Mayoi ayase x reader maybe please 😼😼!! (have a good day, and remember to take good care of yourself! <3)
hello! sorry for being gone for so long again, but i'm back ;v; thank you so much for requesting and your patience <3
(reader is gn! reader)
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dating mayoi includes...
i'm pretty sure he shocked himself when he hears that someone out there as a crush on him
he genuinely believes that it's a prank when you confess to him with a letter and everything because he can't really wrap his mind around the fact that he's... desirable, in that way
eventually, after some heart-to-heart, the two of you have officially become an item
but the funniest thing is that no one else really knows how it happened
heck, mayoi himself isn't sure how it happened, but he's definitely going to treasure you regardless! if he fumbles you, that might as well be the end of him... but it's very unlikely that it happens
for one, mayoi, though lacking in confidence, has a heart of gold.
through his actions and many voice lines in the game, we can tell that he cares about his friends and unit mates very much, and there's no doubt that he cares a lot about you too.
he might not fully understand what it is about him that makes you attracted to him enough to seek a relationship with him, but he certainly won't complain and do his best to fit to your needs and wants.
secondly, mayoi hates arguments and would rather talk things out in a calm, civil manner rather than yelling and snapping at someone he loves so dearly. if you ever leave during one such conversation for some fresh air, he will unfortunately think that you're leaving him for good
but all it really takes for him to come back to reality is you coming back home to tell him you're not leaving him over a petty argument, let alone something you don't even remember.
going onto my third point, mayoi is pretty sensible of other people's emotions though he has a tendency to misunderstand them often.
it really goes to show that he cares, and if anyone's going through a hard time, he wants to be there for them, which applies to you even more!
after all, who is he to focus on other people's feelings when his s/o is having a hard time? whether it's work, friends, or even family, he's more than happy to be a listening ear and lend you a shoulder to cry on.
no matter how shy or introverted he may be, i doubt that mayoi would just let others walk over his s/o like some doormat.
he has the means of resorting to physical conflict, as shown in the Road to Show movie, and he's more than willing to use it if it means it makes your life easier.
not to the point that he's going to wipe someone off the planet like certain people but he will teach them a lesson on respecting you.
i do think mayoi is willing to listen to any reasons you have for not wanting him to get physically involved, especially if there are details that he wasn't aware of prior. even if he wants to help you, if him getting involved like that makes things harder on your end, then he'd rather be focusing on comforting you and supporting you through this rough patch.
i also think that, after some time and patience, mayoi will grow used to be more physically intimate. probably not in public where tons of people could see him being lovey-dovey with you, but at least with some of his friends and unit mates while he happily introduces you as his lover.
given that he is an idol, it goes without saying that your relationship will have to be guarded under locks and keys, but at any point that mayoi retires from that life, he's practically set on marrying you.
if you're patient enough to pursue a relationship with him and walk him through the bumpier roads in life with him, then there's no question on his mind whether he should marry you or not.
you're quite literally a safe space to him as a person, as strange as that may be. but he truly does feel safe with you, and he certainly hopes that you do by the time he pulls out the ring and takes the initiative in your relationship this time.
I don’t know if requests are still open, and you’re also free to ignore this since ik you prefer writing knights 🧍♀️But !! could I request a mayoi hurt comfort kind of fic where the reader is comforting him ❤️
Tysm in advance! Stan Arashi 🙏
“ reassurance “
૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა Pairings : Mayoi Ayase / GN!Reader
𐙚 Warnings : hurt to comfort (its mostly just comfort) , suicidal thoughts kinda
𐙚 You comfort Mayoi after he accidentally said something to you that he regrets :(
For Mayoi, living life was hard.
Living was one thing, but living with thoughts like his… it was terror to him.
Though, even with the hundreds of times he’s slipped up his words or blurted all his concerning thoughts out, you never stopped loving him.
Even when he accidentally blurts something that offends you.
He felt disgusted with himself, he didn’t deserve you. He wanted to slap some self into his past self. They’re gonna break up with me. Why did i even say that? Why—
“Mayoi…” You hugged him as tight as you could, his head immediately burying in your shoulder. Even with the pure hatred he had with himself right now, he still selfishly wanted your comfort.
