a/n : i wrote this during my class (she honestly can't get over it) (she needs help) (she wants this idea sewed in her brain) this is also inspired by one of my favourite writers. her writings give me life. and pain (this is also mainly focused on the boy's pov teehee)
little spoiler on HiMERU's part
rinne amagi x reader, niki shiina x reader, HiMERU x reader, kohaku oukawa x reader
“i remember the night when everything was vivid. it happened a long time ago. i was drunk, and letting my feelings out. i was wasted that night, and everything is on fire. my feelings, my burning passion — it's on fire. i remember those words i said to you — i love you.
i can't look you in the eye after that day, and every time i think about it, that memory feels the same. though i didn't get to see your reaction at that moment, but those words i said were sincere. i love you, and i hope you feel the same way too.”
“we were cooking the other day, and i heard you sniffling. i rushed to you immediately because i thought you cut your finger off. it turns out, you're just cutting an onion. i wiped your tears with my thumb — it smells like carrots. i saw the shock on your face. it's like you're waiting for someone to save you, and you don't know what to do.
we laughed at that silly moment, realizing we have each other's backs. don't worry, because this time, i'll definitely save you.”
“i remember the time when you refused to leave my side. i was at my lowest. the moment i received the heartrending news about kaname, i hastily rushed to the hospital without thinking twice. you were worried about me. you even filed leave on your work just to accompany me. i never knew i needed this kind of comfort. it pains me tremendously.
and after that, life still goes on. you supported every concert i had. but little did you know, in the sea of crowds, your scream of i love yous is the one i have ever heard. i love you, too.”
“it pains me whenever i see you — even if it's just your silhouette. i thought it'll go away after a while. it does. the pain goes away every time you say my name and greet me with a smile.”
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