#dark!florian munteanu

[omnyamaflowerz]

Help 9

Warnings: dub-con, smut, A/B/O dynamics. Read at your own risk

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Jana gasped as Florian entered her from behind. He cursed behind her as he kept a tight grip on her hips, practically bruising her. She sniffed as Florian gave her every inch of him. The stretch felt so good. She moaned as she kept on her hands and knees. Even though she told herself to try and fight it happening again, she couldn’t. She was too wrapped up in it now. Every day was a struggle. She kept submitting to him. Over and over. And more and more, she didn’t care anymore.

Through her heat, Jana couldn’t keep away from Florian. She’d smell him and fall apart all over again. And likewise, Florian would be sent into a rut each time. They were like any other paired Alpha and Omega during a heat. Bringing relief to each other. For the past three days, they had been held up in the house doing little else, but having sex and small mundane things in between. Jana thought her heat would be ending soon, but she forgot about time whenever Florian fucked her.

Being with him or more so underneath him made everything melt away. His touch, she once shunned, became a cure. Her body craved him. Their bond growing stronger. The bite on her shoulder ached. Jana’s body hummed for him. She felt helpless and she started to enjoy that. Letting him have control. Letting him feel her. Letting him have her. Jana would get these flares from her heat and Florian would become the only thing that she saw. The only thing she could think about.

Florian thrusted into Jana. He was still careful to not hurt her as she was still getting used to him. Jana clenched around him, the sheets wrinkled in her fists. “Florian!” Jana moaned.

Florian grunted as he pumped into Jana. Jana threw her head back as she whined. Florian was hitting the spongy parts of her that made everything feel so much better. Pleasure flowed through her waves. One rolling cascade after the other. Her arousal coated Florian’s member, making it easy for him to slip in and out of her. In her heightened state, the sensation was almost too much. She began to pull away from Florian.

Florian watched her attempt to crawl away, only to snap her back into him. Jana let out a screech as Florian fucked into her. “Don’t run.”

Jana gave an incoherent response. She buried her face in the sheets as her toes curled. Florian leaned over her, letting his weight trap her. “Fuck!” She cried.

Florian huffed in her ear. Her moans were a drive to give her what she had been needing. Jana cried as her orgasm neared. Her body begged for this. The pressure in her core tightening. She wanted Florian to fill again and again. Even if she wasn’t going to be pregnant after this, Jana’s body called for his seed. 

Florian leaned in, licking the mark on her shoulder. The feel of his tongue quelling her, slightly. Though, she squirmed as she felt her orgasm welling up inside her even more. Tears ran down her face as she felt ready to come undone. This orgasm just as intense as all the over she had experienced over the past few days. Florian’s rhythm became uncoordinated. He felt his load rising and was ready to let loose. 

Jana screamed as she tried to pull herself forward as she came. Florian followed her as he shot into her. Thick ropes of cum plastering her walls. Jana’s walls contracted, sucking up every drop of him. Florian lifted off of Jana let himself and her breath. 

They both were coated in sweat. The comforter was ruffled and stained. Pillows had fallen from the bed. The sheets pulled and bunched at the head of the bed where they began but, couldn’t stay. The bed itself had moved off the wall and was now crooked and no longer centered. 

Jana laid disheveled and some sense coming together. She rolled on her side to look up at Florian. He knew what she needed without her even saying it. It had almost seemed like a ritual for the past few days. He picked up her and take her to the shower. A calming shower would be the last bit of relief before she’d need him again.

Jana held the towel to her as she glared in the mirror. The bite was something that would forever call her attention. The one permanent mark. She dropped the towel. Hickies and nips left along her chest and shoulders. There were bruises on her hips from Florian’s hands. Scratches decorated her back. She rubbed one small scratch going across her collar bone. For some reason, she felt pleasure. Bliss, even. The marks were from her Alpha. Temporary, but still symbols that only he would be able to do this for her. 

The old Jana was beginning to lay dormant. Each time they laid together, there was less resistance. She should be disgusted with herself. She hardly put up a fight this time. When he pinned her to the bed, she simply whimpered. The kisses started to be returned. This was the first time she didn’t try to run or resist.

Jana snapped back to reality. She didn’t want another episode again. She quickly put on clothes and sat in front of the oscillating fan Florian put in the closet for her to keep her cool when she got too warm during the past few days.

Later, they retreated to the couch for movies and pizza. Jana had her head in Florian’s lap as she laid across the couch. Florian played with her ends. Jana moaned as his fingertips massaged her scalp. He smiled down at her and turned back to the tv. They were watching some action thriller, but a scene came on with the main character's family. They both watched it with different things going through their heads.

Florian thought about how he was so excited to become a father. The thought of Jana’s stomach swollen with his children almost made him hard again. He knew he would be a good dad one day. As long as he was patient for just a bit longer, Florian would have his wish.

Jana, on the other hand, thought about how her family had discarded her. She didn’t really know love. The love of a few friends, sure. But the love that unwavering? Unconditional? Not really. She wasn’t a sentimental person. However, it hurt when her own family saw her as an outcast. Jana knew she wasn’t unlovable, but she just couldn’t get it where she was supposed to.

Florian looked down and could tell by Jana’s eyes that she had withdrawn and was deep in thought. “Arjana? Are you okay?” he said.

She nodded against him. “Yeah.” she said. Jana shifted and looked back up at him. Her eyes were soft and his were almost sympathetic. Like he knew what she was thinking about. She had been with him for a long time now and only him. Florian believed at this stage he could trust her. Either way, this could be a test for her as well now that they were bonded.

Florian paused the movie and tapped Jana, signaling her to sit up. “Wait here.” Jana watched him leave the living room and come back with a familiar object in her hand. Her phone. Why did he still have it? He sat back down on the couch with her. He put an arm around her as unlocked her phone.

“I know you might be missing your family. Believe me, I would have liked not to keep you out of contact with them. I just needed to be able to trust you. We’re in a good place now so…” Florian said, handing you your phone. “Call them. They’ve texted you a few times so, I’m sure they would want to hear from you.”

Jana took her phone and looked out. The last conversation she had with her parents face to face was them telling her she was being cut off. The last phone conversation was very short before they were to take a trip. She wasn’t sure how she was going to be received.

“What do I say?” she said. 

“Just talk to them. Tell them you’re alright.” Florian said. She looked up at him. He wasn’t glaring at her, daring her to alert whoever she called that she had been taken captive. He was studying her though. 

Jana pulled up her contacts list and scrolled to the house phone to her parents. She tried to contemplate, but with Florian right in front of her, there would be no way she could alert anyone she called that she was less than alright. But the Omega in her told her why would she? They were mated now and things were different. She was about to hit call when Florian spoke. “Put it on speaker.” he said. Jana hit the call button and put the phone on speaker as instructed. The phone rang 4 times before it picked up.

“Hello?” her mother said.

“Hey, mom.” Jana said, almost excited to hear her mom’s voice.

“Whose on the phone?” she heard her dad say in the background.

“Jana’s called.” her mom said. She could hear the phone being moved and placed somewhere. 

“Dad?” Jana said.

“We’re surprised you called.” her mother said.

“You must need money.” her dad said, abruptly.

Jana tried not to scoff. “No. I was just calling to check in.” she said. “We hadn’t talked in a while.”

“Are you keeping up that apartment?” her dad asked. “That gym job is working out for you?”

Jana looked up at Florian. He nodded to her and mouthed, “Tell them.”

“Yeah, um...Actually, I had to move out of there. Found someplace better.” Jana said.

“You must mean cheaper. I figured you wouldn’t be able to afford it after a while.” her dad said.

“No, that wasn’t it.” Jana said, almost as if she was frustrated.

“Do you at least like where you are now?” her mom asked.

“Yeah. It’s nice.” Jana said, looking up at Florian.

“Hmm. Sure, it is.” her dad said almost with a chuckle in his voice. “And your suppressants? Still taking them?”

Jana bit her lip and looked up at Florian again. He glared back at her. He motioned toward the phone beckoning her to give them a response. “Um...yes. But I’ve meant someone.” Florian leaned in a bit as a precaution. 

“Someone to take you off our hands, hopefully. Maybe, now you can get off your meds. Finally, be with someone else.” her dad said. Florian was taken aback by the statement. Jana’s eyebrows furrowed as she kept the phone in her hand.

“Do you have to be so dismissive of me?” Jana asked. “I meet one person and you immediately want to say good riddance. Am I not your daughter?”

“You are an Omega. As an Omega, you naturally must find an Alpha or they will find you. It’s the natural order. You live to be mated and bound to someone. That’s it.” her dad said. 