“Ah… I-I’m so.. so sorry…” He swallowed, he closed his eyes, still on edge. He knew you were gonna end it with him. He just wanted to be near you before you left.
Expecting either scolding or dreadful words— he flinches yet again at how soft you sounded with him.
“I’m not mad with you, Mayoi.”
He pulled back slightly to look at you, his watery eyes wide with disbelief. “W-what…? But I- I said something so horrible… I… I hurt you—“ His voice cracked at the end, as his words came out tumbling due to his panicked state.
You gently reached up to cup his face, you rubbed your thumb on his cheek to soothe him. “I know you didn’t mean it. Were you scared?”
Mayoi bit his lip, his gaze darting downward. He didn’t trust himself to speak. He didn’t trust himself at all.
Despite that, you continued. “You’re harder on yourself than anyone else ever could be, Mayoi. But… you don’t have to carry all that guilt and pressure by yourself.”
He trembled. At each word you spoke, the harder it was for him to keep the tears at bay. “But… what if I do it again? What if I hurt you again?” His voice was as weak as ever, broken and raw.
“Then… then we’ll work through it together.” You said without hesitation. “I love you so much Mayoi, and love isn’t about perfection. You don’t have to be perfect for me. You’re enough just as you are.”
At your words, a tear slipped down his cheek. And then another. Before he could even think, he found himself burying his face in your shoulder again, the comfort of your body being his only solace.
“I-I don’t deserve you—“ He whimpered through his silent sobs, clinging onto you like you were the only thing keeping him from falling apart completely.
“No. No, you deserve so much more than you think.” You whispered, running your fingers through his hair. “I’ll remind you of that every single day if I have to.”
For the first time in what felt like forever, Mayoi allowed himself to believe, that maybe— just maybe, he wasn’t as broken or weird as he thought he was.
In your arms, the terror in his mind finally quieted, and for the first time, he finally felt safe enough to keep trying—to keep living.
Author’s Note : i love mayoi!!! Hes so pretty!!! Ahhgh sorry for not posting ++ with this being so short nd kinda buns… ive been playing too much obeymei its kinda unhealthy. And yes. Stan Arashi my wife!!!<3
Idk if you accept these but maybe y/n or reader as skmeone like Emu otori from pjsk? IGNORE THIS PART IF YOU WANT TO AND THANK YOU
a/n : thanks for requesting! I don't play pjsk so sorry if reader is not really emu style ( all I remember about her is that she goes wonderhoy 😭 and she's just so excited 24/7 )
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[ a. mayoi x reader ]
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you were the ever joyful and full of energy idol, that always puts a smile on everyone you meet or the idol that seems to enjoy being an idol. someone who shines so so bright on stage. aira of course got attracted to you and won't stop babbling about things you did and eventually, all of alkaloid became your fans!
" we finally get to collab with y/n-san, I'm so excited! " aira says, all of alkaloid were at cafe cinnamon, awaiting your arrival.
just as the bell to the door, jingles. you came, spotting the group quickly and making your way to, you take a seat right next to mayoi, who can't seem to ease his nerves.
" hello! so glad to finally meet you, I can't wait to sing the song and perform it with you guys! " you smile oh so brightly as the three return the same. mayoi can't help but blush at the close proximity and the way you glow with so much happiness. he's really quite the opposite, gloomy and definitely far from the joyful and full of energy idol, he idolises.
just as discussions and getting to know one another ends, everyone starts leaving, leaving mayoi and you alone. you flash him a smile as he quickly looks away. it won't hurt to stay a little.
" how are you always shining so bright? " mayoi finally asks as your smile falters before smiling once more.
