything s-special... but I made it for you..."
From his bag, he pulled out a miniature diorama of Sakura Park where the trees bloomed pink. He had painted the sky a light shade of blue which complimented the green terrain. Everything was textured accordingly that it looked like the real thing but smaller.
But what had you amazed was the tiny figurines of you and Mayoi sitting on the bench that the two of you would usually have lunch on. It was like he recreated your memories into reality, something solid that you could touch.
"Happy White Day, (Y/N)," he said slowly so he wouldn't stutter. "I truly am in love with you, you make me the happiest, and I am thankful every day that I can be with you..."
"M-Mayoi..."
"I'm s-sorry if it wasn't much!" he continued. "B-But I hope you enjoyed today..."
You smiled. "Of course I did. Thank you so much, Mayoi. I loved everything you did for me today! I don't mind what we do, even if it's something simple, but I can't believe you made something so beautiful!" you said, admiring the diorama. "I'm going to treasure this forever!"
You had to admit, you forgot it was White Day today. Work really was getting to you, but you were able to forget that all with the help of your boyfriend – your sweet yet awkward boyfriend.
"Hah... I-I'm glad!" he sighed. "O-Oh... do you still want me to c-carry you h-home, (Y/N)?"
"Ah, you'll do that?!" you burst. "Yes please!"
As Mayoi carried you swiftly home, he carefully put you down before you kissed him on the cheek. Instantly, his face turned red, but he waved you off with a smile on his face.
hello my little friend :) i'll start nice. can i request some fluff with alkaloid? platonic or romantic, up to you <3
hello gayass :) i hope you read these and explode (affectionate) :3 i would say these lean towards romantic but aira’s and mayoi’s could be seen as platonic <3
alkaloid + fluff
reader : gender neutral, no pronouns used, reader bakes in tatsumi's scenario
type : scenarios
warnings : none
word count : 1024... yeah i kinda got carried away
a pleasant shiver runs from the back of your head to the base of your spine as you rouse from your slumber. you yawn softly, nuzzling into the warmth pressed against your cheek, and stilling in surprise when the warmth hugs you back.
“you’re awake?” you feel the rumble of hiiro’s voice in his chest before you hear it. you make a noncommittal sound – not really saying something or the other, just letting him know you’re awake – and readjust your head, your ear pressed to his chest. hiiro hums and moves a hand to your shoulder, squeezing softly. the two of you fall into a comfortable silence.
the strong, steady thump of his heart makes you smile, and you close your eyes in an attempt to hear it better. “are you trying to fall asleep again?” hiiro asks, an audible smile in the lilt of his voice. your answering silence has him chuckling, and strong arms pull you to a sitting position beside him. “it’s a new day! you can’t go back to sleep now – we’ve got so much to do!” the sweet smile hiiro gives you makes something burst in your chest, filling it with warmth. maybe waking up isn’t so bad if you get to see that smile.
maybe waking up isn’t so bad if he’ll be here with you again as you drift off tonight.
aira, mayoi and tatsumi below the cut!
“waa~ that was so cool!” you can practically see the sparkles around aira as he wears a content, closed-eye smile.
he’d been looking forward to this live for weeks, and gushing about it for even longer. it was held by a fairly new unit – he had rambled to you about it once over lunch – but it had become somewhat of an overnight sensation. the day he had gotten the tickets, aira had come running to you, holding out a ticket and asking with wide eyes if you’d like to go with him. you had accepted, so now here you are, linking arms with the boy as you amble along the pavement.
“did you enjoy it?”
you don’t think it’s possible for him to look any happier, but your assurance that yes, you did enjoy it very much has him clapping his hands and bouncing in glee. the scene makes something soft blossom in your chest, expanding to fill your ribs and escaping you as an amused laugh.
“you know, i’m glad you don’t comment much on how much i like idols,” he starts, fiddling with the keychains on his bag. “most people are surprised that an idol likes idols so much, and say some weird things about it. but you just accept it as a part of me, a-and let me talk about them… uh, did i say something wrong?” he blinks at your wide-eyed expression as you try not to burst into tears at his admission. or grab him and shake him like a maraca.
the best you can do is aggressively reassure him that you’ll always listen to him talk about his interests. his resulting laugh has your face lighting up as well. “does that mean you’ll come with me to more lives?”