“Plus, things are just easier that way, honey.” Jana’s mom said.

And there it was. The traditionalist Alpha ideas that her father always carried. Of all his children, the one daughter and Omega he had, he couldn’t wait to get rid of. Nevermind that some Alphas had no control whether by nature or choice. She could have ended up with anyone. They potentially couldn’t have gotten this call. On top of that, her mother bending to her father’s will and word. They may have protected her growing up, but that amounted to nothing in the present. 

Jana’s jaw became locked. She swallowed this lump in her throat. Her eyes stung. She sniffled and shifted. It was time to end this conversation. “Yeah, okay.” she said, her voice cracking. “I just thought I would call and talk to you guys.” She noted that this was all a mistake. Everything came flooding back. She slowly started to choke.

“Well, it was nice to hear from you.” her mother said in a chipper tone. No doubt she caught on to the silence from Jana’s end. 

“Good night, Arjana.” her dad said before hitting the end button. 

Jana locked her phone and dropped it on the couch. The tears began to roll down her cheeks uncontrollably. She tried swallowing a sob by biting her lip and sucking on it. Something she used to do as a child. 

Florian stared at Jana as she fell apart in front of him. He reached for her hand, but she ripped away from him. “Leave me alone!” she cried. Florian blinked and Jana had left the couch and ran into the nearest bathroom. The door slammed before Florian could even turn in the direction she ran in. 

Jana leaned over the sink, trying to hold in sobs, but ultimately failing. She let everything come out. Her vision clouded with tears, snot threatening to run down her nose. She was angry, sad and frustrated. All it took was a short five-minute call for her to break down. She started to think about her childhood and how discarded she was. And now even more so because her family could have cared less if she had been mated by an abusive Alpha or one that actually cared for her. As long as she was out of the way.

Jana jumped at the knock on the door. “Jana.” Florian called. “Talk to me, baby.”

“Go away.” Jana said through her sobs. She sniffled as she leaned over the sink and put her hands to her face, moving her twists out of the way.

“Jana, open the door.” Florian said. 

Florian stood on the other side. He knew the door wasn’t locked and he could have easily opened it himself. However, he wanted Jana to come out under her own will. He was going to be patient and caring. Plus he had to be careful, the relationship could regress. Even though they were now bonded, it is very well known that the first few days after being mated were crucial.

“Florian...leave me alone, please.” she said. “I just need to be by myself.”

It hurt Florian to hear her like this. Crying, saddened. Was this why she didn’t talk to her family? “Jana, I’m sorry. Had I known...I wouldn’t-” 

“Go away!” Jana yelled. “Just leave me alone!”

Florian looked at the door as if he could see Jana through it and he scowled as she ranted. “Don’t you have what you want now? Isn’t this it? Like every other Alpha, you want my body. You want control and nothing else!” she yelled. “Don’t care about anything. That’s all it ever was. It’s about some bullshit natural order! My life doesn’t belong to me and everything I was taught by them was for me to just find someone so my life would be easier. Ain’t shit easy!”

There was a long silence now. Jana sat on the floor for the bathroom, trying to dry her tears. They both stood on opposite sides of the door. Jana thought Florian had left. But she got close and still smelled him. There was no linger, just him. He waited on her. He was trying to give her the time she needed to calm down.

“Florian?” Jana called.

“I’m still here.” he said, softly. Jana scooted towards the door and leaned against the wall. She was going to speak when Florian spoke instead. “Is that why you were so reluctant before?”

“What?” she said.

“You said I was like any other Alpha. Is that why? Because, you had already been treated poorly, but not by someone you wanted, but your dad?” Florian asked.

Jana remained silent. Her sniffles served as a yes to Florian. He nodded and moved closer to the door. “Jana, you know I love you. Despite what we went through, all of that is behind us. I could never talk to you like your dad does. I can’t discard you. I won’t do that.” he said. Jana stayed silent as she listened to Florian. He sighed. “Open the door, babe.”

Jana hesitated slightly. Her Omega started to speak to her again. He could make her feel better. It was what he was supposed to do. Her bite mark itched as she reached to turn the knob of the bathroom door and pulled it open. Florian looked at her, her eyes red and puffy. He used one hand to cup her face.

“I’m not going to hurt you. I’m not like the others. I’m not like your dad.” he said. Jana pulled herself closer to him. “I’m sorry for what we had to go to through. You don’t have to worry about anything with me.”

Florian leaned in for a kiss. Jana didn’t pull away and actually returned the kiss. Florian pulled away and looked at her. “Let’s call it a night.”

Jana laid in bed, waiting on Florian to get out of the shower. Her phone sat on the nightstand, charging. She looked at it, the earlier conversation ringing in her head. She bit her lip, pulling at the sheets. She leaned over and held the lock button. Once the option appeared to turn off the phone, Jana slid the red button across the screen. She turned toward the door as Florian emerged.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

“Yeah.” she said.

“Waiting on me?” Florian asked.

Jana fought not to chuckle. She nodded with a slight rock. Florian smirked and walked across to the closet. He reappeared in nothing, but basketball shorts and clearly with no underwear. There was no real reason for him to keep tempting you. His goal of getting you through your heat was achieved. He crossed the room and got in the bed.

Florian slid under the covers as he wrapped one arm around Jana’s shoulders and pulled her in. Her nose was in his chest and she was forced to smell him. But forced didn’t even seem like the correct term anymore. She was enjoying this. His scent was something she was relishing. Jana hummed as she draped an arm over him. Florian watch her settle into him. Almost rubbing herself against him. Florian reached for the remote and switched the bedroom lights off before pulling the blanket over them.

[omnyamaflowerz]

Help 8

Warnings: dub-con, smut, A/B/O mechanics, biting/mating. Read at your own risk 

Translation: my love- Iubirea mea

check the masterlist for more parts to this series and other fics

Jana woke up in a sweat. She huffed as a rush came over her. Everything felt fuzzy. Jana grunted as she turned over. She felt wet, but not from perspiring in her sleep. There was a puddle in the shorts she slept in. She squirmed as she was painfully aroused. There was almost an ache in her pelvis, her breasts felt heavy. The breeze from the ceiling fan couldn’t quell her. Her skin almost burned as the fabric of her clothes glided across her skin.

Jana violently kicked the sheets off. The cool air hitting the rest of her body only caused goosebumps. She pressed her head into the mattress as she lifted her hips up. This was exactly how it was before. The need for relief, for an orgasm. The need for an Alpha. Florian’s scent was left on his side of the bed. Jana forced herself to roll over, taking in a very long whiff of his scent. Her eyes almost rolled back into her head as the feeling intensified. 

Jana’s nostrils burned. She nearly squealed as she inhaled the remnants of Florian. She clutched the sheets and his pillow, a whimper leaving her lips. Her arousal kept growing and growing. There wasn’t going to be an end.

Jana couldn’t take it anymore. Her hand traveled down into her shorts, pulling them slightly from her hips. She propped herself up on her knees and spreading her legs so she had easier access. Her finger rested right on her bud, drawing circles on it. She moaned as pleasure flowed through her in waves.

Jana’s toes curled as her fingers became drenched in her overwhelming urge. Her walls contracted around nothing as she continued playing with herself. She kept her nose on Florian’s side of the bed. She grunted as her pleasure heightened.

Curses and moans filled the room. Jana spasmed as her skin felt like it was on fire. She rolled over on her back, knees close to her chest. She bit her lip as she seized up. Her free hand gripped the pillow as she braces herself. She let out a loud breathy cry as her orgasm ripped through her. 

Jana opened her eyes in a daze. She removed her hand from her shorts. Her body felt somewhat at ease, but there was still tension. She whimpered as she pressed her thighs together. The orgasmic high wasn’t fleeting. She laid out on the bed, turning back on her side. 

Jana forced herself to get up and stumble to the shower. A cold shower would help. Something to keep her calm. To stall if possible until Florian came back. Jana entered the bathroom and turned the light on. She looked in the mirror to see herself looking somewhat human but, she didn’t feel like it. Her Omega wanted to rip through her skin, but she told herself to hold it together. It couldn’t be like last time. She still had time.

Jana sniffed and her eyes glared at the red towel that was draped over the counter. She was haunted by the scent of Florian’s towel. That deep musk radiated off of it. It was fresh, prominent. She went to smell it and her eyes rolled again. A wave went down her spine. She cursed as she kneeled down. She clung to the towel as she inhaled it like it was very oxygen she needed to survive. Her urges quickly arose again. A flare raising from her core to her entire body. She whimpered as she slumped down on the floor. She couldn’t fight the need to dig her hand back into her shorts again. 