" I enjoy being an idol so I can't help it, shining so bright does make others shine with you, don't you think so? you should smile too~ it'll bring a smile to the people around you, " you push your index to his lips, quirking it up as you quickly take your leave. leaving a confused yet happy mayoi. did you run away out of embarrassment?
before you know it, everything was finished and set for your final performance with the boys. they were all nice and welcoming, treating you like their own member. after the first encounter with mayoi, you can't help but fall a little in love with him. his gloomy and opposite personality pulls you in, he's got quite the charm after all!
with the final verse sung, you don't realise yourself falling and mayoi was quick to pull you up, quickly pulling his hand away after he realised you both were in front of your thousands of fans.
" I- um, I'm so sorry! " he bows, moving himself away from you and to the other side, you can't help but flush at his reaction.
when you return to the back stage, you can't help but tug on mayoi's shirt, preventing him from running away.
" eek-! what are you doing y/n-san? I'm so sorry for what I did on stage, I didn't mean to touch- " soft lips was pressed to his cheek, he can't help but turn rosy.
" it's really fine! mayoi, please go out with me! " mayoi can't help but feel faint, did his idol who seemed so far from where his gloomy self confess to him?
" mayoi say something! " hiro calls from the room as mayoi is left stumbling over words.
" i-i-i like you too! " now it's your turn to go rosy. mayoi managed to break the ever so energetic idol~
hello my little friend :) i'll start nice. can i request some fluff with alkaloid? platonic or romantic, up to you <3
hello gayass :) i hope you read these and explode (affectionate) :3 i would say these lean towards romantic but aira’s and mayoi’s could be seen as platonic <3
alkaloid + fluff
reader : gender neutral, no pronouns used, reader bakes in tatsumi's scenario
type : scenarios
warnings : none
word count : 1024... yeah i kinda got carried away
a pleasant shiver runs from the back of your head to the base of your spine as you rouse from your slumber. you yawn softly, nuzzling into the warmth pressed against your cheek, and stilling in surprise when the warmth hugs you back.
“you’re awake?” you feel the rumble of hiiro’s voice in his chest before you hear it. you make a noncommittal sound – not really saying something or the other, just letting him know you’re awake – and readjust your head, your ear pressed to his chest. hiiro hums and moves a hand to your shoulder, squeezing softly. the two of you fall into a comfortable silence.
the strong, steady thump of his heart makes you smile, and you close your eyes in an attempt to hear it better. “are you trying to fall asleep again?” hiiro asks, an audible smile in the lilt of his voice. your answering silence has him chuckling, and strong arms pull you to a sitting position beside him. “it’s a new day! you can’t go back to sleep now – we’ve got so much to do!” the sweet smile hiiro gives you makes something burst in your chest, filling it with warmth. maybe waking up isn’t so bad if you get to see that smile.
maybe waking up isn’t so bad if he’ll be here with you again as you drift off tonight.
aira, mayoi and tatsumi below the cut!
“waa~ that was so cool!” you can practically see the sparkles around aira as he wears a content, closed-eye smile.
he’d been looking forward to this live for weeks, and gushing about it for even longer. it was held by a fairly new unit – he had rambled to you about it once over lunch – but it had become somewhat of an overnight sensation. the day he had gotten the tickets, aira had come running to you, holding out a ticket and asking with wide eyes if you’d like to go with him. you had accepted, so now here you are, linking arms with the boy as you amble along the pavement.
“did you enjoy it?”
you don’t think it’s possible for him to look any happier, but your assurance that yes, you did enjoy it very much has him clapping his hands and bouncing in glee. the scene makes something soft blossom in your chest, expanding to fill your ribs and escaping you as an amused laugh.
“you know, i’m glad you don’t comment much on how much i like idols,” he starts, fiddling with the keychains on his bag. “most people are surprised that an idol likes idols so much, and say some weird things about it. but you just accept it as a part of me, a-and let me talk about them… uh, did i say something wrong?” he blinks at your wide-eyed expression as you try not to burst into tears at his admission. or grab him and shake him like a maraca.
the best you can do is aggressively reassure him that you’ll always listen to him talk about his interests. his resulting laugh has your face lighting up as well. “does that mean you’ll come with me to more lives?”
