#alliamisyours

[sadymasochisticbastard]

If that is you baby, I don't know what else I can do or say to get you to stop this stupidity, and even if given the chance I truly do not know if I could be in a relationship with you ever again seeing how you have if that is you ignored my every plea to show me you give a rat's ass about me, and to be there for me as I went through hard times, but it isn't because I stopped caring about you.

Even if I hate life without you until the day I die, I know that with every breath I take, and every moment I have left I will love you more than any person I have ever known. Sorry that was not enough for you, but I cannot even hate you for that. Yet still you doubt me, and think you will find better. 😪

"Stars shining bright above you

Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"

Birds singin' in the sycamore trees

Dream a little dream of me

Say "Night-ie night" and kiss me

Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me

While I'm alone and blue as can be

Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on, dear

Still craving your kiss

I'm longing to linger 'til dawn, dear

Just saying this

Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you

Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you

But in your dreams, whatever they be

Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on, dear

Still craving your kiss

I'm longing to linger 'til dawn, dear

Just saying this

Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you

Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you

But in your dreams, whatever they be

Dream a little dream of me

Dream a little dream of me

Dream a little dream of me"

[sadymasochisticbastard]

When they have to keep telling you you don't have a choice, that you have no hope, remember this. The reason they have to keep telling you is because they know you do, and you must be fooled into giving it away.

Remember, they are small and they know it. You are not, but just don't realize it.

[sadymasochisticbastard]

Check it out

If my love and moon would wear me for a stole I would bare my own breast for the arrow. Just so I could be wrapped around her, and be there to keep her warm on cold nights. 🐺❤️🌛

Original art by Chiara Bautista.

[sadymasochisticbastard]

Yes, going through Hell always hurts.

You know what hurts worse? Watching someone you love suffer as they walk alone through their own Hell, and be tortured and consumed by the demons surrounding them.

A soul that has made that journey, or still walks those dark and treacherous byways because they have not found the right crossroads yet, but still holds love and selflessness close to their heart is rare.

Those fallen Angels are beautiful like no other in their agonies.

Don't be afraid to back track on your own path, and walk down that suffocatingly desolate avenue again to find them, and help them see the way.

Don't shun a loving soul in Hell that bears the indelible marks left from their journey. If you are no longer afraid of your own demons and devils, then don't be afraid to go through Hell for them. Of your own free will must you hold your hand above the flame, feel its burn, and know the scar will always be bourne, and you cannot recoil as you reach out, fore that may damn both your souls to eternal torment. Show them you have the courage and resilience to go hand in hand to the end of all roads.

[sadymasochisticbastard]

Baby, eternal fire that fuels my everburning desire to be yours until the last photon freezes and time itself reaches the end of its path...

This is not trying to hold you to the past. This is me asking you to walk hand in hand with me into the future...

Sady Choe, or whatever your name REALLY is, would you please do me the sweetest honor bestowed me ever, and be my wife, to love, cherish, and adore until the day that I die?

[sadymasochisticbastard]

Why forehead kisses? Because nothing is more lovingly beautiful, selflessly tender, and gracefully affectionate. If I had to choose a cameo that showed an image worthy of the title "True Love", that is exactly the one I would show.

[sadymasochisticbastard]

How many minutes, hours, days, weeks, months of our forever have you wasted listening to these fucking idiots?

By my reckoning over 1.5 years tearing apart the ground we should have been able to lay the foundation of a fortress, so many and deep are our shared loves. Why grab onto every difference and embrace every demon to try and stay in hell just to stop us from walking hand in hand through heaven. I don't need any gods, but I damn sure need you for some reason.

Stop hurting us please. 😪

[sadymasochisticbastard]

If I cannot hear your voice, sweet and smooth as the necter of Idunn's own fruit, then say nothing to me.

If I cannot reach out and gently cup the elegant curve of your jaw as I pull you in to kiss the sweetest rose petal lips I never dreamed of, then say nothing to me.

If I cannot look into your eyes and softly wipe away all the tears you will ever cry, then say nothing to me.

If you won't be here, then say nothing to me and just be gone.

If you can't be here for some reason, then tell me why and I will make it go away.