Jana huffed as the last bit of sense she had in the back of her mind was telling her, her worst fears had come true. Her body wasn’t responding to reason anymore. Just pure instinct. Soon, pleasuring herself wasn’t going to be enough. Her heat was only going to get worse. This time there would be no friend to alert anyone to get her to a hospital. No pill or shot to get her back to normal. If it wasn’t for the fact that another orgasm was approaching, she would’ve felt doomed.

Florian pulled into the driveway of the house. He had to get up early to handle some property business. He hated not being there when Jana woke up. Though he believed at this point she was minimal risk and with his security system, Florian still liked to have his mornings with her. He enjoyed the mundane act of breakfast and talk before he would leave for errands despite how distant Jana could be. Luckily, today would be smoother. It was only 10:30 and he had breakfast in the passenger seat. He had nothing to do for the rest of the day and was looking forward to quality time.  

Florian pulled into the garage and got off his car, the bag of food in hand. He picked up Jana’s favorite, hoping it would cheer her up and make her warmer towards him today. He used his key to open the door and stepped into the corridor. He opened his mouth to call for Jana only to hit with a smell that he had waited for. 

Florian inhaled heavily as he walked further into the house. He dropped the bag of food on the floor, mesmerized. His body got warm and his muscles tightened. He traveled up the stairs with haste, following the scent. He licked his lips, his mouth salivating. He knew what this was and he was so excited for this moment.

Jana still laid on the floor of the bathroom. She took deep breaths having tossed Florian’s towel to the side. She was trying to get herself together. The previous idea of a cold shower to at least cool her down seemed so far away as she could barely get off the floor. Then she heard heavy footsteps. Her nostrils flared at the scent of Florian and it was growing stronger. 

Jana shook, her body commanding her to go to him. But a different part of her got the better of her and made her shut the bathroom door. She pressed herself against the cabinets as another rush came over her. His scent was getting stronger and stronger.

Florian walked into the bedroom and automatically went to the bathroom door. Her scent was at it’s peak and so was her heat in this moment. “Jana?” he called. His voice was deep and a little strained. He balled his fists trying to show some restraint. He wanted her to come out on her own. Florian wanted her to come to him.

“Jana, baby. Come to the door.” Florian said.

“Florian.” Jana whimpered.

“Open the door.” he said.

Jana pulled herself up. His scent was so strong. Her senses were going into overdrive. Any reservations or ill will she had towards Florian were about to be abandoned. Her will had been shoved down to the deepest pit and was going to be ignored. It was as if she wasn’t truly in control anymore. Her body was responding off her primal needs and Florian’s voice. She turned the handle and before she could pull the door open all the way, Florian grabbed her by her shirt and pulled her into him.

Jana whimpered as Florian brought her into a kiss. Florian turned her around and forced her to walk backwards toward the bed. Jana kept her hands on his biceps as if she would push him away, but there was no way she could. Florian’s tongue entered her mouth immediately dominating hers. Florian pushed his knee in between Jana’s legs. A moan went from her mouth into his. He pulled away, pushing himself up to look at her. His teeth were practically aching to sink into her flesh and seal their bond. He had her whimpering and cooing under him, just like he wanted.

Florian dipped his nose into the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent. He kicked off his shoes and stood up. Jana whined as she watched Florian remove his shirt. “I know, baby.”

Florian picked Jana up by her arms and pushed her further up the bed. His hands found the waistband of her shorts, pulling them down violently and tossing them like they were garbage. He grasped the back of her knees pushing them up. He growled as he examined Jana. Her arousal had spread all around her lips. 

Florian let the image stick in his mind before he dove into her. His tongue dragged across her, making her moan. She tasted even more delicious than she smelled. The tip of Florian’s tongue danced across Jana’s clit, making her jolt. Jana whimpered as he tenderly kissed along her thighs. His tongue trailed back to her engorged clit. He sucked and kissed on it. Florian let his tongue explore for a little bit trying to find more sweet spots to tease her with. Jana gripped the sheets above her head. She arched her back as Florian lapped in between her folds. Florian rested her legs on his broad shoulders as he went back to her clit. Swirling his tongue around it and gazing up at Arjana as her face contorted in a mix of emotions. 

With her impending orgasm, Jana looked to the ceiling. In this one second, she realized she was losing this battle. The last sane part of her told her to try and pull away, get him to stop. However, she couldn’t. Her body kept her there to both her pleasure and dismay. His tongue felt magical like it could cure her woes alone. Jana wanted this, needed this. But wanted it to end at the same time.

She spasmed as she felt this rush come over. Jana cried as she lifted her hips up. Florian, not breaking from her, moved with her. He continued to lick wildly over her as she came. He groaned, tasting her release and savoring it. He pulled away with a satisfied sigh. 

Florian licked his lips and crawled over her. Jana looked up at him in a trance. Her core was still burning for him. His thumb caressed her cheek. Her legs lifted and rested on his hips. Florian studied her. Her will was breaking. She was needy, hungry for him. 

“You want this.” he said.

“Yes.” Jana moaned.

“You want me.” Florian said.

“Yes.” she whimpered even with a pained look on her face.

“Tell me.” he said. “Say it, Jana.”

Jana felt a lump in her throat. It was time to give in. Her body needed it. Nothing was holding her back anymore. It was now that she was going to unravel herself for him and become what she dreaded. 

“I need you.” 

Everything that could have stopped her melted away. Her nature surfaced and forced her conscious to give in fully. Jana’s will was broken. She had to welcome this. 

Florian took off his basketball shorts with his underwear. His dick bobbed and dripped with precum. Jana looked down at him and quivered. He was long and extremely girthy. She felt him from straddling before, but she didn’t expect this. His tip was bright pink, his shaft veiny and he was cut. Florian saw Jana’s eyes fixated on his member. He smirked to himself as he got back in the bed. He grabbed the tail of her shirt, pulling it over her head. Jana laid back as Florian ghosted on top of her. She whimpered as Florian grabbed the back of her knees and wrapped them around his waist. 

Jana closed her eyes in preparation but, Florian wasn’t going to let her miss this. “Look at me.” She couldn’t resist, opening her eyes and glaring at him. “You’re mine.” he said in true Alpha fashion. His voice deep and with a mix of authority and lust. The statement sounded like a declaration. A verbal stamp on what was going to come to pass. 

Florian balanced on one hand, holding the base of his member. His tip pressed against Jana’s entrance and with a slight nudge, it slipped in. Jana gasped at the slight burn of the intrusion. Florian saw the pain in her face and let her get used to his tip first. Once she exhaled, he pushed in further. Jana put her hand at his pelvis as if to stop him, but Florian took her hand away and held both of her wrists above her head.

Florian leaned down, kissing her ear and whispering. “I know, Iubirea mea.” he said. She sniffled and groaned as he pressed against her. The burning left almost as quickly as it started. Florian withdrew himself a little more than an inch, watching Jana’s face. She gave a small moan. He released her wrists allowing himself to lift off of her so his full weight wasn’t on her.

Jana kept her legs around his waist as Florian carefully pulled out and pushed into her. His thrusts were slow and caring. He watched her, looking for clues or signs if he needed to change something. Jana moaned as Florian increased his pace a little. Her hands traveled up to Florian’s shoulders, resting on them.

The bed creaked slightly as Florian moved his hips at a moderate pace. Their moans filled the room and were almost in harmony with each other. Jana welcomed his dick more. The sensation was delicious. She couldn’t take all of him just yet, but the length he did give her made her feel full and in more ways than one. Florian lowered himself down, grabbing her neck with one hand. Jana whimpered as he turned her head slightly. She clenched around him as he dragged across her walls. Florian kissed her neck and whispered in her ear. None of which she could actually make out, because she could only focus on the immense pleasure her body was feeling right now. Her skin felt like it was in a delectable blaze. A flame licking her body and intensifying the sex. Her mind was buzzing. Her hands moved to his biceps, nails scratching along his arms. 

Florian felt himself getting ready to cum. It occurred to him that this was the moment. Jana had given into him. She had given into his body and with no resistance, he could seal the bond. He leaned down kissing her neck. Jana put one hand on the back of his neck tenderly. She cried his name as her orgasm neared. Florian wanted to time it just right. He felt her squeeze and contract around him.

Jana pressed her head back as Florian licked the crook of her neck, priming it. Her legs were tight around Florian’s waist. She was completely wrapped up in him. Anything she held against Florian was gone. Her Omega told her this was everything she ever wanted. With him, everything was going to feel better. That this amazing feeling she had was going to last forever. She hissed as the pressure in her pelvis built up. She shook as Florian’s pace became faster. She grunted as she held onto him. 

