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#Sil300Special FIRST OF ALL, CONGRATULATIONS SIL YOU HAVE GROWN A LOT :'))for your event, I was wondering if I can request some relationship headcanons for bae with a blondie bimbo girl whose strength is based on her kindness uvu, thank you, take care! ~
Welcome back to Sil's 300 Special! I'm trying to pump these out as fast as I could, haha. Anyways, here's the next requested fic. Your request is ranked 7th. Thanks for participating in the event. Enjoy reading! ❤️🔥
BAE AND THEIR 'BIMBO GIRL' WHOSE STRENGTH IS THEIR KINDESS
Featured characters: Allen Sugasano, Hajun Yeon, Anne Faulkner
♡ Tags: Headcanons, casual romance, established relationships, fem reader, not proofread!
♡ A/N: An interesting request to say the least, I wasn't even sure how to write this... 😭 I hope it's alright though, I really did try. I haven't really written a fic in a while too, so I'm pretty rusty at the moment! 🫶🏻 I'm going to have to remove the 'blondie' part from this to make it more inclusive.
No matter who you were as a person, Allen was head over heels for you.
He may not be as smart as the top students at his university, so he was able to relate to you too! Kindness could be considered one of his strengths as well. He was so bright and cheerful with others he admires, and the two of you mirrored that with each other as well.
Allen would fall in love with you again and again when he watches you be kind to other people other than himself.
He loved how confident you were too! You were the kind of person who would help a struggling stranger even if you didn't need to!
"Allen, wait a minute!" you said, letting go of his hand as you dashed over to the little kid who just fell on his butt. "Hey, are you okay? Let's get you up!" Whilst you were helping the kid get back on his feet, Allen watched you with admiration before he too asked the kid if he was alright.
"(Y/N), you're so nice," he stated. "I love that about you!"
But if you were struggling with something that needed more brain power, then Allen would try his best to help you.
"Allen...!" you whined, head in your hands. "I can't do this at all!" And by this, you were referring to the homework that you two were set by Saimon a week ago.
"Oh, I also struggled with that too," he confessed. "But here, let me help you." He pulled out his essay that wasn't even finished but led you through all his points. By the end, you two managed to finish your essays together.
"Thank you so much, baby!" you exclaimed with such gratitude that he blushed a bit. "I owe you my life!"
"Y-You don't need to go that far!" he said bashfully. "I'm just glad I was able to help you!"
But even during your bad days when you'd fail an essay, Allen was just grateful that you were by his side hyping him up with his songs and performances. He loved that you were kind to the world even when the world wasn't kind to you.
Even if you lacked the intelligence that you think Hajun would want in a partner, he still considered your character and personality more than your academics or qualifications.
He may tease you sometimes on how naive you can be, but he was always there to help you out.
But kindness was your strength, and he loved that too! He may not show it at times, but a slight smile would creep up on his face whenever you help others in need.
Hajun was always very observant during times like these. There was a time you comforted a girl, a stranger, who was dumped by her boyfriend. There was also a time you helped out a single mom trying to calm her kids down. And there was this time you sat next to an old man just to talk to him because you thought that would make his day.
Hajun thought that was admirable.
But he wouldn't tell you that.
Most of the time, he'd make fun of your airheadedness. May the teasing go too far, who knows? He'd always be there to quickly backtrack and start stating your good qualities.
But he likes how you'd always go to him for help and advice. He likes that you can depend on him on whatever topic you needed help on.
But of course, your kindness gets to him too. He can't really avoid it which makes him succumb to your needs even when he didn't want to.
Yet of course he did... because he loves you.
And again, like always, he'd watch you be kind to a stranger with a small smile on his face.
He could really learn a thing or two from you~
Anne loved how childish you could be as you weren't the brightest tool in the shed, but they also loved how you could make up for it by being the prettiest flower in the garden!
Since you were more focused on your appearance and the way others perceived you in terms of personality, Anne loved dolling you up too!
"My girlfriend is so pretty both inside and out!" they would say as they helped you apply your eyeliner. "Uwa~ I'm falling in love with you all over again!"
You didn't need help dolling up though. Anne's always impressed with your makeup skills and how you styled your outfits. They'd always compliment your look wherever you go!
Despite your airheadedness, what Anne loved most about you was your kindness. You may have a hollow head like Allen, but at least Anne could tolerate you more. You were the sweetest though, someone they wanted to cherish and protect.
And they knew you used that strength of yours to your advantage!
Whether it be getting more opportunities or making new friends, your kindness was unmatched!
But what got Anne's heart thumping was how you used your kindness against them as well. You may be a little cheeky with it too~
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Featured characters: AKYR kids (Hokusai, Satsuki, Reo), cozmez (Kanata, Nayuta)
Tags: Fluff, headcanons, bulletpoint fic, established and non-established relationships, romance, gender neutral reader, not proofread!
Prompt: When you sleepover at their home.
HOKUSAI MASAKI
A sleepover with Hokusai is always a very soothing night. He's very gentle with you and puts all his effort into making this night as cosy as possible for you.
The bed is full of extra pillows and blankets in case you need them, but in the end, you two would be sharing the same ones.
He'd listen to all your worries and whatever thoughts you had swimming in your mind. If you need advice, he'd simply give you some. If you didn't, he'd just let you vent to him as he stroked your hair softly.
Sometimes Luna would join you two to cuddle too. So now there would be two cuddle buddies!
Hokusai, however, doesn't like being on top when you two are cuddling because he's a lot bigger than you and he's afraid he'd suffocate you in your sleep.
Therefore, you'd be on top of him instead. The feeling of you on top of him is really nice, and the way he wraps his arms around you is very warm and cosy too.