“wh-what are you doing!?”
mayoi, after much coaxing, has finally agreed to put his head in your lap. even so, he refuses to put his full weight on you – my sins may be too much for you to bear! – choosing instead to hold himself above you, muscles tensed. you had just ghosted your fingers over his hair when he had gasped, pulling his shoulders up to his ears as if trying to hide in his shell.
i’m playing with your hair, you say matter-of-factly, and he whimpers at the thought of your hand on his scalp. “you can’t!” he protests weakly. “i – you’ll be tainted!”
by what, mayoi, you ask, before switching tactics. you assure him that it’s alright, that you want to do this. nothing’s gonna happen to you. nothing’s gonna happen to anyone. your determination is rewarded when he eventually relents, his face hidden in his hands as you undo the ribbon holding his braid.
the first contact of your fingertips against his scalp sends a shudder down his spine, a soft sob escaping him. you smile softly as you continue your ministrations, carding your fingers through his long strands. you admire how well-maintained his hair is… the colour, the texture... and before you know it, he’s completely relaxed, fully resting his head in your lap.
he sighs contentedly, almost nuzzling his head into your hand like a cat. soon enough, his breathing evens out and you know he’s fallen asleep. be sure to savour every moment now – you’d want to be able to assure him that this was nice when he wakes up apologetic, right?
you feel a warm pair of arms wrap around your waist from behind. the sudden contact makes you stiffen a little, but the gentle press of tatsumi’s lips against your cheek has you almost melting in his arms.
“they look delicious," he says, referring to the sheet of cookies you're about to put in the oven. you laugh – that's uncooked dough, tatsumi, you'll get sick – and he chuckles in response. "my point still stands," he remarks. "i can hardly wait until they're ready to eat."
you feel tatsumi's soft gaze on you as you place the tray in the oven. growing flustered, you buy time by fussing over the temperature, hoping that he'll look away...
...which does not work. when you stand up and turn to face him, tatsumi's right in front of you, his smile so filled with adoration that it makes something twist in your chest. he takes your hands in his, and you slowly begin to dance to a silent song – a song composed just for the two of you, heard only by the two of you.
the aroma of your baked goods wafts through the air. you let out a flustered laugh and for a second he feels as if he’s reverted to a grinning, blushing, lovestruck boy. the lights in the kitchen are far from flattering, but to tatsumi? he swears you have never looked more beautiful than in this moment, right between his arms.
Hi, could I request romantic fluff of the Reader making and giving Valentine’s chocolate to Mayoi?
His favorite chocolate voice line fills me with so much pure joy.
This was such a cute request. I enjoyed writing it, and I hope you enjoy reading!! I did end up using his official Valentines' line from ENGstars too hehe ♡
Mayoi Ayase x Reader
Genre/s: Fluff, established relationship
Word count: 1,084
Plot/summary: Just some casual fluff with Mayoi, making him chocolates for Valentines because you love him so much!
You've been together with Mayoi for a while now, but this is the first time you're actually going to spend Valentine’s Day with him, so you wanted to make the day extra special!
And of course, you were planning on making his favourite chocolate! After browsing the internet for a recipe, you clocked out of work to head to the nearest supermarket to buy all the ingredients.
But something felt off when you stepped outside the building to Star Pro. You whipped around, scanning your surroundings. You clutched the strap of your bag before crying out, "Mayoi, are you around here?!"
You could hear the sound of something shuffling towards you. Mayoi made himself seen as he exited from his hiding place from behind the corner. He looked distraught that you noticed his presence.
"What are you doing?" you asked him curiously. There wasn't any annoyance to your voice, but knowing him, he took it as if you were mad at him anyway.
"I promise I wasn't going to do anything bad, (Y/N)!" he quavered. "Please forgive me...!"
You laughed a little bit and approached him, taking his hand in yours to reassure him that you weren't mad at him at all, but was just curious at the fact he needed to hide himself from you. You're his girlfriend after all! He didn't need to take precaution from you.
"I'm sorry..." he murmured. "It's just a habit of mine... it's hard to break out of..."
"I understand," you said. "Are you done with rehearsals? I thought you'd stay awhile."
Mayoi's fingers intertwined with yours. "The others decided to call it a day, so I was about to go back to the dorms... but then I saw you..."