“Yes!” she cried. “Yes, yes!” 

Florian felt her squeeze around him one last time and sank his teeth into her. Jana let out a scream both from the pain and the orgasm. Florian went still as he came inside Jana. He tried not collapsing on her and keeping himself on his knees. Jana squirmed as she felt his seed paint her walls and fill her up. An intense rush fell over her. It radiated slowly from the bite through the rest of her being. The room seemed to spin and her mind was clouded. Florian’s scent mixed with hers calmed her. Her heat cooling beneath her skin. Relief washed over her. The only warmth she felt was from Florian’s body. She felt like she was on another plane. She moaned as Florian kissed her cheek. 

Florian pulled away from her, putting himself up on his hands to look down at her. She looked up at him, a moaning mess. He leaned back down over her, giving her a soft kiss on the lips that she returned. Florian pulled away and pulled out of her. He noticed the remnants of blood and their orgasms on both of them and the sheets. He said nothing as he went into the bathroom.

Jana was still in a trance when she was pulled from the comfort of the bed. Florian carried her to the shower where the water was already warm and he sprinkled bath salts on the shower floor, allowing the scent to rise and fill the bathroom. A calming lavender brought Jana to be more alert. Jana leaned against the glass of the shower, her legs still weak. 

Florian helped Jana bathe and was careful to not get her braids wet. He cleaned the bite he left on her. Jana whimpered as the towel went over it. It was very tender and ached. Florian held her close, kissing her cheek. He licked it, allowing it to heal more. Jana felt the ache subside. Her hand held onto the one that Florian kept her stomach as she started to sway. 

Once they were both clean, in fresh clothes and the linens were changed, they cuddled in bed together. Jana scratched at her neck where their bond had been sealed. The Alpha’s mark healing, but also keeping it’s form. Florian took her hand and kissed it. 

Jana realized how good she felt. Like she was above cloud nine. As she laid on Florian, she kept breathing him in. The one hand he had up her shirt rest on the small of her back made her calm. She was still a bit sore and a nap was creeping up on her. Florian, however, was wide awake. He couldn’t take his eyes off Jana. He watched her eyelashes flutter as she fought sleep. 

“I’ll be here when you wake up.” he said. Jana turned her head, resting her chin on his chest. “Just take a nap.”

Jana leaned up, beckoning for Florian to give her a kiss. He obliged with a smile. Jana returned to her original position with her eyes closed and a soft sigh. This was the at most peace she felt in a long time. However, the last small voice of her previous sense told her that she had lost. They were mated. Her body was forming a dependence to him as would her mind soon. She was out of time and she belonged to him now. And strangely, Jana was okay with that now.

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Help Ch. 7

Warnings: dub-con elements, A/B/O dynamics, being held captive, slight grooming, teasing, slight dry humping

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Jana watched Florian put a satin pillowcase on one of the pillows. He looked over at her with a smile. Gone was the apartment and being locked in the guest bedroom when he left. Now, Jana would have an entire house to herself. The house was a good distance away from where she and Florian previously stayed. That meant it was going to be harder to escape. 

Things were getting deeper and deeper. Her senses were practically back. At night when she slept next to Florian, she had to press her nose into her pillow. She tried putting something fragrant on her hands and keeping them close to her face so she wouldn’t smell him. However, his scent was so strong. It didn’t help that he always wanted to cuddle with her. It was also apparent that he was catching on by the fact for the last few nights they spent in the apartment, Florian gave her his shirts for pajamas.

Jana slowly felt herself, giving in. Her Omega was surfacing. She wasn’t pulling away when he would touch her. She began not to mind being held by him at night. Smelling him made her squirm, but in a way that made her yearn. She watched him walk out of the shower one day in nothing, but a towel and there was no ignoring the puddle that was forming in her panties. Jana felt so conflicted. She couldn’t let him win. 

Florian worked for a few weeks to get things in order. He got her apartment closed, sold her furniture and brought some of her things back. He would go up to the gym to keep appearances, but they had long let her go. Florian had been texting Grant as her and just made it appear that she was no longer bothered with working. He bought the things that she mentioned enjoying. Books, a diary to write her feelings since she couldn’t talk to him, an iPod to listen to her music, even an adult coloring book to relieve her anxiety. All for the sake of making sure she would be comfortable. And not see him as this terrible person.

Jana put more clothes on the hangers. The walk-in closet with the dark wood details had already one side full. Florian’s clothes were organized by color, his drawers were full and jewelry set in velvet boxes. “I know you don’t have a lot now but, organize it like mine. It’ll be easier to put things away,” Florian said. Jana turned and continued putting clothes on the rack. 

Jana was almost impressed by the fact that Florian put in so much effort to make this house a home. Again, almost. The way she saw it, it was just an even bigger prison. Jana sat on the couch with Florian as he passed her laptop to her. One of the few things that made it from her apartment to the new house.

“I picked this up for you.” he said. “I had to put some new software on it. You’ll be able to go back to editing essays. Not much else. Not without me seeing anyway.”

Jana took her laptop and looked at him. “What?”

“Social media is going to be locked on it. There are going to be some blocked websites as a precaution. I don’t want to risk you trying to contact someone or doing something that would jeopardize what we have.” Florian said. Jana glared down at her laptop. “And I don’t want to sound like an overprotective dad, but once I can trust you, I can take off some of the blocks.”

Jana knew objecting would be futile. After their last incident, she wasn’t keen on fighting him. She nodded and opened the laptop. “Got it.” she said. 

“You have access to whatever channels and all streaming services.” he said. “When I leave, the doors and windows will lock. It’s electronic and by code only.” 

“I don’t get to at least go on the patio?” Jana asked.

“When I’m here, you can spend as much time out there as you like. We can have dinner out there too.” he said. Jana sighed and put her laptop to the side. “Do you like it here?”

Jana looked around the spacious living room. It was decorative and welcoming. However, there was still that feeling like she was going to be stuck here. “It’s nice.”

“But, do you like it?” Florian said. He tried catching her gaze, but Jana refused to meet his eyes. She looked all around the room. Anything, but to look at him. She knew she would have to say something. She couldn’t say she liked it; it was what he wanted. She couldn’t show adoration or admiration. Jana knew that would only feed into him. 

“I see you put in a lot of effort. I know this took you some time. It really is nice.” she said. Jana nodded her head along with her words. The very motion felt robotic. She didn’t want to do too much. Florian would think that Jana was falling for him again.

Florian smiled. He leaned in, planting a kiss on Jana’s cheek. “Now, something else I want to talk to you about…”

Jana turned back to look at him as Florian scooted forward. “We know that your heat is coming.”

Jana nearly shuddered at the statement. She wasn’t ready. Her body was going to betray her and there wasn’t much she would be able to do. “Yeah. But, I can’t get pregnant. I’ve been on suppressants too long. It won’t work.”

“Not now anyway.” Florian said. “But, we’ll have time. That gives us time to figure things out. Build on our relationship and really be a couple. Doesn’t that sound nice?”

Florian’s arm snaked around Jana’s waist. Before if when he touched her, she would either jump or fight to not jump. Now, it felt calming for some reason. It was starting not to be perverted. Almost like it belonged. 

“Let’s relax. It’s been a long day of getting settled in. Pizza?” he asked. Jana nodded. She watched him get up to retrieve his phone. 

After dinner on the patio like Florian promised, a movie, small talk and a shower, Jana sat on the bed. The book she had opened seemed interesting, but her mind began to wander after reading a few sentences. She heard the shower cut off and knew Florian would be emerging soon. The steam from the shower would billow around him and his towel would be around his waist but just low enough to marvel at his v-line. He would look like something out of those cheap, cheesy Harlequin novels. And the worst part, her eyes would be trained on him and she could do nothing, but squeeze her thighs together and try painfully to look away.

As expected, Florian came out of the bathroom in his towel. Jana’s eyes tracked him from the bathroom to the walk-in closet. She took in the sight of his toned body. The piece de resistance was his back for her. As he walked into through the doorway, she marveled at how chiseled his back was. Jana snapped back into herself, looking down into her book. She couldn’t show interest. If he didn’t already know, he would.

Florian came back into the bedroom with only basketball shorts on. Jana did her best to not watch him walk up to the bed, but her attention broke when the front of the bed dipped as he crawled in. “Is the book good so far?”

“Yeah.” Jana said.

As he laid on the side of her, his scent wafted into her nose. Jana clenched her jaw as she struggled to keep reading. She couldn’t hold her breath, she had nothing to put on her hands to buffer his scent. 