He'd kiss your forehead before going to sleep as he whispers, "Goodnight, (Y/N)."
SATSUKI ITO
Very embarrassed that you're even in his room right now.
He tries to make you comfortable by offering that you sleep on his bed whilst he sleeps on the floor.
"D-Don't mind me! Sleeping on the floor isn't a big deal!"
Even when you insist that it's fine for him to sleep next to you, he'll keep refusing.
So now you're on his bed whilst he's sleeping on the floor.
"You okay there?" "I'M FINE!"
You don't give up and continue insisting that he sleep with you, but he's just too embarrassed.
"We're literally dating." "I KNOW BUT STILL!"
Then you suggest that you join him on the floor instead, but he doesn't want that either! He couldn't just let you sleep on the cold, dirty floor!
"THEN COME UP HERE!" "A-Alright...!"
Even when he's finally in bed with you, he lays right on the edge of the mattress as if he were avoiding you. It's honestly kind of funny.
"You're so stupid." "I'M NOT!"
But as the night goes on, he becomes more comfortable with your touch and finally lets you cuddle him to sleep.
REO MARUYAMA
Sleepovers at Reo's place are always fun! You two are always doing some fun activity before you go to sleep whether it be watching a movie or playing board/video games together.
Reo would also bring over midnight snacks for the two of you to enjoy. You two would try feeding each other and it would always end up in quiet giggles.
Satsuki would have to come over to Reo's room to tell you two to go to sleep already.
Reo doesn't hesitate to cuddle you in bed. He's already resting his head on your chest, humming happily.
He's also one to randomly tease you just to get a reaction from you. He likes seeing you flustered even if he can't see the red blush on your cheeks in this lighting.
To end the night off, he kisses your cheek.
"Goodnight, (Y/N). Hope you have dreams of me, hehe~"
NAYUTA YATONOKAMI
Surprisingly, Nayuta really does want you to sleep over at his place (despite Kanata's constant refusal).
He suggests you stay over because he still wants to spend time with you - even when you spent the whole day with him already.
Kanata does not want you over.
Nayuta has to constantly put Kanata in his place so he doesn't drive you away.
Nayuta doesn't mind bringing you over even if his place isn't the 'prettiest' because if you don't mind, then he shouldn't worry about it.
He sleeps in between you and Kanata - you being on his side of the mattress on the floor.
Kanata's irked that Nayuta's now focusing all his attention on you though.
Nayuta isn't even embarrassed that he's cuddling you from behind either.
But maybe he really should just sleep over at yours instead because Kanata won't stop sulking.
KANATA YATONOKAMI
Kanata doesn't really like you sleeping over since he already sleeps on a mattress with Nayuta. He knows how awkward that would be, and he doesn't like the fact you're invading their space.
After all, he doesn't live in the finest conditions.
When you force yourself to stay with them for the night (thanks to Nayuta insisting that you do since it was already so late), Kanata would sleep in the middle of the mattress, separating you from Nayuta.
He'd be turned away from you most of the night, extremely embarrassed by the whole situation.
He'd only cuddle and face Nayuta instead whilst leaving you alone on that side.
But when you wake up in the morning with the sun basking on both your skin, he'd have his arms wrapped around you, snoring lightly.
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I know its days after pocky day but i was slaving over tests and i only had time now dkbsksjdjs thank u to my twt oomfs for the headcanons. Also i never have written newgen before cause i havent gotten to that part of the voice drama yet thats why dodbdkd. Hope u enjoyed.
It was pocky day or pepero day. Whichever one you wanted to call it. So with a box of pocky/pepero ready you approached your lover with the idea of playing the pocky game in mind.
Yatonokami Kanata
When you went up to Kanata holding the box of pocky he was slightly confused as you made no move to give it to him or whatnot. So when you told him you actually wanted to do, he frowned thinking it was a waste of time.
“That sounds stupid. Why would anyone play that?” Kanata huffed his brows furrowed.
“Aww. Come on, please Kanata? It’ll be fun?” You pleaded with him.
“No.” His response came out sharp but not rough, never with you.
You sulked when he denied it, walking away with a crestfallen face bringing the pocky box along with you. Seeing you like that stuck something in him and he just sighed annoyed before the words ‘fine’ reached your ears. You perked up and instantly went up to him, opening the pocky box and pulling a stick out while passing him the box.
“You place it here like this.” You demonstrated it to him, placing the pocky stick on your lips holding it in place. The other free end facing Kanata. “And then you do the same thing on the other side. Then we start.”
Kanata complied albeit being embarrassed to do something dumb like this. Well if you thought it wasn’t dumb then he supposed it was fine. Kanata being the one who gets quite flustered at even the slightest initiation of intimacy, didn’t move at all, letting you take the lead as you bit the pocky bit by bit. The distance between the two of you growing smaller and smaller and Kanata turning more flustered by the second.
The look on his face when you were a bite away from kissing him, your lips brushing against him was enough to make his face crimson red. He didn’t have time to think before you closed the gap though, giving him a light kiss and pulling back. You smiled at him happily as he covered his face with his arm, glaring at you at what you did, although it didn’t have much bite.
Yeon Hajun
You were aware that today was pocky day, you did have plans to play the pocky game with Hajun but you didn’t know what or why or if pigs had started flying for Hajun to approach you that day with a pepero box in his hands suggesting in a playful tone for the two of you to do it.
“Pepero?” You questioned him, eyeing the chocolate strawberry flavoured pepero he had in his hands.
“Yeah. In Korea it’s pepero day instead of pocky day although I’m not sure why we bother copying Japan anyways.” He smiled at you teasingly waving the pepero box in front of you. “Well? Shall we?”
