#alonebutawake

[alonebutawake]

it’s weird

how everything feels manageable during the day

like i can hold it together keep moving not think too much

and then night hits

and everything i ignored shows up all at once

the way people look at me

the things i should’ve said

the feeling that i don’t really belong anywhere

it’s not loud

it’s just… there

sitting with me

while everyone else sleeps

[alonebutawake]

[alonebutawake]

t’s quiet now not peaceful just… nothing left to explain