Florian looked up at Jana, watching her struggle. Her lips were pressed together, her grip on the book was tight, her eyes weren’t even following the words on the page and were instead in a haze. He could almost smirk to himself. Her suppressants were practically out of her system. She was now feeling everything he had been feeling.

Jana caught Florian’s glare. Her eyes widened as the look on his face was almost a devilish one. Instead of a chill running down her spine, a warmth did. Jana put the book down and shuffled to get out of the bed. “I need to pee.” she said. Jana briskly walked to the bathroom, shutting the door.

Jana went to her side of the vanity, grabbing the lotion. She opened the entire bottle, sticking her nose in it. The cocoa butter scent wafted into her nose, but it wasn’t enough to drive Florian’s musk away. She would have killed in this moment to have some suppressants. Anything to ease the tension. She sat on the toilet, taking deep breaths. She whimpered as she felt herself coming down. 

Jana couldn’t let him get the best of her. She started thinking of ways of escape. Maybe she could say to hell with it and bust one of the windows the next time Florian left and make a break for it. Stab him when he least expected it. Go in the garage and tamper with his car. Jana jumped when she heard the knock on the door.

“Are you alright? You didn’t fall in, did you?” he asked.

“No, I’m fine. Just one more minute.” Jana said. She watched for the shadow of his footsteps to retreat from the door. Jana, keeping her lame excuse to get herself together, flushed the toilet and went to the sink to wash her hands.

Jana emerged from the bathroom. She took a deep breath, bracing herself as tonight wasn’t going to be any different than any other night. She would slip under the covers and Florian would drape an arm over her, causing her to suffer before she could sleep. Florian had already pulled back the covers on Jana’s side. She told herself to take a breath and got in the bed. She turned off of her lamp and slid down, resting her head on the pillow. Florian kept his light on as he turned on his side, facing Jana. Jana looked over at him, preparing herself for conversation.

“I really think you are going to like it here.” Florian said. “I’m excited for us.”

Jana pressed her lips together, not knowing what to say. She thought about just turning over and hoping he would take the hint. However, he caressed her cheek and leaned in for a kiss. Jana moved her head away with a whimper. Though there was a part of her that would have enjoyed it, she couldn’t let him.

“What?” Florian said. “Jana, why do you keep turning away from me?”

“Florian, I still don’t like this.” she said.

“Tell me you love me.” Florian said.

Jana felt her throat go dry. What scared her, even more, was that she felt the words come up in her throat. She shook her head. “No. I don’t love you.”

“Are you telling me you don’t love me...or are you telling yourself?” Florian said.

Jana looked at him as if he grew a second head. A horror spread over her face as she realized that Florian was catching on. Even worse, it was a question that needed to be asked. Her body was slowly giving way and so her mind was would follow as well. “No.” she said.

“No? No, what? You know, denial is funny like that. You just can’t let go of this idea even though it’s true. You want to be stubborn and are afraid of change.” he said.

“Nothing is changing.” Jana said.

“But, it is, Jana.” Florian said. He shifted, practically laying on top of Jana, but his chin was propped up on his fist. “You’re off your meds, your senses are coming back. You’re starting to watch me. I’ve seen you glare when I come out of the shower or when you think I don’t notice. My scent now makes you squirm. You get tense when I’m near and not because of fear or disgust. You like when I touch you now.” 

As Florian spoke, his hand traveled down to Jana’s waist. Her shirt rolled up just enough to expose some skin. His hand found it’s place on her side, his thumb rubbing circles. Her skin was vibrating at his touch. Same way his did as well. “It excites you and relaxes you at the same time, baby.” Jana squeezed her thighs together. Her hands rested on his biceps, but not to push him away. Like she was bracing herself. 

“And I know how wet I make you. I can smell it. Just how you’re wet for me now.” Florian whispered. Jana whimpered. She became warm in the face. Embarrassed by the fact that her body was betraying her and giving in to her nature. 

Florian leaned in, kissing her. Jana instantly kissed back. She let Florian’s tongue slip into her mouth. Her nails dig into his biceps for a pleasurable sting. The deep forest-like scent driving her to do more. Florian broke the kiss, showing his own restraint. Whereas Jana was left wanting more.

“Your heat is right around the corner, babe. I give it two weeks.” He said. “3 at the most.”

“I’m not ready.” Jana whimpered.

“It will be okay. I’ll be here. And then we’ll be mated.” Florian said.

“No.” she said.

“Jana, you know most Omegas are mated during their heats. You’ll almost ask me to do it.” he said. “You’re going to need me and you’ll enjoy it. You’ll be so happy that you’ll forget about all that happened before. We’ll be happy.”

Jana didn’t know what to say or do. It wasn’t that she was frozen, but more so that she didn’t have a response. No retort, no objection, no fight. A part of her was almost looking forward to it. No, she thought. We can’t do this. This isn’t right. It can’t happen. However, it was going to. Jana had no way of stopping it.

Days went by and Florian was right. She was getting worse. There wasn’t much resistance anymore. The cuddles at night weren’t him pulling her in, but her inching towards him. She almost jumped with excitement at the sound of the front door opening when he came home. Why was she looking forward to seeing him? How could she get so comfortable? She started to force herself to stray from Florian. It worked to no avail as he would continue to chase around the house. She soon couldn’t tell if it was a game they were playing with each other or if Florian just kept picking at her.

One day, Jana sat in the kitchen, a bowl of sugary cereal wasn’t doing well to fill her stomach. Since her body phased out of suppressants, her appetite was through the roof. She pulled her toast apart before putting stuffing it in her mouth. Florian walked in from the backyard after his workout in the morning heat.

“Good morning, baby.” he called.

Jana opened her mouth to respond only to press her lips together. No, she told herself. She wasn’t going to call back to him. She shoved a piece of turkey sausage into her mouth to give herself an excuse.

Florian appeared in the kitchen. “Did you sleep okay?”

“Yeah, it was fine.” she said.

Florian came up behind her, his hands at her waist and kissing her on the cheek. Jana fought not to gasp. The rush of his scent made her weak. She expected her reaction to be quick but, it was when Florian latched onto her that everything got worse. She put the bowl down on the counter so she could grip the ledge to center herself. A chill started at her feet and rolled up to her head and back down again. Florian kept his nose in the crook of her neck, breathing her in and in turn she was forced to do the same.

Jana’s hands grabbed onto his wrists as if to brace herself. She began to sway but, Florian kept her up right. His lips pressed against her temple and down to her jawline. This warmth flowed through her as she got weaker. Her knees practically buckled as Florian rubbed her stomach and his hands traveling further south.

“You want me?” Florian said. “Tell me you want me.”

“I…” Jana whimpered. Her head falling forward slightly.

Florian whispered in her ear again. Beckoning her to speak to him. Jana licked her lips. A delicious feeling started to radiate in her core. Her senses locked onto his scent. Her body wanted her to give in to her dormant, submissive nature. She could almost see herself on her knees and taking in a mouth full of him. And all he was doing was holding her.

“Tell me you want me.” he said.

Jana grunted as she felt his hips roll into her. The fact that her shorts were thin and she had no panties made it worse. She could bend over for him right now. Jana began to lean forward too until something shook her from her trance.

“Get off of me.” Jana said, pushing away from him. Florian let her slip from his grasp and walk away. However, he wasn’t done. He chased after her with quick steps, putting her against the wall with both hands on either side, no room for escape and towering over her.

“Look, how you gave in so easily, baby.” he said. “And all from me holding you.”

“Stop.” Jana said. But she was more so telling her body to stop reacting then to Florian.

“You may not have long at all.” Florian said.

Jana tried to turn away, but Florian grabbed her wrists and pinned them by her head. She whined as the pleasurable torture of having him so close to her did nothing, but intensify things. “Quit it.”

“Why do you keep fighting?” he asked. “Give in to me. You’ll feel so much better.”

“No.” Jana said.

“You’ve fought all this time and for what? You’re going to love me, Arjana. You’re going to want me. You’ll need me. Your body is going to cry for my touch and my touch alone.” Florian said in her ear.

“No.” she said.

“No? What about right now? You’ve been off your pills for almost a month now and look at you. Falling apart against me. Ruining your shorts. You can’t help it and it’s hard for me too. Seeing you like this makes me hungry.” he said, a growl at the end of his sentence. Jana looked in his eyes and saw that darkness that every Alpha had in their eyes when they were either ready to brutalize whatever Omega was close. She didn’t need to look down to see if he was hard. That was a question she didn’t want answered. Her mouth began to salivate, thinking about all the possibilities. The worst part may have been that she wanted some of it to happen. “I could have you right now.”