Hajun was a sly and cunning man, that’s what you thought as he increasingly got closer to you, eating the pepero away bite by bite only to stop painfully long near your lips, his brushing against yours. He had that signature smirk of his on his face as he leaned in, only for you to close your eyes to find that his presence was gone. When you opened your eyes you found Hajun smirking playfully at you holding a new pepero stick in his fingers.
“Hm?? Did you think I was going to kiss you dear?” Hajun used that sickeningly sweet tone of his, the one he uses to with his fangirls that makes them all swoon.
“What?! No!” A slight blush adorned your face at being teased like that.
“Oh? But you had your eyes closed so maybe you really thought that I was going to kiss you?”
“No, shut up.” You grabbed the pepero stick from him frustrated as you started another round. This time you were the one taking the bites as Hajun sat there staring at you intensely with a serious look on his face. You wondered what he was scheming, looking like that all of a sudden.
You were about to break off the pepero stick when it was one bite away from his lips but Hajun knowing you well could tell what you were thinking of as he raised his hand to the back of your head and pushed it, locking the two of you into a sweet long teasing kiss. Less to say he didn’t stop poking fun at your reaction to his ministrations for a couple of days after that.
Masaki Hokusai
You had a pocky box held in front of your face as you shyly asked Hokusai if he was willing to play the pocky game with you. When it came to things like this, the two of you were kinda awkward, kinda shy but it didn’t matter and there were times when the boldness would kick in but only just a bit.
Hokusai was feeling a bit shy at agreeing to do it but he could see that you really wanted to do it based on your body language. He knew that if he denied it you would probably shy away for a while. So he agreed, not minding it much since it was you.
And when the two of you managed to get situated, the pocky stick on both of your lips, none of you moved. You felt nervous and so did Hokusai but he decided to take the lead.
“It’s okay, I’ll pull away before our lips touch if that helps” He mumbled as he bit the pocky stick, moving closer and closer to you.
“It’s fine, if you want to kiss….” You shook your head slightly as you insisted.
And Hokusai took your words for it, meeting your lips in a soft warm comforting kiss. Which made your face explode red, ah maybe you shouldn’t have been so adamant for something you weren’t mentally ready for yet.
When the two of you pulled away, you both looked away in slight embarrassment but Hokusai could see how red you were so he got worried and started fussing over you.
Suiseki Iori
You didn’t think Iori was one to be interested in playing the pocky game at all but it didn’t surprise you considering how he was. What did surprise you was that he suggested this while the two of you were at club candy which was the last place you thought he would’ve said it since there were better places to play it but oh welp.
“Seriously? Here? out of all places?” You questioned him in disbelief.
“Why? Scared cutie?” Iori teased.
“Pfttt. No.” You half heartedly glare at him.
You were in his office taking out a pocky stick from the box he had bought in advance. And when you placed it on your lips and his, none of you moved. You thought he was going to take the lead so you eyed him questionably.
“Why don’t you take the lead? Or are you shy? Hm?” Iori eyed you, a mischievous glint in his eyes.
You got ticked off so you did the honours and took the bites. But for each bite he would throw a tease at you, provoking you further.
“Just a small bite? Go on, take a bigger one.” “Why? Scared of being close to me?” “Do I make you that flustered?”
So when you got so close to his lips and took the last bite, clashing your lips with his wanting to shut him up. Iori was in for a pleasant surprise. And when you pulled away he was smiling proud of himself for pushing you to get a kiss out of it.
Maruyama Reo
“Hey, hey. Let’s play.” Reo had practically come skipping to you with a pocky box in his hands.
“Sure.” You answered as you glanced at the box in hand.
Reo took the lead. Taking small bites out of the pocky. He was feeling confident, planning to go all the way near your lips before pulling away. Yeah, that’s what he would do.
You just stared at him as he ate away at the pocky, a bit embarrassed, a bit nervous but slightly excited for what's to come.
“You’re not going to back down huh Reo?” You decided to rile him up.
“Of course not!” He smiled cheekily. Reo thinks that you would probably shy away at the end.
“Is that so…?”
So when he stopped at the last bite, pausing to give you a chance at breaking the pocky off, he was so confident that you would break it off but he wasn’t prepared for what happened next. You had actually leaned in and kissed him. Reo’s eyes widened, not at all expecting this outcome and when you pulled away his face was as pink as his hair, eyes as wide as saucers and his mouth slightly agape. Oh it was definitely worth it for the view that you were greeted with right now.
Inukai Yuto
Yuto was aware of what the pocky game is on account of Shion mentioning it before once or twice. However, he didn’t see the appeal of it. Like why would people decide to use a pocky and eat away at it at a slow pace only to eventually kiss or not. What was the appeal? He didn’t know.
So when you came up to him with a pocky box in hand and those pleading eyes asking him if you could play it with him, he couldn’t help but cave in. Yuto being as he is was nervous when you positioned the pocky and started it.
Taking small bites just to not scare him off. You could see he was flustered. The closer you got the more flustered and red his face got. You weren’t even that close before he broke the pocky stick off. Darting away to do work somewhere.
Hancho
You thought it was Yuto at first but that was until you looked closely that you realised it was actually Hancho with the way he held himself. Hancho was the same as Yuto, knowing about what the pocky game is but he very much does not see the appeal more than Yuto does.
So when you went up to him asking if he could play it with you he just stared at you with an annoyed expression, thinking it’s a waste of time. After some pestering and insistence for you he grumbly agreed to it so it would shut you up but it’s more like it’s because you asked for it.
Hancho somehow miraculously stayed still for you as you set up the pocky. Him letting you do what you want. But the way you went at it was a little too painfully slow for him. You went slow because compared to Yuto, Hancho was more on the unpredictable side and unpredictable he was.