“wh-what are you doing!?”
mayoi, after much coaxing, has finally agreed to put his head in your lap. even so, he refuses to put his full weight on you – my sins may be too much for you to bear! – choosing instead to hold himself above you, muscles tensed. you had just ghosted your fingers over his hair when he had gasped, pulling his shoulders up to his ears as if trying to hide in his shell.
i’m playing with your hair, you say matter-of-factly, and he whimpers at the thought of your hand on his scalp. “you can’t!” he protests weakly. “i – you’ll be tainted!”
by what, mayoi, you ask, before switching tactics. you assure him that it’s alright, that you want to do this. nothing’s gonna happen to you. nothing’s gonna happen to anyone. your determination is rewarded when he eventually relents, his face hidden in his hands as you undo the ribbon holding his braid.
the first contact of your fingertips against his scalp sends a shudder down his spine, a soft sob escaping him. you smile softly as you continue your ministrations, carding your fingers through his long strands. you admire how well-maintained his hair is… the colour, the texture... and before you know it, he’s completely relaxed, fully resting his head in your lap.
he sighs contentedly, almost nuzzling his head into your hand like a cat. soon enough, his breathing evens out and you know he’s fallen asleep. be sure to savour every moment now – you’d want to be able to assure him that this was nice when he wakes up apologetic, right?
you feel a warm pair of arms wrap around your waist from behind. the sudden contact makes you stiffen a little, but the gentle press of tatsumi’s lips against your cheek has you almost melting in his arms.
“they look delicious," he says, referring to the sheet of cookies you're about to put in the oven. you laugh – that's uncooked dough, tatsumi, you'll get sick – and he chuckles in response. "my point still stands," he remarks. "i can hardly wait until they're ready to eat."
you feel tatsumi's soft gaze on you as you place the tray in the oven. growing flustered, you buy time by fussing over the temperature, hoping that he'll look away...
...which does not work. when you stand up and turn to face him, tatsumi's right in front of you, his smile so filled with adoration that it makes something twist in your chest. he takes your hands in his, and you slowly begin to dance to a silent song – a song composed just for the two of you, heard only by the two of you.
the aroma of your baked goods wafts through the air. you let out a flustered laugh and for a second he feels as if he’s reverted to a grinning, blushing, lovestruck boy. the lights in the kitchen are far from flattering, but to tatsumi? he swears you have never looked more beautiful than in this moment, right between his arms.
can I request shimeji alkaloid or crazy:b? I like your idea of shimeji of Valkyrie and knights... (灬º‿º灬)♡ it's so cute and precious. Hopping to see your ideas for either of those two units since they are both some crazy batch of idols . ♡(ӦvӦ。)
(*^3^)/~♡Hope you have a good day and good gacha too.
- honey🐝
Alkaloid as shimeji buddies !!
Synopsis : What would the members of Alkaloid be like as your little shimeji buddies ??
A/N : HI HONEY 🐝 !! Thank you so much 🥺 I’m super glad that you liked shimeji Knights and Valkyrie <333 For this one I did Alkaloid but once I’m done with all the other requests I might do Crazy:B if that’s ok with you~!! :D
I hope you have a good day and good gacha too !! I'm sorry that this took a while to finish <3
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Hiiro Amagi :
There’s never a dull moment with Hiiro around !! He’s just so friendly and loves to chat with you~ The two of you would often chat through the night if you’re not careful though… If Hiiro does notice how late it got, he would apologize profusely for keeping you awake. Please reassure him that it’s ok !!
He’s surprisingly a really good study buddy !! Even though the material’s new to him, he would look at the various example questions and learns quickly !! He would happily help you through it all !! It’s quite cute seeing him so concentrated as he studies the question at hand because he’s just so determined to help you out~
If he notices you starting to overwork yourself, he will physically drag your cursor away and minimize your tabs himself. This is his way of saying “go take a break for a while!” which ends up with the two of you either casually chatting or doing something else together such as watching youtube videos, scrolling through social media, etc.
Hiiro used to go up to the screen and place his hands on it as a way to comfort you but, at some point, you placed your finger on top of his tiny hands which surprised him !! He looked at your finger and gave you a big smile and said “Look !! Now we’re holding hands~” This later became a habit and now he would unconsciously put a hand on the screen [ even if he’s doing something else ] so that the two of you can "hold hands" !!