The sentence made her even weaker. Her nipples hardening against the fabric of her bra and shirt. Florian’s grip on her wrists tightened. She squirmed, wishing she could wiggle free, but there was nowhere to go. A part of her made peace with the fact that if this happened right here then it was going to happen. Her fight was depleting. She made one last plea. “Florian, please. Stop.”

Florian leaned in closer and sniffing her. Jana almost sobbed thinking he was going to take her in this moment. However, she was surprised when he backed away. He licked his lips as he looked Jana up and down. 

“Again, I’m going to wait until your heat. I’ve been patient this long. I can wait a little longer. It’ll be so much more worth it that way.” he said.

Jana crossed her arms over herself, ashamed of how her body was beginning to react to him. 

“I’m going to shower. Don’t let your cereal get too soggy.” he said before going toward the stairs.

Jana was left in the kitchen to writhe. She was shaken and even worse, yearning. She could have cried right there. Her nature would ultimately fail her. She didn’t have long at all.

[omnyamaflowerz]

Help Ch. 4

A/N: Hope y’all like it! I have a lot of chapters ready, but I really want to get ahead, just in case. This is a dark!fic. Uncomfortable? Don’t read.

Warnings (in this chapter): Kidnapping, violence, a/b/o mechanics

Jana stirred, her head pounding and stomach in knots. She struggled, sitting up. The sound of a harsh rain on the windows brought her to consciousness. “Fuck.” she groaned. She looked around, her vision clearing up. She got this chill, realizing she wasn’t in her apartment. She didn’t even remember leaving the bar last night. Jana noticed that the other side of the bed was still made. Her shoes were placed on the floor and her clothes were still on. She didn’t see her purse. Jana began to panic, sitting up. 

Florian knocked on the open door. Jana jumped, looking over at him. “Good morning.” Florian slowly stepped in with a water bottle and his other hand cupped.

Jana chuckled as she sat up completely. “Hi.”

“I’m sorry. I’m sure you have questions.” he said, coming over to her side of the bed. He handed her the pills in his hand and the water bottle. Florian sat down and watched her take the medicine. “I didn’t want to drop you off at home and leave you by yourself. I just didn’t think it was right.”

Jana let out a relieved sigh. She chuckled a little bit and gulped the water. “Was I out of it?” Jana said. “I don’t even remember leaving.”

“Yeah. I think those two drinks you had were pretty strong.” Florian said. 

“And I don’t drink often.” she chuckled. Jana took a big gulp of water. “I won’t lie. I did get a bit scared. I hadn’t realized I was at your place. I had only been in your downstairs for dinner that one night.”

“I thought you trust me?” Florian said, chuckling.

“No! I do. I trust you. It’s just you know. Waking up with a hangover and not recognizing where I was, I panicked. I’m sorry.” Jana said.

“No, no. It’s fine.” he said. 

“Wait, is this your room? Where did you sleep?” She said. 

Florian chuckled. “Don’t worry about me. I got a good night’s sleep.”

There was a loud crack of thunder, making Jana jump. “Is it really storming outside?” Jana said.

“Yeah, it’s been pretty bad since late last night.” Florian said. “There’s a weather alert and flooding in a few places. I was going to start breakfast.”

“Yeah. I really need something to eat.” Jana said, rubbing her aching stomach and kicking her legs over the bed. “I didn’t throw up, did I?”

“No. Trust me, you have nothing to be embarrassed about.” he said, offering his hand to help her up and guiding her downstairs.

“Can I help?” Jana said. 

“No, you just sit over there and hydrate.” Florian said, going through his fridge. 

After a quick breakfast, Florian and Jana washed dishes together. Through the windows, they watched as the sky turned over, dark clouds hovering over the city and loud cracks of thunder with lightning to accompany it. “Looks like I won’t be able to leave for a while.” Jana said.

“If it’s not weird, Jana, I can give you an extra toothbrush and some clothes. You can take a shower and freshen up. Washer and dryer are just down the hall. I would hate for you to sit in those clothes all day.”  he said as he put dishes away. 

Jana looked down at her top which had a few wrinkles in it. She clicked her tongue and leaned against the counter. “What kind of soap do you have?” she asked.

“It’s not super masculine, so it should be okay.” Florian said.

Florian provided Jana with an old t-shirt, shorts, extra towels, a plastic bag for her hair and a new bottle of soap for her to use. He set out a new toothbrush for her and gave her a paper cup to use mouthwash. He told her where she could find detergent when she was ready. 

Jana cleaned herself up and put on the clothes gifted to her. They smelled like him, the deep musky scent that almost sent her into a tailspin at first did nothing for her now. She opened his medicine cabinet, noting how clean everything looked.

Jana made sure to wipe out his shower and sink before exiting with her dirty clothes. “Where’s your washing machine again?” she asked, walking down the stairs.

Florian looked up from his phone. He couldn’t help but get turned on by seeing her in his clothes. Her skin glistened from the lotion she put on and her being fresh out the shower made her smell even more amazing. “Um, down that hall and it’s the double doors on the right. Everything you need should be in there.”

Jana nodded going down the short hallway and sliding open the shutter doors to the machines. After Jana set her clothes to wash, she came back and sat on the couch with Florian. “Any update on the weather?”

“Well, it’s not going to let up for a few hours. They are advising people to stay off the roads.” he said.

Jana sighed. “Well, I guess you’re stuck with me.”

“You know I always enjoy your company.” Florian said. “Wanna watch a movie?”

“Sure.” she said.

They spent the rest of the morning and afternoon watching movies and talking. They found themselves cuddling as the day pressed on. Florian had one arm draped over Jana’s back with the other supporting his head. Jana laid on top with her hands on his shoulders, ear to his chest. 

Florian was doing his best to keep calm. She was right on top of him. His mind started to wander. Focus on the TV, listen to the rain, think of anything. However, her scent. The sweet aroma was in his nose. They were practically scent marking each other. The mix of their smells told him that they were meant for each other. To Florian, they matched so well. He felt this ache in the pit of his stomach that traveled to his member. Think about the rain, listen to the TV. He couldn’t make things even weirder by getting hard right under her.

Jana’s heart started to race. Her fingertips grazed lightly over his shoulders, feeling his collarbone. He smelled so good. Her hands moved down to his chest and to his sides. He was so warm. No sex, she reminded herself. She still wanted to wait but, this also would have been the perfect opportunity. 

Florian’s arms moved. He wrapped them around Jana’s lower waist. He shifted as Jana looked up at him. He smiled down at her as she moved her twists out of the way. “You’re so beautiful.”

“Thank you.” she said.

“I’m lucky.” he said.

Jana laughed. “How are you lucky?”

Florian bit his lip then turned back to the TV. “Nothing.”

“No, tell me.” Jana said.

“No, I’m not going to say it.” he said, in a teasing way.

“Florian, come on. Tell me. Spill.” she said.

“Nope.” He said.

“Please!” Jana said. Her hands cupped his face, turning his head to face her. “Tell me.”

“No.” Florian teased.

Jana brought her lips close, her eyes glaring into his. Florian went still. She was close to him that he could almost taste her. He had this phantom feeling of her lips on his. Jana got this tingle. Like she was itching to have this. “Just tell me.” she whispered.

“I’m just lucky to have been able to meet you is all.” Florian said.

Jana chuckled. She leaned in, planting a kiss on his lips. She pulled away, scratching his beard. Florian grunted a little. Jana leaned in, kissing him again. Florian kissed back. He gripped her lower back. Jana arched her back a little, her pelvis to grind against Florian’s. Jana spilled her tongue in. Florian grunted a little as his hips lifted into hers. 

Florian pulled away with Jana chuckled. “I thought you said we were going slow.”

“I’m sorry.” Jana said. Jana giggled as she put her head on his shoulder. “I’m embarrassed.”

“Don’t be.” he said, pulling with her twists. “It’s fine.”

Jana propped her head up, looking at him. They stared in each other’s eyes for a long time. Jana clicked her tongue and got up. “I need water.” she said. “Do you have anything else to eat?”

“You’re welcome to whatever you want in the fridge and pantry. I could always cook.” Florian said, sitting up.

“You’ve already cooked. I can find something to eat.” Jana said, walking into the kitchen and opening the pantry door. 

The rain slowly started to let up. It was still dark outside, but at least someone would be able to see if they were driving. “You’re bored?” Florian asked, catching Jana looking out the floor to ceiling length window. 

Jana turned around and smiled at him. “I’m just a bit of worry wart. I hate the rain. Or at least when I can’t get home.” she said. “Just anxiety is all.”