You didn’t expect him to just grab the pocky and toss it away, proceeding to crash his lips on yours in a slightly aggressive kiss. Maybe you should do this more often.
Yatonokami Nayuta
Compared to his twin brother…. Nayuta is more chill about it when you approach him with the idea in mind. He does know what it was and it did pass his mind that you would probably ask to play it with him at some point. No surprises there for him.
He didn’t particularly care nor did he see a point in doing it but knowing that you wanted to do it was enough to make him agree to it. So taking the pocky box out of your hands he opened the package, taking a stick out and handing it to you. Yeah, very chill see?
With the pocky in place by yours truly, you moved slowly at your own pace, eating it. You were more focussed on the pocky’s distance rather than Nayuta’s face. Since you had taken the lead it gave Nayuta more opportunity to focus on your expression as you chipped away at the pocky, that focused face of yours, he thought it was cute.
When you got insanely close, you stopped, wanting to break the stick off but Nayuta was feeling a bit cheeky today. So he leaned in, taking the last bite and connecting with your lips. It was your idea after all.
Ando Shiki
Being a highschool student had its disadvantages and one of them was being forced to place the pocky game, in front of the whole class during lunch break. Fortunately for you, they ended up pairing and forcing you to play it with Shiki. Poor boy was shaking in place, his face red as he watched you grab the pocky box from your friends. Peer pressure much?
Sure he was your boyfriend but that didn’t stop him from sometimes being a bundle of nerves. He was your bundle of nerves though. You noticed that he was more nervous than usual. Probably because you were in front of the whole class, the ones who decided to watch anyway. You grabbed his hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze trying to calm him down.
The whole time while you were biting off the pocky stick you held his hand which elicited some whistles and cheers from your classmates seeing the two of you being so lovey dovey. Slow and steady you went, not wanting to malfunction Shiki’s brain just in case you went too fast.
When you got close enough to kiss, you hesitated. You didn’t think about it when you started. You weren’t sure if he would short circuited if you kissed him here or would he prefer that you didn’t.
Shiki, noticing your hesitance, tugged on your intertwined hands and you glanced at him. His eyes showed conviction, a sign that it was okay for you to do so. And so you leaned in. It was more of a short peck rather than a kiss, deciding in front of the class was not the best place to do so. Shiki deals with intimate stuff better in private rather than with an audience. When you pulled away, Shiki’s face was red but he had a sweet smile directed at you.
Omgggg congratulations on reaching 300 followers !!! You totally deserve it !!! I hope I'm not late to the event. Can i req fluff with tsumugi and s/o who adores the mojakko mascot of him in Switch's SSVRS game ? (It's the blue mascot in Sora's climax card) s/o loves the mascot so much she immediately bought a plush toy of him the moment it releases, and takes it everywhere, which makes him happy but a bitttt jealous that she paid attention to it more than him 😭 thanksss
Here's the first request for the Ensemble Stars portion of the event! Thank you so much for your request! ('▽^人) Your request is ranked 6th. Thank you for participating in my 300 followers event and I hope you enjoy reading~ 💙
"YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU THE BEST, RIGHT?"
Tsumugi Aoba x reader
♡ Tags: Fluff, casual romance, established relationships, fem reader, not proofread!
♡ Word count: 561
♡ A/N: I've only read the prologue to this story, so I hope that's enough! Sorry if I butchered anything in this fic because I can't find any proper translations to the actual story at all... but I hope you like it anyway! (≧◡≦)
"What are you two doing?" you asked the two boys curiously. You placed your hands on your boyfriend's shoulders as you leaned in closer to their computer screens.
"Oh, (Y/N)!" cheered Sora. "We're playing our game! We're working with someone from a game company that worked on SSVRS to make one for Switch!"
"That sounds fun, but... what are you supposed to be?" you asked your boyfriend, Tsumugi, who looked almost as confused as you were at the avatar that was chosen for him.
Sora laughed. "It's Mo-jakko!"
"Mhm, it's Mo-jakko," sighed Tsumugi with a smile. "Scary, huh?"
"Nope, it's cute!" you squealed. "Haha, it looks just like you!"
You started ruffling his hair and he let you without a single complaint or any means to stop you.
"(Y/N), you should join us!" Sora suggested. "It'll be fun!"
"Okay, why not?" you said as you sat down on the chair Tsumugi was already occupying. Now that the two of you were sharing it, it became harder for him to control his character.
But he didn't mind it. He liked how close you were sitting next to him, he didn't care that the two of you could slip out of the chair at any moment. Even when there were plenty of spare chairs in the room, he wanted to be a little selfish and have you right there next to him.
After the session, Sora mentioned that if the game receives enough praise, then Mo-jakko could have his own line of merch to which Tsumugi sighed, but agreed on how cute that may be for their fans.
But Tsumugi didn't expect you to also be interested in something so silly like that.
So when he saw you one day at work with a Mo-jakko plush attached to your side, he was rather confused. Sure, he thought it was cute and it did make him happy that you were showing love to his mascot, but he had noticed how you took it everywhere you went.
Even on dates with him.
At some point, it seemed to him that you were paying more attention to the mascot that resembled him than him himself. He didn't want to ruin your fun though, so he kept it to himself for a while, but there came a time he had to let it all out.
And because Tsumugi was one that didn't understand why his words came out like that, you were particularly dumfounded.
"Tsumugi, are you perhaps... jealous?" you asked, suppressing a laugh.
"M-Maybe?" he answered honestly. "Well, you don't talk to me the way you talk to Mo-jakko..."
You appreciated how honest he could be, so you couldn't be too mad when he finally communicated his feelings to you. You ruffled his hair, fingertips making contact with his fluffy blue locks.
"You know I love you the best, right?" you chuckled.