"Well," you began, pulling your hand away from him and then pointing at the other direction. "You should go back to the dorms."
Mayoi was stunned by your change in attitude. First you showed him such compassion and sweetness, and then the next second, you were acting all stern with him. You WERE mad at him after all!
"So you ARE mad at me, (Y/N)!"
"Yep, now go," you joked. "Shoo, shoo!"
He was absolutely dumbfounded. You were trying so hard not to burst out laughing.
You were only playing with him, but you needed to go to the supermarket before closing time. If you were to tell Mayoi that you were going to run some errands, he was for sure going to come with you to help. You didn't want that! This was supposed to be a surprise for him!
"I need to go," you informed him. "I'm quite busy tonight. So, go back home and get some rest, okay?"
"Okay..." he said with a sad little nod. You were glad he didn't ask any questions.
"And don't follow me!" you added which made him wince. You knew him so well...
Later, when you were finished buying all the ingredients you needed, you returned home. You couldn't meet Mayoi at the dorms anyway, it wasn't permitted. So, you took this opportunity to get the chocolates made for Valentines' Day which was just around the corner.
After preparing the chocolate in which Mayoi had such bitter taste in, you poured the mixture into the cute heart-shaped moulds that you bought at the store. Then you placed them into the freezer to cool.
Once removed from the freezer, you started decorating the chocolates with red and white sprinkles, adding a sprinkle of gold power on top too. They looked so cute that you ended up taking a picture of them.
"Hehe, I hope he likes them!" you exclaimed.
You neatly packaged the chocolates in a box, securing it with a red ribbon. You couldn't wait to give this to him the next day.
After your shift with Trickstar, you clocked out and wandered around Star Pro to find out where Mayoi could be. You were sure that he didn't have anything planned after 5pm, so you scanned the agency until there were no other places you could scan.
"Huh..." you muttered. "Where on earth is he–"
"(Y-Y/N)!"
You looked up to find Mayoi running towards you.
"Ah, there you are!" you chirped, spreading your arms out wide for a hug. However, he didn't really expect that from you, so he was quite hesitant. Though, he did really want to touch you, so he accepted the invitation and brought you into his embrace.
"Niki's right... you do smell nice..." you murmured to yourself, but he was quick to catch on that statement of yours.
"P-Please don't eat me, (Y/N)!" he wailed.
"Oh, I won't... not yet that is," you said. "But I hope you'll be able to eat this!"
You pulled out the box of chocolates from your bag and handed them over to Mayoi with a sweet smile.
"Happy Valentine’s Day, Mayoi," you said softly.
He was astonished. Did he hear that correctly? Well, of course he did. You're his girlfriend. But sometimes it does feel like he's dreaming, and that he should wake up from this dream because it doesn't feel too real. Though, it was real, and your feelings for him were real too. You liked him so much that you were willing to give him chocolates for Valentine's Day...
"I made them myself, you know? I hope you like them!"
He couldn't help but smile at you, his cheeks burning red. "It's hard to find someone this nice to me..." he began, opening the box and admiring the chocolates you made for him. "I'm sorry, I don't know how to respond... Ughhh, I'm on the verge of tears."
"Aww, come on, Mayoi... you deserve it," you said. "I love you after all."
As if his face couldn't get even more redder, it did. He looked at you desperately and you took the initiative to give him a little peck on the cheek.
"(Y/N)..."
You grinned. "Aren't you going to try one?"
He picked one of the chocolates and placed it in his mouth. It seemed like he enjoyed it as he kept smiling at you.
"It's delightful," he commented. "Thank you, my love."
"I'm glad you like it. Now let's go spend the rest of the day together! I was thinking that we could..."
As you voiced your ideas, Mayoi was thinking of what he should do for you for White Day. He needed to make it even more special for you as he loved you too much for it to just be a normal day.
pairing » ritsu sakuma x gn!reader || hiiro amagi x gn!reader || mayoi ayase x gn!reader
requested? no, but hiiro and mayoi were suggested by march (@rinnelovebot)
genre » fluff, some crack
warnings » not proofread, cursing, mentions of medicine, mentions of fainting in hiiro's part, insecurities (?) in mayoi's part (let me know if i missed anything.)
a/n » surprise haha. more self-indulgent content.
