Never did i think i would see the day
That the butterflies would appear in such a way
That I would feel this emotion once more
Scratching on the possibility door
See I once believed in this with another
A time where i could love no other
But the feelings were driven by a thought of need
And i look back and wonder why I didn't see
I cried, and cried in disbelief
How could they do this to me
Left like it all meant nothing
I never thought I would find that love
Again with another fragile dove
I had tried, and I failed
I wondered if i was just to frail
Now i sit here, relieved and happy
A resemblance of that old cheeky chappy
Still in disbelief, but over something new
God could this all be true
Without the need to dive in a rush
A morally wrong kind of lust
Yet i choose to not put up a fight
Since finding you it just feels right
People can say what they think
Whilst i stare at you just watching you blink
That smile could light up any room
And everyday you make my heart go boom
See I write this here but i know you will see
But i can't tell you so easily
I look into the future and I see you
Finally one to call my boo
The situation makes me doubt
But nothing about how i have felt
Because to me you are what i dreamt of for so long
And now you are here i feel i can't go wrong
If honesty is the best policy then here I am
Spelling it out with the digits on my hand
I haven't felt this way in forever
Only now it feels much better
Because last i felt this i was willing it to be real
But it was a lie and a big ordeal
And now i cautiously tread
With constant thoughts of you in my head
I don't want to rush but thats down to fear
That in a couple of months you won't be here
Ill always have the fact we tried
And it certainly has been a ride
But i think about the fact he could still have a chance
If the guy you once loved appears for one last dance
That if he returns to the state he was back when
You first met and you fall in love again
That i would of let you slip from the palm of my hands
Whilst trying not to withstand
Because for me, this is like no love i felt before
Its 100 times higher and even more
And now i worry that the result will be similar
To the one I had with her
Yet it all feels so different
We certainly feel more coherent
And everything i once felt about love has returned
A feeling i missed and hopefully lived and learned
A feeling that is now stronger than ever
You make me such much better
And hopefully now I don't push you away
Yet its only been a fortnight i can't get in your way
Should it be him you choose
But for me its been months, excelled in these weeks
I can't stop thinking about them blushing cheeks
And as i write this, i wondered if its too fast
For these feelings to be as strong as a boat mast
But with you it all just feels so right
And i wanna be with you every day and night
I guess what i am trying to get out
Is that i am ready for a bout
To fight in your corner and be your protection
Because ive never had such strong affection
Even with the person I knew i loved
Before that all went to mud
And thats why i cried, my heart in tact
I never thought these feelings would come back
I never thought i could love again
But now I know my heart did mend
Its certainly strange because there was one in between
But to think i loved them was just obscene
And now i think i was really harsh
To drag out my feelings which were a farce
Because after her i never recovered
And really believed i could love no other
Until you was there in front of me
Everything i would imagine you would be
So now i thank you as now i know
That i can love another, now i knock on your door
As my feelings for you just get stronger
I hope it lasts a little longer
If you are lucky i will sing you a song'a
And thank you for teaching me how to feel again
This love, this lust, this perfection