"Yeah, I know..." He smiled. "But... please don't forget about me, (Y/N)..."
"Who do you think I am?"
You laughed and he followed suit. He admitted it was rather silly of him to be jealous of a plushie, but he did want all of your attention on him than an inanimate object.
You pulled him in, hugging him close.
"I'll always love you more," you continued as his arms wrapped around your body. "After all, Mo-jakko can't hug me like this!"
hiii amh a question what happened with the 300 followers event? about the requests?) qwq
I'm SO sorry. I did announce this before, but stuff happened and I didn't feel like I wanted to write anymore 😞 I do want to finish those requests off, but honestly, I'm finding writing really difficult nowadays. Maybe it's because I don't enjoy it as much as I used to?
But I don't want to completely abandon those requests. I'm still trying my best to finish them, but I can't promise to finish them soon.
Thanks for your ask though! I'm on a hiatus rn as I'm focusing more on other things. I may still lurk around here and there reading/reblogging other fics.
Hevekebejeje happy belated birthday my boy shiki im sorry i forgot😭😭😭 jdbdkdbdj anyways here something after not writing for ages
When you went to school today you had this nagging feeling, this unexplainable feeling that maybe you were forgetting something important. Something that had been on your mind for long but at the last moment forgot what it was. You couldn't shake the feeling off no matter how hard you tried to retrace your thoughts, you just couldn’t remember. Maybe it was the early morning that was making you a bit trippy, your memories a blur since you weren't fully awake as you made your way to school. So you decided to brush it off, thinking that mayhaps you would remember it soon.
Oh how wrong you were. That consistent nagging, that feeling that something was missing followed you throughout the day, plaguing your thoughts as you tried to focus on class but failed miserably. Even Shiki had noticed the shift in your demeanour today. You were so lost in thought that during P.E. as Shiki had thrown a volleyball to you for you to receive it instead hit your head softly. A sudden small yelp left your mouth and Shiki seemed mortified that he caused that to happen despite it not being his fault at all.
“A-ah…. Y/n I’m sorry. Are you alright?” Shiki went up to you worried about you spacing out so much.
You hummed to signify that you were alright as you held the volleyball and rubbed your head slightly where the ball had landed earlier.
“You seemed…..distracted today Y/n. Are you sure you’re alright?”
“I don’t know, I feel like I’m forgetting something really important…” You trailed off going deep in thought.
“You don’t know? Maybe today is an important day?” Shiki hinted lightly at you.
That seemed to give you a slight realisation but not enough for you to quite remember what it is. “Ugh! I seriously can’t put my finger on it.” You were frustrated and what you didn’t realise is that Shiki’s face fell a bit as he patted your back hesitantly.
You had said your goodbyes to Shiki as you left school and that night in your room that feeling still haunted you. As you sat on your bed staring at nowhere in particular, eyes darted around your dim bedroom lazily as it landed on your project that was on your table. It was still such a mess but you had managed to finish it despite the thousand attempts it took you to even get it right and hold its shape. You stood up as you walked to your desk, your hand brushing against the thing you had been working on relentlessly trying to get it just right. It was one of those fake flowers made out of ribbons that you tried your hand at. Sunflowers were the ones that sat on your desk. You wanted to give them to Shiki during his birthday, opting to give him those instead of real flowers since you thought it would be a waste if they died early.
At that moment your phone rang, you picked it up not even bothering to glance at the number.
“Hello?” That was the only thing you managed to get out of your mouth before you were interrupted by a familiar voice.
“Y/n do you know why Shiki seems so down. More than usual I mean.” It was Yohei.
“Eh? What? Did something happen?”
“That’s what I’m asking you. He’s been like this since Ryu brought him back.” Yohei grumbled. “You don’t have anything to do with it do you?”
“Me? No, I didn't do anything. I’m not even sure why you thought of that Kanbayashi-san.”
Yohei was about to say that whenever Shiki had extreme feelings it was always related to you but he bit his tongue. Yohei sighed. “You forgot something today didn’t you?”
“How did you know…?”
“I thought so.” Yohei sighed again. “It’s his birthday.”
Oh. oh……You were probably swearing at yourself so much right now but you managed to catch that Yohei said the bar was still open and the line went dead. Without much thought you grabbed the ribbon sunflowers and darted out of your room. Your parents were in the living room watching a late night program and they questioned where you were heading this late at night. You only yelled back to them that you had to do something important at your friend’s place.
You ran and ran and ran, breathing heavily. The only time you had run this hard was probably during your sport practices but even now you felt like you were running faster compared to then. Straight. Left. Right. Another right and straight again. You probably had the route to Bar 4/7 memorised like the back of your hand, your mind letting your legs bring you there without much thought.
When you arrived you just slammed the front door open, the bell ringing as you just held the door open and your breath panting. Saimon sensei was the one who first saw you in all your sweaty glory as he chuckled and tilted his head to the back door gesturing to you where you should head. Everyone probably already knew. Well maybe except Ryu but that’s a different story.
You immediately made your way there and loo and behold there he was in all his glory as he washed the countless cups and glasses from the night. Yohei was right, Shiki did seem a bit down, his shoulders slumped as he washed the dishes.
“Shiki.” You breathed out. Oh dear you probably should've taken time to compose yourself before you faced him but oh well what’s done is done.
Shiki raised his head and his eyes widened when he saw you. The sight of you breathless and panting like you just ran here-which you did- surprised him. He wondered what you were doing here so late at night. He took off the gloves and placed them beside the sink.