➳ ritsu sakuma
✧ was he your boyfriend or a child? at this point, you weren't sure.
✧ he gets so whiny when he's sick, even more so than usual. he whines when you stop cuddling with him to go to the bathroom, he whines when you tell him to take medicine, he whines when you tell him he can't kiss you because he'll get you sick too, he just whines a lot in general.
✧ if he's not whining, he's sleeping. he does not care what you're doing, you have to lay with him in bed, hold him in your arms and play with his hair until he falls asleep.
✧ he claims that he won't be able to get better unless you cuddle with him, which is obviously bullshit, but how could you resist him when he's looking at you with glassy eyes? so eventually, you're forced to be on the end of his borderline parasitic behaviour whether you want to be or not.
✧ he exaggerates, a lot. if his head hurts, he'll act like he just broke every single bone in his body and if his throat hurts, he'll act as if he's dying and only a kiss from you could cure whatever overblown condition he has going on.
✧ he also refuses to take his medicine or eat anything unless you're feeding it to him. you almost wanted to smack him when he mentioned that he wanted you to feed it to him mouth-to-mouth and he got the message, immediately shutting up and accepting the food from the spoon you were holding.
✧ and as spoiled as he can act, you can't help but soften up at how earnest he looks when he thanks you for taking care of him so well right before he dozes off.
➳ hiiro amagi
✧ tries his best to convince you that he isn't sick and that he's completely fine even though he's absolutely burning up and it takes him nearly fainting while working for him to accept the fact that yes, he's sick with a fever.
✧ he's so sad about the fact that he's sick because he can't go out with you on dates after school, his favourite part of each day. he can't even kiss you on the lips and that saddens him even more.
✧ because of that, he listens to everything you tell him to do so that he can get better as soon as possible — you want him to take medicine? sure, he might grimace at the taste of it, but he won't complain. you want him to rest up? of course! but only if you're there in his arms.
✧ clingy. so so clingy. every time you leave his tight embrace, he pouts at you and makes grabby hands at you for you to come back. you have to explain to him that no, you're not leaving, you're just going to the bathroom and that yes, you will be back in 2 minutes.
✧ those two minutes might as well be the most painful two minutes of his life and you come back only to find him staring at the ceiling with a dead expression, his eyes lighting up in pure, unadulterated joy once his gaze falls upon you.
✧ he really would love to insist that you don't have to take care of him, but he loves it so much that he can't bring himself to do that; the feeling of you pampering him makes him so unbelievably happy.
✧ he'll be a little sad once he gets better because that means that you won't be as doting as you were when he was still ill, but he doesn't really mind once he realises that he can take you on as many dates as he wants to now. oh, and he won't stop kissing you for the next week or two, but really who would complain about that?
➳ mayoi ayase
✧ he'd feel so so bad about having you take care of him :( he really doesn't want to burden you and as much as he tries to convince you that he's doing alright and that you don't have to take the next few days off from school or work for him, you couldn't bring yourself to leave him sick all alone.
✧ he's so concerned about you getting sick and even though he wants nothing more than to be held by you, he wouldn't be able to forgive himself if you ever got ill because of him.
✧ but then he like. blacks out the moment you shush him and run your fingers through his hair. he proceeds to sleep for the next few hours and is so embarrassed when he wakes up.
✧ he really doesn't mean to be clingy or anything, but when he's tired, he's practically splayed across your lap with his head resting on your legs and nuzzling into your stomach blissfully. he does it out of pure instinct but once again, gets really embarrassed afterwards.
✧ likes to be coddled but feels super guilty about telling you to do it. you get the hint from his subconscious indications — him nudging your hand with his head when he wants you to play with his hair, sparing longing glances at you when you're not paying attention to him and having a dejected expression whenever you're not in close proximity of him.
✧ just like hiiro, he listens to whatever you tell him to do without any complaints. he thinks that complaining will only make things harder for you and he definitely doesn't want that.