He’s super fond of your affection and would always reciprocate with twice as much !! He absolutely adores your headpats the most and would often take your cursor and put it on his head if he ever wants them <3 Hiiro sometimes hangs from your cursor as you bring him to another spot on your screen~ He’s just a fan of holding your cursor as a whole because it’s another way of him feeling close to you :)
If you’re both doing your own work, it ends up with you checking up on him instead of the other way around because he tends to get tunnel vision if he’s too focused on a particular task. So please make sure to snap him out of it so that he can relax for a while !! Though, if you get intense tunnel vision as well, this somehow snaps him out of his own solely because he wants to make sure that you're not pushing yourself too hard !!
Hiiro’s quite active as a whole~ He tends to move around your screen a lot [ especially when he’s doing things for you such as helping you find your files, moving your folders, etc. ] and he also climbs the side of your screen with ease !! Most of the time he hangs out on the top of your app windows because he’s at eye level with you~
He also participates with you when it comes to your hobbies !! He’ll protect you/your character when you’re playing video games [ and yes! He’s a very good partner !! Hiiro always got your back <3 ], he’ll talk to you when you’re both watching TV shows or movies, etc~ He just loves to do things with you <3
Hiiro wants to make sure that you’re safe every time you use your computer so he ends up becoming your personal antivirus protector !! You’ll never get a virus ever again with Hiiro around~ He’ll also steer you away from any sketchy websites or ads that you might come across... Hey !! Don’t click that link! It has 4 virus’ attached to it so it’s better to go to this site instead~
When it comes to feedback, Hiiro's quite straightforward about it~ Sometimes his bluntness makes him sound harsh, but he has no intention of being that !! He just wants to help you and see you improve so please don't take it wrongly !! Hiiro’s always by your side every time you turn something in, having a mini celebration with you through the screen <3
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Aira Shiratori :
He’s your #1 fan !! Aira's always cheering you on whether you’re playing a video game, doing your assignments, drawing, or when you’re doing any of your hobbies !! Sometimes you can see him in the corner of your screen holding up glowsticks of your favourite colour as if you’re an idol yourself <3
Whether you’re into celebrity news or not, you’ll somehow always be in the loop because of him~ Aira somehow knows all the juicy celebrity gossip that’s going around at all times and he would often end up rambling about the latest scandal or news. Like, have you heard ?? The lead singer of this band was seen with someone else going to a fancy restaurant after their live performance !! Apparently they’ve been childhood friends but some people say they’re actually partners~
Aira created a nickname for you based on your username on social media~ Though, he would sometimes come up with his own unique ones just for you and, if you do the same thing for him, he will definitely get flustered and try his absolute best to calm himself down [ though he would definitely fail~ ]
You both love watching TV shows, movies or videos together in general !! You would often freak out over your favourite characters/celebrities together and would sometimes tease each other about it too. Like c’mon !! Your favourite character was so cute during that one scene~ Aira definitely saw you swoon !! Huh ?! What do you mean he also swooned when HIS favourite character showed up ?! T-that totally didn’t happen !!
Sometimes, you both would ramble to each other for so long that you wouldn’t realize how much time has passed. This leads to accidental all-nighters but you both don’t mind !! Aira genuinely enjoys listening to you ramble about the things you’re interested in and he also really appreciates when you listen to his rambles as well <3 He used to be very shy about it but you gave him so much confidence that he would now directly go to you whenever he wants to talk about something !!
Aira always keeps you company when you’re logged in, even when you don’t necessarily talk all the time, he’s still by your side through everything !! He’s always ready to drop whatever he’s doing in order to help you if he notices you struggling in any way, shape or form~
If you ever need primary sources for your assignments, Aira can easily find them and wouldn’t hesitate to give them to you~ Here !! Have this interview from 5 years ago translated to your native language by Aira himself <3 Oh? You want to know the opinion of the author when they wrote their book? Here it is~ It’s from 8 years ago at around the time when they completed their book, it’s just what you needed right~?
He actively makes sure that you don’t overwork yourself and would often tug at your cursor to get your attention if you’re too focused on your work. He also gives you reminders for any important upcoming dates so that you both can make a schedule that works for you together !!