You didn’t say anything as you went up to him and just placed the ribbon sunflowers in his hands as apologies came sputtering out of your mouth. “I’m sorry Shiki I forgot. What kind of friend am I to forget your birthday? Oh my gosh you don’t deserve this kind of treatment-”
“Thanks.” It was faint but it made you stop spewing out apologies to him. It was so soft that you might’ve missed it if you weren’t used to Shiki talking in that tone at times. He was staring adoringly at the present you had made for him. Shiki could see how much effort you put into it as he was aware that you had been buying so many ribbons recently. He knew you weren’t the best at doing things right the first time but knowing that the current version in his hands was nearly perfect made him almost blush at how much thought you put into it. Shiki didn’t say anything as he just stared at the ribbon flowers and back at you. Ah it made your heart flutter momentarily the way he stared at it as if it was the most precious thing on Earth.
Awww, that was so cute!! Minhio, I love your Shiki fics so much! They're always so so sweet. I love the friendship/relationship he has with the reader here. It's so fluffy.
I haven't been the most active on here, but I'm glad this fic was the first one I saw after my long break haha
ngl i wanna admit that everytime i remember the fact that Eichi is some business man i get turned on so much,, like when he gets too stressed from his paperwork and stuff he relieves his stress by putting me against his work desk, holding my hips tightly and fucks the shit out of me 😔😔☝🏼 (bonus: we are clothed except our pants pulled down abit and he lifts the hem of my skirt to watch how im taking his cock, i think it makes it more hot..)
i need this man to ravage & fill my holes so bad, his dom side is my biggest weakness i love him sm!! 😭
It's been a while since I received a ramble/thirst so I'm really excited about this! 💕
That sounds really yummy tho like omg desk sex?! That has to be one of my fave things ever especially when it's in a place that's semi-public and there's a risk of getting caught. Idk I just really like that trope...
Here's my little ramble because I do miss writing these hehe...
Like imagine Eichi having to force a smile for you when you visit him at his office just so he can push you onto his desk and start pounding you to relieve his stress. But oops! This is really unprofessional and he's expecting Yuzuru to come back to report some documents, so he has to be quick!!!
But even when he's frustrated, he'll still treat you as his little princess – just a bit more harsher. He still has that smile on his face, but you could feel the anger within him with every thrust. It feels so good though, and the two of you are trying to silent your moans.
"Be a good girl and quiet down for me, okay?" he whispers in your ear.
Yuzuru comes back and knocks on the door which startles you both, so Eichi has to act quick. He pounds you a little faster so the two of you can cum at the same time. You accidentally slip out a moan and he has to kiss you forcefully to shut you up, but the feel of his tongue in your mouth engrosses you.
And because it's Eichi, he cums outside, and immediately cleans up the mess he made out of you. He's very efficient! He gives you a kiss before helping you up and acting like nothing had happened! Yuzuru is very confused on why you're there, but he can obviously tell what went on...
Business men really do be hot though, you're so real for this, anon!!
i'm requesting for the enstars flower prompts! i'd like to request madara with coriander, forget me not, peony, and pansy! thank you so much ^^
A/N: The max prompts is 3, but since I didn't get that many requests this time round, I will write all 4 for you~
Madara Mikejima
🌼 coriander: what do they love the most about their s/o, both physical and personality-wise?
– Physically, Madara loves all of you! He cannot pick a favourite since every part of you makes you you. He appreciates every part of you and loves every part of you equally. If you don't, then he'll make sure to bring attention to all the areas you're insecure about.
– Personality-wise, Madara loves it when you're quiet or a person who gets easily embarrassed because he finds it somewhat cute. Madara is a loud, extroverted person so he could be your voice, and he loves being helpful to you. But if you're not a person that's like that, then he loves how confident you are too, and how brave and strong-willed you can be!
🌼 forget-me-nots: what do they do to get their s/o’s attention?
– Madara is a guy who would do anything and everything to get your attention. This includes simple acts such as frantically waving at you from across the hall or through a crowd, yelling out your name, or just simply calling or texting you to look up.
– However, when you're busy and Madara wants your attention, he'll calmly ask for it. He doesn't want to be a bother after all. If you reject him, he won't be too upset either because he knows that you don't mean it. He'll wait patiently for you!
🌼 pansy: who likes to tease their s/o the most? how do they react to being teased?
– Madara would tease you more than you would tease him. He just adores his lover sooo much! He's a guy who would like to rile his partner up just so he could see their cute, flustered face.
– But he does like it when you do tease him back especially if you're not one to tease him often. It does surprise him when you start making flirty jokes, and at this point, he's the one who gets flustered.
"Haha, doesn't my boyfriend look good today?" you teased as you began fiddling with his outfit. "This looks good on you... you should wear it more often."
"R-Really?" he asked nervously, a pink hue appearing on his cheeks. "M-Maybe I should... just for you!"
🌼 peony: how do they get their s/o to blush? how does their s/o make them blush?
– Anything Madara does is blush-worthy, but what makes you blush the most is when he brings your hand to his lips and kisses it gently. It's a simple act of love, but you can see the adoration in his eyes when he looks back up at you with that usual, handsome smile of his.
– A surprise kiss on the cheek would make him instantly blush because he would not expect it. Of course, you do give him kisses here and there, but at work when he knows you like being professional, he can't help but blush when you go on your tiptoes to kiss him.
FOR THE SPICY SUMMER EVENT CAN I PLEASE REQUEST KANATA WITH THE SUNDRESS PROMPT OH MY GAWDDD AND PLS MAKE IT SMUTTY THANK YOU VERY MUCH MWAH MWAH 💕💕💕💕 (9th of July pls 🙏🏻)
HI SIL!! PLEASE ENJOY KANATA♡♡
Spicy Summer Event - July 9th
Kanata Yatonokami x fem!reader
-smut, bottom!reader, slightly rough sex?, shy-ish kanata.., no plot just smut, quickie-ish, little bit of aftercare, biting/marking
"kanataaa! look what i bought!!" you called from the other room, twirling once as he walked in to show off the flowy, new sundress that you had put on for your date today. "isn't it pretty? i saw it in a shop window about a week ago and had to buy it!"
