I miss you. I've been feeling very sad and lonely lately, even though Logan sometimes takes me for walks. I know he didn't want me there; it was Mama who told him to take me. And strangely, these last few days I've lost a habit I used to have when I was with you—my chest burned when I saw you. Now, that pain in my palm has stopped itching, my breathing isn't heavy, my legs aren't shaking, my body doesn't hurt anymore. I hope I come back with all those feelings. I'm so excited for when I see you!!! I love you very, very, very, very much! Take care, okay?"