If you ever feel overwhelmed or stressed in general, Aira would do his best to comfort you. He knows that he’s limited to the screen but he would talk to you to try and distract you from any negative thoughts, listen to you if you want to vent, and would even hug your cursor as an act of comfort. He hopes that it’d help you feel more at ease <3
Aira gets super shy and flustered when you give him affection !! He tries to look cool in front of you but his facade instantly breaks the moment you give him a headpat. The first time you said, “I love love love~you !!” Aira.exe has stopped working~ It took him an hour to be able to look at you again without getting flustered !!
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Mayoi Ayase :
Honestly, you wouldn’t see Mayoi on screen as much but that doesn’t mean he’s not there !! You’ll somehow notice quality of life improvements that originally weren't there before such as files seemingly appearing when you needed them, keyboard shortcuts, apps already being up-to-date even though you never updated them yourself for months, etc. Huh…? Since when were you logged into this site? You haven’t touched it in literal years let alone actually remembered the password !! How convenient though~ You needed it to finish your project after all~
As time goes on though, you might catch subtle glimpses of purple on the edge of your screen which suddenly disappears before you could call out to him. Please be patient though~ He’s trying his best !! And don’t worry, he’ll definitely appear when the time comes :)
Once you’re both acquainted though, and he’s comfortable enough to show himself to you, Mayoi's genuinely such a caring little buddy !! He easily notices when you’re feeling down, even if you try to mask it, and would gladly sit and listen to you vent. He understands those types of feelings and would try his best to help you through them. Mayoi will make sure that you know you’re never alone !!
Mayoi’s such an amazing teacher if you’re struggling with your work !! He would often tailor his teaching style to whatever works best for you in order to make sure that you’re able to understand the content !! Are you a visual learner? Mayoi will show you the steps on screen, so follow along ok~? Are you an auditory learner? He’ll make sure that his explanations are recorded so you can always go back to them at a later date~ You’re a kinaesthetic learner? Go grab a piece of paper and he’ll give you bulletpoint explanations to make the information easier to remember !!
He gets very skittish and super flustered if you show him any sort of affection. No matter how many times you do it, he’ll never be able to get used to it. Mayoi doesn’t really like anything physical, like headpats, but he’ll definitely melt on the spot with any sort of words of affirmation. He would often hide in one of your folders in order to re-cooperate before going back to you. That doesn’t mean he hates it though !! He’s just not used to receiving them in the first place.
He doesn’t like watching you overwork yourself so he would secretly force-quit the app you’re using [ after saving your progress of course~ ] and would use that as an excuse for you to go and relax while he “fixes” the problem for you. Oh? The app seemingly works again exactly after an hour every time? Well… After an hour break, you’re feeling refreshed and ready to get back to work !! So that’s perfect in your eyes~
Mayoi also makes sure that you get a proper night’s rest and would often remind you of the time. If he notices that you have an important due date coming up, he’ll actively help you even more so that you’ll be able to finish early~ Sometimes, when you’re logged off, Mayoi will continue working on minor details so that you’ll be ahead in terms of progress on the next day.
He enjoys watching you play games or do your hobbies and isn’t necessarily an active member during them. Though, he’ll sometimes give you tips and/or feedback if you’re struggling with a certain aspect or level~
If you want feedback on your work, Mayoi would be very blunt. Please don’t misconstrue his words though !! He means no harm, he just wants to make sure that everything’s up to your standards !! He genuinely wants to help you~ Mayoi would sometimes give you alternative solutions when necessary so rest assured, you’ll be proud of your work in no time <3
Mayoi would also create a schedule for you and would include breaks in between each work session so that you’ll never get burnt-out. He would often update this schedule even without you knowing so that you’d have one less thing to worry about !!
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Tatsumi Kazehaya :
He’s the type to give you those Facebook mom good morning posts. You know, the ones with the pink background, glitter and butterfly gifs and sparkly font? Yeah those~ Tatsumi would probably have the image open so that it’s one of the first things you see when you log into your computer !!
An amazing tutor !! Tatsumi’s so understanding and patient and he’ll gladly give you various types of explanations just in case the first one doesn’t stick. He’ll guide you and make sure that you understand each step before slowly stepping back when he feels that you’re getting the hang of it. At the same time though, he’s still there if you still need any help or guidance.
