Aug 24, 2018
And I want to die again, good job.
I hate dealing with the reason I exsist.
Everything has gone.
Everyone has gone.
There is nothing in front anymore, it's all behind and I can't turn around anymore because I'm to fucking dizzy all the time.
From one thought to another in seconds, from feeling euphoric to numb in a few hours.
What's the point.
I'm going to leave a hardstyle flag on top on the mountain next to the others, write 3 letters. One to my "other half" and one to each of my daughters.
I am not a coward. I am not mean. I just want to rest.
Let's hope I become like the wisps on WoW✌️
Stop chasing all the city lights...........
#iamhardstyle #iamnotacoward #prochoice