✧ you kiss him all over his face and you can't really tell if he's burning up because he's sick or if blood is rushing to his cheeks because of your actions.
✧ will be so grateful to you once he's better and will thank you so many times. he'll take you out on dates as an apology for 'burdening you' which isn't true at all since you didn't mind taking care of him, but you can't really complain about getting to spend time with him.
Tw: somnophilia (reader receiving), non-con, established relationship
Word count: 1,447
Plot: As you are sound asleep on your bed, a tall figure stares at you from the corner of the bedroom. You were supposed to be alone this night but it seems you aren't. He gets closer to your bed.
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"I-I just want to make sure she's okay since she told me she would be alone at home today", Mayoi quietly mumbles to himself.
"AahH I'm so sorry for being such a disgusting stalker Y/N", he says. It seems he used his stealth skills to get inside your house at night without your knowledge. It wasn't his first time doing so.
"Just a sneak peek a-and I-I promise I'll go" your boyfriend whispers, hoping to get to see your sleeping face before leaving.
As the room is quite dark, Mayoi gets even closer to you to catch a glimpse of your facial expression.
"You're so beautiful Y/N... ahH I'm sorry for being such a creep!", he says on low volume.
Be it because of the vibrations in Mayoi's voice or because of the temperature getting hotter, your mouth opens a bit.
"Oh no.. Y/N...?! Did I wake you up?! I'm so sorry I didn't mean to-", he stops.
It looks like you are still sleeping. Your body even relaxes a bit, the switch in your position slightly revealing what you are wearing underneath your bedspread. This didn't go unnoticed on his part.
Mayoi starts to gently pull your blankets off of you with his shaky hands.
"Just a quick look!", he says.
Your bra and panties are the only fabrics covering your body now.
"So... beautiful...", Mayoi compliments with a mixture of adoration and lust.
He stares at your cleavage and crotch for a solid minute, while his is hardening.
"Y/N Can I?...", he says while groping your breast.
"S-So soft".
Mayoi accidentally pinches your nipples. While still dreaming, your body releases a soft moan.
"Do you like it?.... UghH... I'm so sorry for troubling your sleep like this", he says while tearing up.
Although he feels a bit guilty for what he is doing to you, he starts rubbing his thighs together. The sound of your moaning voice made his boner even worse.
"Y/N... ah.. If only you could be awake right now... But if I wake you up, I don't know how to explain why I'm here".
He hesitates, his pants getting tighter and tighter.
He finally stands back up, and pulls his pants down, his lower half only covered by his boxers now.
He sneakily gets back in your bed and puts himself on top of you.
"L-let me just... feel good for a moment, a-and this time I promise I'll go."
Your boyfriend places his covered cock against your panties.
"Ahh! It f-feels nice..." he released at the contact of your two crotches.
Mayoi then starts rubbing his boxers against your clit and entrance.
Even though the thin fabrics of your respective underwear are the only thing protecting you from penetration, you can still feel Mayoi getting harder and harder while feeling you up.
"Mhh! This is nice...". While rubbing, his cock almost slips inside of you but your panties stopped him.
"Y/N... I want more... I want to be in y-you" he whispers to your sleeping self.
He backs up a bit, removes his boxers, and gently pulls up your legs to remove the last thing protecting you from him. Mayoi slowly moves down your panties and throws them on the floor.
He gets back in missionary position and puts your legs above his shoulders.
Your lover places his tip already covered in pre-cum at your entrance.
"I can't believe I'm doing this! I don't deserve to be alive I'm so sorry for everything Y/N but I'll pull out!", he cries while pushing his cock inside your wet folds.
"Ahh... we are finally one..." he says while his dick gets even more erect inside your pussy.
"I hope it doesn't hurt I'm so sorry!"
The man starts moving his hips, pushing his dick even further inside. Your body moans in pleasure. Mayoi mistakes this moan of yours for validation and reaches your cervix.
"T- that's your G-spot right? I-I'll try to make you feel good as well..."