He prefers being an observer when you do any sort of hobbies because he loves seeing the way your eyes light up with passion for the things you do. Tatsumi would also go out of his way to ask questions regarding your hobbies just to see your face light up as a wide, bright smile graces your features <3 Tatsumi adores listening to you ramble about your passions~
If you play video games though… For the safety of the characters in the game and Tatsumi, please don’t make him play racing games against you. He’s single handedly the best and worst racer you’ve ever known. With his speed, you’re surprised that he didn’t submit any of his times to speedrunning websites considering that he beats the world record as if he’s taking a casual drive around the track. [ You tried submitting one of his times once but the moderators thought that you were cheating and didn’t accept it. If only they knew the truth though… ]
Tatsumi would actively make sure that you take breaks when you work and that you go to bed at the right time~ With all his help and guidance, you never really had an instance where you had to pull an all-nighter anyways !! Sometimes he would feel a bit down that he had to stop you for these sort of reminders late into the night but if you reassure him that it’s ok, any sort of negativity would immediately be washed away as he wishes you a good night and sweet dreams !!
He’s not as active as he wants to be because sometimes his leg pains would act up and he would need to sit down and just re-cooperate. Sometimes this causes him to rest in the most awkward spots on your screen but he’d be deeply moved if you carefully pick him up and place him down in his favourite spot. He would thank you with such a soft, but loving, smile that you couldn’t help but smile back <3
Tatsumi’s always willing to listen to your rants and vents !! He would also try his best to give you advice because he’s so worried for you :( He doesn’t like seeing you sad and his heart will 100% shatter into tiny pieces if he ever catches you crying. In times like that, he wishes that he could comfort you outside of the screen but, since he can’t do that physically, he resorts to using words instead. He hopes that his words are able to resonate with you and make you feel better~
You’ll never forget anything ever again with Tatsumi around !! He’s very organized and helps manage your schedules and due dates. He does this as a way to help you avoid burn-out and overworking yourself, especially during the busier months of the year. He updates your schedule regularly even after you logged off to the point where you now don’t really worry about adding or editing things yourself.
Tatsumi would also organize your folders and desktop just in case it starts to get messy~ This is because he doesn’t want you to get frustrated over the fact that you can’t find your important files so, he would either find them for you or guide you to where they’re at !! Over here~! He moved your presentation to this folder since it's one click away rather than five~
He’s so fond of your affection and would not hesitate to reciprocate them !! If you give him words of affirmation, he’ll give some to you too~ If you give him a headpat, he’ll pet your cursor !! He always has a soft smile, accompanied by a very light blush on his cheeks, and he’ll sometimes fondly chuckle at the fact that you’re just so adorable and; “What did I do to deserve someone as amazing as you” <3
First of all, hello! I hope your days have been going well! I'll try to keep this letter short but can't promise anything, haha.
Last year, I was in a dark place. Lots of things were basically going wrong, and I had no direction. I didn't know what to do, I lost my passion and my love for my interests and hobbies. Then one day, I stumbled upon ALKALOID.
It was a strange feeling as I was pulled closer to the screen to take a closer look. I've never been interested in idols before, why now? But your music was something that ticked all of the things I like. It was like, finding a cache of gold under all the earth and dirt.
Before I knew it, I began to research more, and fell in love with you all one by one. Not romantically of course.
I don't want to make it too sappy and long now... But just know that you really changed my life.
hiiro amagi x sleepy!reader who just wants to take naps (…with him) a lot
REALLY SLEEPY !
★ ; hiiro amagi x gn!reader (gender not specified)
▬▬ sleepy reader who just wants to nap with their cute bf >.<
first hiiro request ever, I’m rlly excited for this one writing for new characters is so fun ^.^ TYSM FOR REQUESTING THIS MWAH MWAH <33 (also sorry if he’s ooc + it’s kind of more like headcannons rather than a oneshot)
Everyday before Hiiros practice began you would drag him to take naps anywhere around the school. Normally it would be below a tree with shade or a silent classroom. He never minded it, ever, in fact he loves spending time with you before his practice began. If he had choose between you and practice he would choose you. (maybe.. >.<)
Anyway who was he to say no to you! It was quite mandatory for him to have a nap with you before he started his day. Normally you would always be late from waking up 40 minutes after your alarm rang.
