Help 9
Warnings: dub-con, smut, A/B/O dynamics. Read at your own risk
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Jana gasped as Florian entered her from behind. He cursed behind her as he kept a tight grip on her hips, practically bruising her. She sniffed as Florian gave her every inch of him. The stretch felt so good. She moaned as she kept on her hands and knees. Even though she told herself to try and fight it happening again, she couldn’t. She was too wrapped up in it now. Every day was a struggle. She kept submitting to him. Over and over. And more and more, she didn’t care anymore.
Through her heat, Jana couldn’t keep away from Florian. She’d smell him and fall apart all over again. And likewise, Florian would be sent into a rut each time. They were like any other paired Alpha and Omega during a heat. Bringing relief to each other. For the past three days, they had been held up in the house doing little else, but having sex and small mundane things in between. Jana thought her heat would be ending soon, but she forgot about time whenever Florian fucked her.
Being with him or more so underneath him made everything melt away. His touch, she once shunned, became a cure. Her body craved him. Their bond growing stronger. The bite on her shoulder ached. Jana’s body hummed for him. She felt helpless and she started to enjoy that. Letting him have control. Letting him feel her. Letting him have her. Jana would get these flares from her heat and Florian would become the only thing that she saw. The only thing she could think about.
Florian thrusted into Jana. He was still careful to not hurt her as she was still getting used to him. Jana clenched around him, the sheets wrinkled in her fists. “Florian!” Jana moaned.
Florian grunted as he pumped into Jana. Jana threw her head back as she whined. Florian was hitting the spongy parts of her that made everything feel so much better. Pleasure flowed through her waves. One rolling cascade after the other. Her arousal coated Florian’s member, making it easy for him to slip in and out of her. In her heightened state, the sensation was almost too much. She began to pull away from Florian.
Florian watched her attempt to crawl away, only to snap her back into him. Jana let out a screech as Florian fucked into her. “Don’t run.”
Jana gave an incoherent response. She buried her face in the sheets as her toes curled. Florian leaned over her, letting his weight trap her. “Fuck!” She cried.
Florian huffed in her ear. Her moans were a drive to give her what she had been needing. Jana cried as her orgasm neared. Her body begged for this. The pressure in her core tightening. She wanted Florian to fill again and again. Even if she wasn’t going to be pregnant after this, Jana’s body called for his seed.
Florian leaned in, licking the mark on her shoulder. The feel of his tongue quelling her, slightly. Though, she squirmed as she felt her orgasm welling up inside her even more. Tears ran down her face as she felt ready to come undone. This orgasm just as intense as all the over she had experienced over the past few days. Florian’s rhythm became uncoordinated. He felt his load rising and was ready to let loose.
Jana screamed as she tried to pull herself forward as she came. Florian followed her as he shot into her. Thick ropes of cum plastering her walls. Jana’s walls contracted, sucking up every drop of him. Florian lifted off of Jana let himself and her breath.
They both were coated in sweat. The comforter was ruffled and stained. Pillows had fallen from the bed. The sheets pulled and bunched at the head of the bed where they began but, couldn’t stay. The bed itself had moved off the wall and was now crooked and no longer centered.
Jana laid disheveled and some sense coming together. She rolled on her side to look up at Florian. He knew what she needed without her even saying it. It had almost seemed like a ritual for the past few days. He picked up her and take her to the shower. A calming shower would be the last bit of relief before she’d need him again.
Jana held the towel to her as she glared in the mirror. The bite was something that would forever call her attention. The one permanent mark. She dropped the towel. Hickies and nips left along her chest and shoulders. There were bruises on her hips from Florian’s hands. Scratches decorated her back. She rubbed one small scratch going across her collar bone. For some reason, she felt pleasure. Bliss, even. The marks were from her Alpha. Temporary, but still symbols that only he would be able to do this for her.
The old Jana was beginning to lay dormant. Each time they laid together, there was less resistance. She should be disgusted with herself. She hardly put up a fight this time. When he pinned her to the bed, she simply whimpered. The kisses started to be returned. This was the first time she didn’t try to run or resist.
Jana snapped back to reality. She didn’t want another episode again. She quickly put on clothes and sat in front of the oscillating fan Florian put in the closet for her to keep her cool when she got too warm during the past few days.
Later, they retreated to the couch for movies and pizza. Jana had her head in Florian’s lap as she laid across the couch. Florian played with her ends. Jana moaned as his fingertips massaged her scalp. He smiled down at her and turned back to the tv. They were watching some action thriller, but a scene came on with the main character's family. They both watched it with different things going through their heads.
Florian thought about how he was so excited to become a father. The thought of Jana’s stomach swollen with his children almost made him hard again. He knew he would be a good dad one day. As long as he was patient for just a bit longer, Florian would have his wish.