“You’re safe with me. We can treat this like your home.” Florian said, walking up to her. Jana turned back to the window, letting Florian’s long, muscular arms drape around her. His torso pressed up against her. He craned his neck, kissing her cheek. 

Jana presses her lips together, trying to fight a chuckle. Then Florian began to assault her with quick kisses all over her face. “Florian, stop.”

“No.” He said in between kisses. “You’re mine. And I’m not letting go.”

Jana bent her knees, trying to ease out of his grip. Florian held on tight, slowly going down with her. Jana laughed as she twisted her body, facing him. Florian grabbed her wrists, pulling her. “Think you can run from me, huh?”

Jana playfully tried punching him in his chest. Florian laughed as he wrestled with her. Jana screeched as Florian bent down, grabbing her legs. She gasped as she was thrown over his shoulder. “Put me down!” She laughed.

“No.” He said carrying her over to the couch. Jana squealed as Florian lightly tossed her onto the couch. She held her hands out in front of her as Florian eased on top of her. Florian put his hands by her head as he looked down at Jana. He leaned down, planting more kisses on her face and then her lips. Jana caressed his face as she pulled away.

“I love you.” Jana said softly.

Jana was surprised herself that the phrase left her lips. Jana told herself not to jump into this early, but it just came out. It felt natural saying it. It felt right.

Florian’s eyebrows lifted at the expression. His heart skipped a few beats. She actually said it. A smile spread over his face. She had started this reaction inside of him and she didn’t even know it. “I love you, too.”

Jana rubbed her thumb over his cheek. Let’s just go with it, she told herself. She leaned up kissing him again.

The rain had officially stopped and from the window of the apartment Jana could see that people were starting to get out and drive. Florian had excused himself earlier to handle some business after a phone call came through. Jana hated for the day to end, but with her clothes from the previous night dry and ironed she got dressed and went to retrieve her shoes. 

Florian came out from his office and found Jana coming down the stairs dressed. “Arjana?”

Jana gave a shy yet ashamed smile. “Listen, I’ve really enjoyed this, but I should be getting home.” She said. She looked at Florian’s face to see him clearly upset. Jana sighed, walking over to him and wrapping her arms around his neck, standing on her toes. “I’ve really enjoyed this. You know I always have a good time with you, but I should get home. I haven’t had my suppressants today and you know we can’t miss a dose.” 

“But I said this was your home.” Florian said.

“Yeah, my second home.” Jana chuckled. “But really I have to go. I wish I could stay, but I have the day shift tomorrow morning. I can come back tomorrow night, though.” 

Florian gripped her waist and leaned in kissing her. Jana moaned and rolled back onto her heels. She was a bit surprised by his tongue slipping into her mouth, but it was welcome. Jana pulled away, but Florian kept her flush against him. His forehead pressed into hers, needy and desperate. “Just stay. Say, you’ll stay.”

“Florian, come on, babe. I gotta go.” Jana said. She tried to back away, but Florian’s grip was tight. She tried not to seem awkward as she grabbed his wrists, prying them off even though he felt so strong. Jana walked over to the coffee table, picking up her clutch person. “I’ll bring dinner tomorrow night. Tell me your favorite pizza and I’ll be sure to pick it up.”

Jana turned and started for the door, but Florian stood in her way. She chuckled. “One more kiss before I go?”

“You aren’t going.” Florian said, his voice dark and eyes low.

“Florian, I have work in the morning. I can’t stay. Even if I did, it’s too much hassle to go home, shower, change and get to the gym. I’ll see you soon, promise.” Jana said. She gave him a quick kiss and proceed to walk until Florian stepped in her way.

Jana looked at him and giggled. “Alright. Funny. But, I’ve got to get home.”

“No.” He said.

“Florian, this isn’t funny.” Jana said. “I’ve got to get home.”

“Who said I was joking?” Florian said. Jana looked up at him. There was this darkness in his eyes. She noticed that his palms were open, but there was tension in his muscles like he was preparing for her to do something. There was this coldness about him that she hadn’t seen before. There was something very off. Something very wrong.

“Florian. I’m leaving.” She said, sternly.

“No, you aren’t.” He said in a near growl. 

“Florian, stop. I’m not playing.” Jana said.

“I asked you to stay. But if you won’t do it willingly then this is how it will be.” Florian said.

“No.” Jana said as she pushed past him. Florian was quick, matching each of her steps and blocking her way. Jana pushed him only for him to grab her wrist. Florian grabbed her clutch purse and tossed it into the wall.

Jana slapped him in the face and tried kneeing him in his groin, but Florian caught her leg and turned her around. He wrapped his arms around her waist with her wrists caught in his hands. “No! Stop!” Jana cried.

“Stop fighting.” Florian said. Jana threw her head back, catching Florian in his jaw, but he didn’t let go of her. Jana planted her feet an in attempt to push him back or into a wall, but he was so much stronger. Jana was lifted into the air, kicking her legs as she struggled.

“Let me go!” Jana yelled. “Stop!” Jana thrashed against him, trying her best to break free. She screamed, causing Florian to cover her mouth with his hand. Jana took the opportunity and bit his hand. Florian yelled as he pushed her. Jana fell flat on the floor, scrambling to get up.

“Jana, stop. I don’t want to hurt you.” Florian said. Jana picked up a vase from the hallway table and tossed it at Florian. He easily blocked it, letting it crash on the floor. “Stop!” he said. Jana pushed one of the lounge chairs in front of him, making him fall over it. Jana tried taking the decorative bowl from the coffee table and breaking it over Florian’s head but, he caught that too. Just barely in reach, he grabbed her shirt and pulled her back into him and over the chair. “Calm down.” he growled in her ear.

Jana cried as she trying ripping away from her lover turned assailant. She remembered the pepper spray in her bag and began to elbow Florian. He tried to fight the pain only for one more blow to make him release her. Jana dove for her purse, quickly opening it and digging out the can. She turned around ready to spray his eyes out. But Florian smacked the can from her hand and grabbed her wrists again. Jana cried, turning on her back kicking him in the groin. Florian doubled back in pain.

Jana started for the door but, Florian grabbed her ankle, making her hit the ground and started to drag her back. Jana twisted and struggled until she was turned on her back and Florian leaned over her, restraining her. “Please, stop. Jana, I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Get away from me!” she screamed. Jana pushed on his chin, making him bite his tongue. Jana scurried as Florian fell back. She ran up the stairs. Though it was a mistake, Jana submitted to the fact that the only way out of this was with Florian crippled or dead.

Jana ran into his bedroom. No other place to go. She heard the footsteps of Florian rushing up the stairs. 

“Jana!” Florian said. “Come here!”

Jana panicked, shutting the door and locking it. “Please stop!” 

Florian hit the door, banging on it. Jana stepped back sobbing. “Open this fucking door.” he growled. Jana backed herself up, watching the knob shake. She pushed her hair out of her face as she sobbed. “Arjana, open this door, now!”

Jana picked up the vase on the side table and readied herself. She knew the only way out was to fight. The door jolted once violently, making Jana jump. The second time, the door came flying and shards of wood with it as it came off the hinges. Jana used all her strength to throw the vase in Florian’s direction. He blocked it and it shattered as it hit the wall. Jana backed up as he came towards her.

“No! No!” she cried. He grabbed her hand as she slipped and hit the side post of the bed. Her vision was blurry as she laid on the ground. Everything began to fade together but, she was able to make out his shape as he hovered over her. He was the last thing she saw before she faded into the black.

Jana stirred awake. Her hand lifted going to the side of her head and touching the bandage. She felt the bed dip and her eyes went to Florian sitting at the edge. She started to move away, Florian caught her ankle. He hushed her as she started to whimper. “Please, don’t. I don’t want you to hurt yourself again.”

“Why?” Jana said, the tears coming back. “What is this? Why are you doing this?”

“Arjana, you may not see it now, but this is a good thing for the both of us. We need each other. We’ll help each other.” Florian said. His voice was soft, sincere. He really wanted to calm her. 

“What?” Jana said. Confusion continued to set in and a sense of doom.

“You’ll see. We have time to make this work. We’re going to be mates.” Florian said. Jana whimpered, shaking her head. Florian shushed her, leaning in. He planted a kiss on her lips then pulled away. “You should sleep. You hit your head pretty bad. We’ll talk more in the morning.” Florian stood up from the bed and walked towards the door. 

Jana felt herself freeze. She couldn’t get up from the bed. She felt too groggy to try and run. Her headache was killing her. Jana watched him as he made it to the door. “Florian.” she croaked.

“Good night, my love.” he said. Florian turned off the light and closed the door. Jana was left in complete darkness, hearing the door lock.