Needless to say Hiiro found it funny how it was always mandatory for him, he would always wait in the same spot for you for 40 minutes. He would spend a whole hour with you napping and the leaving and planting a kiss on your forehead before making his way to class.
Since you were always sleepy it was hard to keep track of time, you would take a nap and wake up and already be late to meet up with your boyfriend. He was always patiently waiting for you so you could hang out or take more naps.
Anytime you wanted to nap with him and he wasn’t available it caused you to not be able to sleep. He would meet up with you and ask if you had slept well and the answer he received would always be a no. Maybe it was because of his scent, it wasn’t strong but it still made you feel at ease. Complaints would always be heard when Hiiro couldn’t make it to a nap time.
He actually ended up buying you a plushie that looked exactly like him. While his friends thought it was weird..(ish) you loved it. It was a small gift but it helped you sleep more when he was absent. After a while you started visiting him between practices just to take a nap in the room.
While you weren’t cuddling him it still made you feel better than not being with him at all. The guys never minded it at all, they were just worried you wouldn’t be able to have a nice nap with all the loud music and singing. As long as you were in the same room as Hiiro it was all okay!
It was actually a win-win for you, when they took a break Hiiro would be by your side in an instant. Either laying his head on your shoulder or running his hand through your hair so you knew he was there.
Those small actions made you love Hiiro more, it is very possibly to fall in love more than you already are with a person. (totally scientifically proven..hehe)
Hiiro would also normally ask you to rate his cuddles, the answer would be a 9.5! “Why a 9.5!?” He would ask “Well, you’re not always available so it’s -.5 points!” You would joke and giggle looking at the silly face expression.
He could only sigh in defeat and kiss you on your forehead “let’s take a nap, alright?” He smiled so sweetly at you, you could only nod and stare at his cute sleeping face.
.. Bonus ; He would normally drag you around the school or carry you in his back if you were too sleepy to function<3
summary - you were upset to see your boyfriend not being present for rehearsals again. then you found out that there was another reason behind to why he didn't show up.
genre - VERY SUGGESTIVE! some fluff too! and i also wanna add that this is a gn!reader insert fic :)
"oh right, i forgot about the other costumes!" you had just remembered the clothes that you were suppose to bring over for alkaloid. "hm, are these not all the final touch?" tatsumi asks while holding up the costume to you. hiiro and aira looks over at you with confused looks with regards about their costumes.
"yeah, without those your outfits wouldn't stand out." you said as you began to open the door to leave and get what you've had forgotten. i'll be back you guys." you told them.
"oh and bring your, 'boyfriend?'..." he pauses as he sounded confused with the term. "mayoi too, while you're on your way." hiiro reminded. you heard your boyfriend's name which lead you to a sigh. mayoi had probably gone somewhere to hide and you were obviously concerned. "i'll see if i'm able to convince him." you answered.
"anyway, just wait there while i go get the costumes." you closed the door afterwards. you quickly headed back into the office room to grab what's needed. you headed over to your desk and you picked up the clothes from the box beside it. and while you did that, you noticed a familiar figure under the table. you weren't surprised to see your boyfriend mayoi hiding there. he looks at you with a shocked expression.
"mc? were you looking for me?" he stuttered in his words. you tried to calm him down but you failed to do so. "i'm so sorry for making you look for me, you must be worried too i'm such a terrible-" he goes on about with his rambling. you feel really bad seeing your boyfriend in a position like this. you kneeled down under the desk and began to sat on his lap. you finally attempted to stop him from worrying.