Jana, on the other hand, thought about how her family had discarded her. She didn’t really know love. The love of a few friends, sure. But the love that unwavering? Unconditional? Not really. She wasn’t a sentimental person. However, it hurt when her own family saw her as an outcast. Jana knew she wasn’t unlovable, but she just couldn’t get it where she was supposed to.
Florian looked down and could tell by Jana’s eyes that she had withdrawn and was deep in thought. “Arjana? Are you okay?” he said.
She nodded against him. “Yeah.” she said. Jana shifted and looked back up at him. Her eyes were soft and his were almost sympathetic. Like he knew what she was thinking about. She had been with him for a long time now and only him. Florian believed at this stage he could trust her. Either way, this could be a test for her as well now that they were bonded.
Florian paused the movie and tapped Jana, signaling her to sit up. “Wait here.” Jana watched him leave the living room and come back with a familiar object in her hand. Her phone. Why did he still have it? He sat back down on the couch with her. He put an arm around her as unlocked her phone.
“I know you might be missing your family. Believe me, I would have liked not to keep you out of contact with them. I just needed to be able to trust you. We’re in a good place now so…” Florian said, handing you your phone. “Call them. They’ve texted you a few times so, I’m sure they would want to hear from you.”
Jana took her phone and looked out. The last conversation she had with her parents face to face was them telling her she was being cut off. The last phone conversation was very short before they were to take a trip. She wasn’t sure how she was going to be received.
“What do I say?” she said.
“Just talk to them. Tell them you’re alright.” Florian said. She looked up at him. He wasn’t glaring at her, daring her to alert whoever she called that she had been taken captive. He was studying her though.
Jana pulled up her contacts list and scrolled to the house phone to her parents. She tried to contemplate, but with Florian right in front of her, there would be no way she could alert anyone she called that she was less than alright. But the Omega in her told her why would she? They were mated now and things were different. She was about to hit call when Florian spoke. “Put it on speaker.” he said. Jana hit the call button and put the phone on speaker as instructed. The phone rang 4 times before it picked up.
“Hello?” her mother said.
“Hey, mom.” Jana said, almost excited to hear her mom’s voice.
“Whose on the phone?” she heard her dad say in the background.
“Jana’s called.” her mom said. She could hear the phone being moved and placed somewhere.
“Dad?” Jana said.
“We’re surprised you called.” her mother said.
“You must need money.” her dad said, abruptly.
Jana tried not to scoff. “No. I was just calling to check in.” she said. “We hadn’t talked in a while.”
“Are you keeping up that apartment?” her dad asked. “That gym job is working out for you?”
Jana looked up at Florian. He nodded to her and mouthed, “Tell them.”
“Yeah, um...Actually, I had to move out of there. Found someplace better.” Jana said.
“You must mean cheaper. I figured you wouldn’t be able to afford it after a while.” her dad said.
“No, that wasn’t it.” Jana said, almost as if she was frustrated.
“Do you at least like where you are now?” her mom asked.
“Yeah. It’s nice.” Jana said, looking up at Florian.
“Hmm. Sure, it is.” her dad said almost with a chuckle in his voice. “And your suppressants? Still taking them?”
Jana bit her lip and looked up at Florian again. He glared back at her. He motioned toward the phone beckoning her to give them a response. “Um...yes. But I’ve meant someone.” Florian leaned in a bit as a precaution.
“Someone to take you off our hands, hopefully. Maybe, now you can get off your meds. Finally, be with someone else.” her dad said. Florian was taken aback by the statement. Jana’s eyebrows furrowed as she kept the phone in her hand.
“Do you have to be so dismissive of me?” Jana asked. “I meet one person and you immediately want to say good riddance. Am I not your daughter?”
“You are an Omega. As an Omega, you naturally must find an Alpha or they will find you. It’s the natural order. You live to be mated and bound to someone. That’s it.” her dad said.
“Plus, things are just easier that way, honey.” Jana’s mom said.
And there it was. The traditionalist Alpha ideas that her father always carried. Of all his children, the one daughter and Omega he had, he couldn’t wait to get rid of. Nevermind that some Alphas had no control whether by nature or choice. She could have ended up with anyone. They potentially couldn’t have gotten this call. On top of that, her mother bending to her father’s will and word. They may have protected her growing up, but that amounted to nothing in the present.
Jana’s jaw became locked. She swallowed this lump in her throat. Her eyes stung. She sniffled and shifted. It was time to end this conversation. “Yeah, okay.” she said, her voice cracking. “I just thought I would call and talk to you guys.” She noted that this was all a mistake. Everything came flooding back. She slowly started to choke.
“Well, it was nice to hear from you.” her mother said in a chipper tone. No doubt she caught on to the silence from Jana’s end.