"...yeah, it- it looks good," he complimented, looking you up and down again. "kinda makes me not wanna go out today..." he mumbled as he walked up to you, wrapping his arms around you and burying his face in your neck. you felt a light bite to your neck as his hand played with the zipper at the back of the sundress.
"kanata... we've gotta go on our date, you know..." he made no move to indicate that he in fact heard this and continued to leave bites and occasional kisses as he travelled to your shoulder to move the sleeve of the sundress out of his way.
"we can have a stay at home date today," he replied, nudging you to lay on the mattress behind you. "i'll take you out to that cafe another time... when you're not wearing something so- so pretty..." as he hovered over you, you swore you heard him curse under his breath as he looked away from you briefly, a light pink hue on his cheeks, dipping down to kiss your lips soon after. hands wandering up your thighs as he pushed the flowy sundress up around your waist. pulling away from your lips, he mumbled out a "dammit... you're too pretty."
his reached his hand up to hold your cheek as he went back in for another kiss while his other hand wander below the waistline of your underwear, fingers dipping into your cunt. "wa-wait! don't get this- the new dress dirty!" you pushed away from him, breath hitching as you 'tried' to stop him.
"i promise it'll be real quick..."
"that doesn't- doesn't mean it'll stay clean!" you heard him sigh, before mumbling something about how he'll try his best. slipping your underwear to the side, he tugged down his pants enough to slip his dick out. reaching over to a side cabinet beside the bed, he pulled out a condom and slipped it onto himself.
"...ready?" he looked up at you, waiting for you to consent before he did anything else. once you let out a breathy 'yeah', he grabbed your hips and guided the head of his cock into your warm, aching hole, fully sheathing himself inside. as he began to thrust into your aching hole, he grabbed a fist full of the sundress, hissing every time he thrusted back into your tight cunt. all that was clouding in his mind was your pretty moans and how he could pull even more from you.
grabbing the frilly collar of the sundress, he yanked it down to reveal the soft skin of your chest for him to bite and mark till he was satisfied. "sh-shit! kanataa..~!" you whined out, your back arching up to meet his chest as you came on him, nails biting at his back as he helped you ride out the orgasm, slowing down his thrusts now. "ah.. did- did you-?"
"i did, don't worry," he pulled out and took off the condom, tying it off before getting up to throw it out in the trash. "i'll make it up to you about that cafe another time..." he promised before slipping back into the bed with you, pulling you closer to his body. "for now, i just want to do this."
Omg I love your work so much. I literally reread everything you post! One of my fave Paralive writers on here fr! 💜
Anyways, if it's okay, could I request headcanons for Cozmez with a s/o who's always so nice despite how mean they could be to them, but one day they just can't take it anymore and just snap? Sounds kinda angsty, but I was hoping you could turn that around for a happier resolution!
Thank you in advance!! 💖💕
(Thank you 💖)
Kanata Yatonokami:
Your frustration knocked the breath right out of Kanata. He didn’t always realize when he was being cruel or icing you out, and you did your best to be patient with him, but there came a point where you wanted to know you were important, too. If you were never going to be seen as ‘family’ to him then you’d rather cut the cord now, telling him as much before storming off to be alone as he still hadn’t said anything. He’s normally quick to lash back out but he still struggled to even recognize what your argument had been about, needing his own time alone to confront what your words meant. He does manage an apology at least, even if he doesn’t know how to correct his behavior; you are family now, and he doesn’t want you to leave his life over something like this.
Nayuta Yatonokami:
Nayuta is surprised, mostly because he didn’t think anything he said was out of line or that mean. He was used to being direct but Kanata wasn’t like every other person, and they were brothers after all. You must’ve mistook his honesty as something negative but he was honest with you because he felt like he could trust you. He’s not great at explaining these emotions and with how angry you are, he’s even less likely to engage in a conversation. He wanted you to cool off first, thinking that would lead to the best outcome and you might listen (and understand) what he was saying to you. He’s a little gentler and full of tact during your next conversation, holding your hand as he explained himself to show his feelings for you were strong enough he’d put himself in this embarrassing situation just so you’d stay with him.
I’m so sorry for not being active, but I’ve been focusing more on art nowadays. I really want to get these fics out, but I don’t know if I really want to write right now. Ahhh, I feel really bad 😭
I haven’t been on Tumblr at all lately either. I’ve been prioritising other things 💔
i just want to sit on kanata's lap so bad rn... so i would like to ask some nsfw hcs related to that if it's okay
okay, nonnie!! enjoy♡
Sitting on his Lap
Kanata Yatonokami x gn!reader
-smut, cockwarming, some afab stuff & amab stuff (in orange!)
-i think kanata would enjoy cockwarming on his lap. it's just the most comfortable position, in his opinion, to do so in. he's very content with simply sitting quietly while he scrolls on his phone or falls asleep if he's had a long day.
-if you aren't cockwarming him though and you're needy, usually he's not one to slack off when it comes to you but if he's especially tired then he'll lazily finger you and rub circles on your clit/wrap his lithe fingers around your tip to give it much needed attention.
-he's not one to usually initiate sex while you sit on his lap. he just enjoys the moment and if you decide to escalate it then he'll go along with it.
-always keeps his arms around your waist when you're on his lap, ensuring that you're not going to get up and leave, while he shoves his face into your neck with occasional kisses left behind by his lips.
-gives you an angry glare when you try to grind against him when you know for a fact that he's tired. he loves you a lot but you're testing his patience right now...