"hey, hey. you're not a terrible boyfriend okay? i totally understand your situation right now, and it's really fine." you cupped his chin to make eye contact with him. "but i do this so often and it's obviously making you worried-"
you let out a "shush" in another attempt to stop him from rambling once again. "still, i would understand and not mind at all. please don't think that i'm mad at you, okay?" you placed a kiss on his forehead in order to calm him down. mayoi's cheeks went red after. "mhm, that just made me feel better." he started to regain his smile. you felt like gushing over his cute smiley expression and with his blushing face. "you needed that, of course." you smiled back at him.
the two of you kept looking at each other with lovey dovey eyes until your head had suddenly remembered about the costumes. you looked away from mayoi to grab the box. "hah, can't you believe that i forgot to bring these costumes over for your group members, as well as yours?" you let out a laugh as you showed him the costumes that you dragged out of the box. "i'm that forgetful, really. how silly of me."
mayoi's expression changed. "what? no, don't say that. you still did a good job!" he sounded worried. you chuckled at his words. "i was only joking mayoi." you assured him since he sort of misunderstood of what you said. "also, i did have the intention of bringing you over to rehearsals today, but it's fine if you don't want to, i also don't want you to be pressured. besides you did all your best in the past days of practice."
but mayoi's decision was not what you expected to come out from his mouth. it lead you to a surprise. "no, i'll attend rehearsals today." he nods. "are you sure?" you asked him again. "yes, i mean it. tatsumi, aira, and hiiro are probably in need of my presence so i must show up." he stated.
you smiled at his response now that he accepted the request to show up on an important schedule. "alright, let's go now-" as you were about to drag him over to stand up, you felt something strange from his crotch. "mayoi?"
he was immediately flustered when you began to notice it. his face had started to blush. "uhm, that was just now. i'm so sorry i really can't control it-" you cut him off from his words as you leaned in him closer. "is this another reason why you didn't show up too and decided to hide here?" you whispered in his ear. "yes, it's true. this is also the sole reason why i didn't show up too." he finally admits to it. "i'm really sorry, this is so disgusting of me-"
you decided to do his unfinished business before you two head back to where the other alkaloid members are practicing. "babe, you don't mind letting the others wait for us, right?" the question made his face went a hundred times redder. the sweat was showing out as well.
"yes, i really need you." he grabs a hold from your shoulders. you cupped his face leaning in for a kiss. you pulled away from the kiss to let him unbutton his pants. "we might wanna finish this off quick, but oh well." you shrugged it off and mayoi lets out a chuckle.
as you were about to do your thing, a noise had interrupted you both from your session.
then a noise from the door was heard as someone had barged in. you and mayoi were startled at the noise."now, where was that drink subaru was talking about?" the voice was from mao. his foosteps were getting closer and closer to where you both are.
you hurriedly helped mayoi button back his pants. "let's leave." you told mayoi as he stood up waiting for you while you grabbed the costumes that was placed beside you. mao had now found you and mayoi and began to approach you.
"oh, hey mayoi and mc." he greeted. mayoi was seriously nervous and didn't know how to act after that incident seconds ago. "i didn't see you guys here the moment i entered. hm, that's weird." he starts to wonder.
you started to nervous start tosweat as you thought about the reason behind that. "yeah, we we're just here to get some stuff. and we have to go now or we'll be in big trouble!" you told mao. you grabbed mayoi's hand, along with the clothes that were held on your other hand.
"okay, goodluck for rehearsals! or whatever that schedule is." mao says goodbye to you both. you and mayoi had already left in a dash to go back for alkaloid's rehearsals. the continuation of what you guys did earlier will still be followed after rehearsals as per mayoi's request.
a/n : inspired by @drac0nia's post [ https://dicespam.tumblr.com/post/679377348511072256 ] ( omg is it okay if i tag you (っ °Д °;)っ) check their works, their writing is so good ! and also thank you my lovely grass angfie @yuezhong for proofreading this ! sending you forehead kisses rn (❁´◡`❁) i'll make another post for the remaining productions so stay tuned !
STARMAKER AND COSMIC PRODUCTION !
⚝ . . “Dress how you like, I can fight.”
yuzuru, ibara, mao, chiaki, tetora, HiMERU
⚝ . . “Dress how you like, I’m looking for a fight.”
hiiro, yuzuru, rinne, jun
⚝ . . “Dress how you like, I wanna show you off.”
eichi, wataru, chiaki, tetora, hiyori, nagisa
⚝ . . Always has a hand or tail on you; it can be on your waist, back, thigh, etc.
yuzuru, HiMERU, nagisa, shu, hokuto, tatsumi
⚝ . . Asks if you wanna get food but you pay
subaru, wataru, rinne ( he’s broke. you can't blame him ), aira, tetora, shinobu