“Good night, Arjana.” her dad said before hitting the end button.
Jana locked her phone and dropped it on the couch. The tears began to roll down her cheeks uncontrollably. She tried swallowing a sob by biting her lip and sucking on it. Something she used to do as a child.
Florian stared at Jana as she fell apart in front of him. He reached for her hand, but she ripped away from him. “Leave me alone!” she cried. Florian blinked and Jana had left the couch and ran into the nearest bathroom. The door slammed before Florian could even turn in the direction she ran in.
Jana leaned over the sink, trying to hold in sobs, but ultimately failing. She let everything come out. Her vision clouded with tears, snot threatening to run down her nose. She was angry, sad and frustrated. All it took was a short five-minute call for her to break down. She started to think about her childhood and how discarded she was. And now even more so because her family could have cared less if she had been mated by an abusive Alpha or one that actually cared for her. As long as she was out of the way.
Jana jumped at the knock on the door. “Jana.” Florian called. “Talk to me, baby.”
“Go away.” Jana said through her sobs. She sniffled as she leaned over the sink and put her hands to her face, moving her twists out of the way.
“Jana, open the door.” Florian said.
Florian stood on the other side. He knew the door wasn’t locked and he could have easily opened it himself. However, he wanted Jana to come out under her own will. He was going to be patient and caring. Plus he had to be careful, the relationship could regress. Even though they were now bonded, it is very well known that the first few days after being mated were crucial.
“Florian...leave me alone, please.” she said. “I just need to be by myself.”
It hurt Florian to hear her like this. Crying, saddened. Was this why she didn’t talk to her family? “Jana, I’m sorry. Had I known...I wouldn’t-”
“Go away!” Jana yelled. “Just leave me alone!”
Florian looked at the door as if he could see Jana through it and he scowled as she ranted. “Don’t you have what you want now? Isn’t this it? Like every other Alpha, you want my body. You want control and nothing else!” she yelled. “Don’t care about anything. That’s all it ever was. It’s about some bullshit natural order! My life doesn’t belong to me and everything I was taught by them was for me to just find someone so my life would be easier. Ain’t shit easy!”
There was a long silence now. Jana sat on the floor for the bathroom, trying to dry her tears. They both stood on opposite sides of the door. Jana thought Florian had left. But she got close and still smelled him. There was no linger, just him. He waited on her. He was trying to give her the time she needed to calm down.
“Florian?” Jana called.
“I’m still here.” he said, softly. Jana scooted towards the door and leaned against the wall. She was going to speak when Florian spoke instead. “Is that why you were so reluctant before?”
“What?” she said.
“You said I was like any other Alpha. Is that why? Because, you had already been treated poorly, but not by someone you wanted, but your dad?” Florian asked.
Jana remained silent. Her sniffles served as a yes to Florian. He nodded and moved closer to the door. “Jana, you know I love you. Despite what we went through, all of that is behind us. I could never talk to you like your dad does. I can’t discard you. I won’t do that.” he said. Jana stayed silent as she listened to Florian. He sighed. “Open the door, babe.”
Jana hesitated slightly. Her Omega started to speak to her again. He could make her feel better. It was what he was supposed to do. Her bite mark itched as she reached to turn the knob of the bathroom door and pulled it open. Florian looked at her, her eyes red and puffy. He used one hand to cup her face.
“I’m not going to hurt you. I’m not like the others. I’m not like your dad.” he said. Jana pulled herself closer to him. “I’m sorry for what we had to go to through. You don’t have to worry about anything with me.”
Florian leaned in for a kiss. Jana didn’t pull away and actually returned the kiss. Florian pulled away and looked at her. “Let’s call it a night.”
Jana laid in bed, waiting on Florian to get out of the shower. Her phone sat on the nightstand, charging. She looked at it, the earlier conversation ringing in her head. She bit her lip, pulling at the sheets. She leaned over and held the lock button. Once the option appeared to turn off the phone, Jana slid the red button across the screen. She turned toward the door as Florian emerged.
“Are you okay?” he asked.
“Yeah.” she said.
“Waiting on me?” Florian asked.
Jana fought not to chuckle. She nodded with a slight rock. Florian smirked and walked across to the closet. He reappeared in nothing, but basketball shorts and clearly with no underwear. There was no real reason for him to keep tempting you. His goal of getting you through your heat was achieved. He crossed the room and got in the bed.
Florian slid under the covers as he wrapped one arm around Jana’s shoulders and pulled her in. Her nose was in his chest and she was forced to smell him. But forced didn’t even seem like the correct term anymore. She was enjoying this. His scent was something she was relishing. Jana hummed as she draped an arm over him. Florian watch her settle into him. Almost rubbing herself against him. Florian reached for the remote and switched the bedroom lights off before pulling the blanket over them.