#Sil300Special hii I hope there is still some space ay, I was wondering if I could request headcanons for cozmez with a s/o fem who is a children's entertainer ^^ well that would be all jeje tkm and congratulations *hugg* <33
Here's the first request for the event!! Thank you so much for your request for my 300 followers event! ♡(>ᴗ•) Your request is ranked 8th, so there isn't a gift this time around, but thank you for participating nevertheless~ 💕
THEIR S/O AS A CHILDREN'S ENTERTAINER
Featured characters: Kanata Yatonokami, Nayuta Yatonokami
♡ Tags: Headcanons/bulletpoint fic, fluff, casual romance, established relationships, fem reader
♡ Word count: 559 (Kanata), 467 (Nayuta)
♡ A/N: I loved writing this. It was the sweetest thing. I hope everyone enjoys! (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )♡
Kanata doesn't care how you make your money, but he does get intrigued when you would always come home to him with candy and confetti in your pockets.
"Look at my haul today, Kanata!" you exclaimed, dropping all the candy onto his lap. "Let's try some–"
"Oi..." he said, annoyed at the fact you just dumped all your sweets on him. "We can't eat these until after dinner, y'know?"
You were always so happy whenever you'd show him what the kids had given you that day, describing how the parties went that in the end, it made Kanata want to attend these events to see you in action too.
He had never seen you working before because your usual gigs were children's parties, but there were times you'd work at public events that were usually hosted in the middle of the city.
You had informed him about your current event beforehand, so he went to visit you after working his own jobs set by Iori.
But when he arrived, he didn't see you anywhere. Sure, there were balloons and kids everywhere and that big, fluffy bunny mascot that you couldn't miss, but you, his girlfriend, wasn't there.
"Ehhh... where is she?"
Kanata stayed for a few minutes, eyeing the happy faces of kids who were given balloons by the bunny, but he came here for you, not some middle-aged man in a rabbit costume.
He was about to leave until the bunny ran over to him. It took his hand and tried giving him a balloon.
"Argh... No thanks, I'm fine," he uttered. He was kind of embarrassed that the bunny went over to him and made him the centre of attention. "No, seriously. I don't want it."
But the bunny was reluctant. You were reluctant. Urging your boyfriend to take the balloon was hard when he was being so stubborn.
"Just take the balloon, Kanata!" you cried under the layers of fabric and foam. You jumped up and down in frustration as the balloon followed your movements.
And for some reason, this was what got Kanata to accept the balloon. "Okay, fine..." he sighed, but a smile appeared on his face. "Thanks... (Y/N)."
You had told him you were going to be working as a mascot this time around, but it seems that Kanata didn't take that information in until the last second.
But you were content that he finally accepted your balloon, so you continued to do your job of entertaining the kids.
When your shift was over, Kanata was waiting for you with the string in between his fingers. He looked adorable sitting there with the balloon you gave him.
"Kanata, I'm done!" you said, engulfing him in a hug. You had changed out of your mascot costume so you were free to talk to him normally. "I'm glad you came!"
With his other hand, he hugged you back. "Yeah... I didn't expect that mascot to be you though," he confessed. "Not until you started stomping like that, haha."
"Was that how you recognised it was me...?" you questioned in offence. But you laughed as you linked arms with him, ready to go home. “But I was a cute bunny, wasn’t I?”
“Mm, the cutest,” he agreed. “Do I still have to hold onto this balloon though…?”
“Of course! I gifted it to you after all!”
Nayuta thinks it’s pretty cool that you’re a children’s entertainer. But to be honest, he always thinks you're cool.
Since he can't see you at work, he's still content with the fact you can show him pictures and videos of you performing. He always has something cute to say about how you dress or the way you speak to the kids.
"Your outfit's really... interesting... but you look adorable, haha."
But he does want to see you work in person one day. The two of you don't know how that is possible though, but an opportunity arose when one of the kid's parties was held at the park.
"Nayuta, you can help me set up the activities," you said. "It'll be fun!"
"Sure, but do I have to wear those costumes too...?"
"Of course you do! It's part of being a children's entertainer!"
Nayuta barely wore such absurd and bright colours, but you thought he looked adorable. He looked like a little kid in his primary-coloured outfits and polka dots.
"Hehe, smile!" you chirped, taking a pic of your boyfriend.
"H-Hey! Delete that!"
"No way! You look so cute! Plus this is something to be remembered."
Nayuta scoffed under his breath, but he didn't press on further. You did look really happy.
"Fine," he breathed as he flicked your forehead with a small smile. "Just don't show anyone else, okay?"
When it was time to entertain the kids, Nayuta helped you out with the activities you had planned for them beforehand. He was exceptional when speaking to the little ones and it surprised you a little.
But he was terrible at making balloon animals, so he just sat there and watched you do it.
For most of the time that he was there, he admired you, watching you in awe and in love that you could be so energetic and humorous.
At home, you were the complete opposite. Sure, you were energetic, but this was a whole different level. The kids loved how entertaining and fun you were that the atmosphere Nayuta was occupying felt so cozy and warm, something that he didn't get to experience when he was a kid.
"Thanks for helping me out, Nayuta!" you exclaimed. "Did you have fun?"
Nayuta nodded as he carried a little party bag filled with candy in one hand whilst the other carried yours.
"Haha, yeah I did," he said, but continued softly. "I'm glad I got to experience that one way or another..."
"Hmm?"
"Nothing~"
Despite helping you out that one time, Nayuta concluded that he just wasn't fit to be a children's entertainer, but he loved that you were one, so that was all that mattered.
And yet he still loved hearing your stories and watching videos of you performing. He'll never get tired of those.
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