Without further ado, Mayoi starts thrusting fast inside of you, his cock pressing against your deep end after each movement.
"ahhH this is so good" he moans.
Mayoi pounds your pussy as his precum and your love juice mix inside.
"You're so wet Y/N... ahhh you must love my cock right? It means t-that what I'm doing is consensual right?? Or else you wouldn't be so wet right???...", he tries to persuade himself.
Without any regret whatsoever, Mayoi continues to push himself in and out of you, each time thrusting harder and harder against your cervix.
"I love you so much... I'm so sorry!"
His pace gets faster. His dick thrusting the heck out of you feels even harder. You can even feel a slight pain in your cervix.
"H-huh..? Is your pussy opening up even more for me..? Does that mean you want me to cum inside Y/N?"
No reply. You are still unconscious and sleeping.
Mayoi gropes your boobs again, pinching your nipples, hoping to hear you moan once again. His wish got fulfilled as you let out a soft moan after he made your chest hurt.
"I'm so sorry Y/N, but I'll take that as a yes. P-please forgive me!!"
He goes back to pounding your cunt, both of your bodies getting hotter and hotter.
His thrusts get shorter. Mayoi grabs your thighs and presses all of his weight on you.
"T-that way you can't escape my s-seed hah..."
Mayoi gives you one last thrust before cumming inside of you. His dick pressed as hard as possible against your cervix, you feel a warm liquid filling you up.
"Aaahh I love you Y/N" he moans while still cumming and spreading more seeds inside you, his lover.
Your pussy milks his cock. Mayoi keeps a firm grip on your thighs, putting them up so that little to no cum leaves your hole.
"S-so warm", Mayoi moans.
"Take it... all in..., Y/N" your boyfriend says in ecstasy while finishing inside.
Your lover's semen gets inside your cervix and completely fills you up.
"Oh my God I'm so sorry I deserve to be killed this instant. I tainted you!", Mayoi cries while gently sliding out, somehow satisfied instead of guilty, after seeing how well you take his cum in.
"At least t-this.. is over now" your boyfriend whispers.
As he gently pulls out, drops of your love mixture leave your entrance. Unfortunately for you, the man did notice.
"Ah... N-no... This won't d-do..."
Mayoi lets go of your thighs and grabs your waist even harder. With all his strength, he pulls your body even closer to his abdomen. Without a second thought, he places his still erect cock at the entrance of your leaking pussy, and forces himself inside you for the second time.
"I know I keep breaking my promises I apologize!", he says with tears in his eyes.
"B-but, if you're going to be tainted by someone like me, y-you have to take every single drop in before I let you go Y/N. I'm so sorry!!"
Wet sounds, your sleeping face in front of him, the sight of your sex filled with his cum, his sweat mixing with yours, no one stopping him...
And all that while he pounds your already full pussy, again.
"AhhH... I don't deserve you Y/N but please forgive me!"
"If you wake up now, I k-know it's over. If I made you dirty, I might as well go all the way in and make a m-mess of you..! It's not fair for you I'm sorry!"
With that being said, Mayoi removes your bra, the last piece of clothes hiding your body from your rapist. He immediately starts groping your boobs hard while violently thrusting inside of you.
"Ahh so soft", he moans in pleasure.
Mayoi then pinches one of your nipples in one hand and grabs your hip with the other.
You moan again while asleep.
At this sound of yours, your boyfriend starts thrusting more rapidly.
While he could last even longer, your unconscious body reacting to his lovemaking made him climax. After two or three aggressive thrusts, Mayoi is ready to cum inside you again.
"AhhH... I love you please forgive me!", he moans during his orgasm.
His fluids violate your insides yet again. His first cum hadn't even completely left your body but now even more is yet to come.
"I love you Y/N aahh" he cries while cumming again and again inside you.
This time, instead of semen dripping out of your cunt is a little bump. After all, this time, Mayoi made sure his seeds would stay inside.
Next post will either be Rinne (fluff romantic smut) or Kanata (lake public smut)
First time ever writing smut, hope you liked it. Not really proofread. Feel free to ask for requests, it might inspire me