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Help Ch.5

Warnings: A/B/O mechanics, kidnapping, dub-con elements (especially in later chapters), violence. If you are uncomfortable, don’t read.

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Jana went to the window, pressing herself against it. She thought about breaking the window and jumping, but death would be the only result. Hitting the concrete in a splat was not on Jana’s list of ways to go out. She could possibly try to fight again, but with this dull headache and Florian being very much stronger than her she wouldn’t make it. If she tried killing him, no doubt he’d end up doing her in instead.

Arjana jumped when the door slowly came open. Florian walked through with a fresh set of towels and a bag with clothes and body wash. “I thought you would want to shower before breakfast.” He said. “And don’t worry about work. I texted Grant from your phone asking if he could cover for you.”

Jana swallowed as she wrapped her arms around herself. She didn’t know what to say but, she had all the questions in the world. Jana looked at the open door, but knew if she made a run for it Florian would catch her.

“Go ahead and get ready and we can talk while we eat.” Florian said, motioning to the bathroom. He exited the room, the door closing and she heard the click of a lock again. 

Confused, but with no other options, Jana took a shower and got dressed as requested. She knocked on the bedroom door, hoping he’d get that was a signal that she wanted to come out. As expected, Florian opened the door, but stood in the doorway. “Can I trust you not to run? Or are we going to struggle again?”

Jana shook her head, arms wrapped around herself. “No.”

“Okay. Breakfast is almost ready.” Florian said. Florian lead her downstairs, keeping her in front of him. Jana saw any mess from yesterday was cleaned up. “Sit at the bar.”

Jana followed his request, fear riddled in her actions as she figured that if she tried to run again she wouldn’t even make it to the door.

Florian made her plate and slid it in front of her. The knife block he had was strategically moved next to the stove on the other side. He gave her a fork and napkin and sat back against the counter with a Gatorade. Jana’s throat was dry and even though her stomach grumbled, she couldn’t bring herself to move. “Arjana, it’s fine. Yesterday was an accident. I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Why? What is this?” She whimpered.

Florian sighed. “I told you this was home. You’re my mate. You have no idea how hard it’s been smelling you and showing enough restraint.”

“Wait...you’re on suppressants.” Jana said. “My senses haven’t been-”

“I stopped taking them long ago.” Florian said. “I didn’t need them. I’ve handled myself fine without them. Haven’t I been trustworthy? Haven’t I done good when most Alphas would’ve hurt you by now?”

“Florian, wait. You’ve been lying to me?” She said. “You haven’t been on them?”

“No, not since the first three doses.” He said. “And we’re going to have to get you off of yours.”

“What?” Jana said, shakily.

“I saw how you were on them. The mood swings and other side effects. You were making yourself sick, babe. We don’t need them. We can maintain a relationship just fine without them. You couldn’t even tell I wasn’t on them.” Florian said. He got off the counter, walking around the bar, taking the stool next to Jana. She leaned away and flinched when Florian placed a hand on her thigh that should have calmed her. “Listen, I love you. I’m in love with you and I’ve done this so that way we can be together. This is us. We can mate, be together and have a family without anything getting in the way.”

Jana glared at him as he carried on. He believed every word of what he was saying. He wasn’t being righteous, but Florian appeared as if she was a cause or a mission that he was ready to give everything for. 

“Florian, we’ve only been dating for three months.” Jana said.

“And those months have been amazing.” He said. “I told you that I wasn’t letting you go. We’ll be able to help each other.”

“This is insane.” Jana said. “I have a job. I have family.”

“You told me just the other night that you weren’t loved by them. You haven’t talked to them in months. And the fitness center? We can come up with something for that.” Florian said. 

Jana shook her head and tried to pull away, but Florian took her wrists. Him touching her at first was calming and made her trust him even gave her butterflies, but now his touch was perverted and wrong. She couldn’t stand the sensation as if it repulsed her. However, rejecting him could also send him into a rage. Jana knew that an Alpha’s rage could be unrelenting.

Florian backed away from her. Jana took a staggered breath as his hand left her, feeling some relief. “You should eat before your food gets cold.” He said, getting up and going back to the stove to make his own plate.

Florian walked into the gym, like he always did. Bag over his shoulder, hands in his pockets and at the same time he’d usually come on Saturdays. Grant looked up from the help desk and nodded at Florian. 

“Hey, Jana is out sick.” Grant said.

Florian walked over to the help desk. “Yeah, she texted me. She thinks it’s food poisoning.” 

“If you don’t mind me asking, are you two good now?” Grant asked.

“Yeah, we’re great.” Florian said, with a smile. “We’ve been talking a lot these past couple of days and I’d say we are back on track.”

“Good. Just take care of my friend, alright?” Grant said, giving him a playful punch. 

Florian laughed along with him. “Yeah, yeah. I got her.” 

Jana searched the guest bathroom, trying to find anything she could use to pick the lock on the door. Florian locked her in, knowing she would try to escape. He couldn’t take the risk. Jana couldn’t find anything that would get her out of the room. She had no phone to call anyone and she was not jumping out of a window to die. Could she shatter the mirror and ready herself with a shard and stab him when he came back? Maybe hide in her clothes and when he got close, slit his throat? 

Jana was ripped from her thoughts by the door opening. She peeked her head out, seeing Florian walking in. “I’m sorry. You were probably bored.”

Jana walked out from the bathroom. She sheepishly stood in front of him. “Where did you go?” 

“Just ran a few errands, went by the gym.” Florian said. “No one suspects anything.”

Jana got this chill down her spine. Suddenly, it was hitting her that if she didn’t do anything this was going to be a permanent situation. “Florian, there is no way for us to keep this up.”

“Don’t worry about that for right now.” He said, reaching to caress her face. Jana leaned away, dodging his touch. Florian smacked his lips and sighed. “I get it. You’re still bothered. But, don’t pull away from me, Jana. Don’t change your feelings for me, babe.”

“Florian, this is wrong. You can’t hold me captive and expect me to love you.” Jana said.

“Baby, whether you know it or not, this is going to be the best thing. We’re going to get you off your suppressants, detox a little, you’ll have your heat and-” Florian said.

“Wait...no, no, no.” She said. “I haven’t had a heat for years!” 

“We’ll get you through it. I’ll be here.” Florian said, cupping her face. 

Jana backed away from him. “You’re just like other Alphas! All you want is to fuck and have someone submit to you.”

“I am not like other Alphas! I haven’t done anything to you! I didn’t smell you and try to force myself on you. I would never do that! I’m in love with you.” Florian said. He stepped closer to her, but it seemed he was more hurt than angered. “I’m not doing this for sex! I’m doing this because, we have been alone and finally there is a chance for us to be together, help each other and have a life together.”

“What is the help bullshit?” Jana said. “What do you need to help me with?”

“Heats, doing whatever you want to do, protecting you.” Florian said.

“You are not some knight in shiny armor. I don’t need saving.” Jana said.

“You don’t see it now, but you are going to need me. The same way I need you.” he said. 

“Fuck you.” Jana said, her anger took over as she didn’t realize that her hand had cocked back to slap Florian. The smack echoed in the room. Jana was surprised at herself, but even more surprised that Florian did nothing.

Florian nodded his head. “You’ll need time.” he said. “I’ll leave you alone to figure that out.” He started towards the door, but Jana saw this as an opening. Jana ran and jumped on his back. Her arms wrapped around his neck in an attempt to choke him. Florian immediately began to back into the wall. Jana grunted as she was slammed into the wall. She slid down the wall and whimpered. She clutched at her shoulder, feeling a pain radiated through.

“Damn it, Jana! I told you I don’t want to hurt you. This isn’t what I want for us.” Florian said. He crouched down, trying to assess whatever injury she had. Jana tried pushing him away, but Florian held her wrists. 

“No.” Jana whimpered. “Please, stop.”

“Let me help you.” he said, softly.

Jana tried pushing against Florian, but he pulled her legs forward giving him room to pick her up bridal style. She sniffled as Florian wrapped an ice pack around the back of her shoulder. “Jana, please. We can’t keep doing this. I don’t want to hurt you. I hate it. Us fighting hurts me more than it hurts you.”

Jana looked forward, refusing to look at him. Her lip trembled as she tried to fight the tears. 

“This isn’t how I want our relationship to go.” he said. “I understand that this hard, but you aren’t making it any easier.” Florian sounded more concerned than anything. He heard her sniffle, making him pause in wrapping the ice bag. He moved to the side, craning his head to look at her face. 

Jana tried turning away so, he couldn’t see the tears. Florian sighed, tucking the last of the ace wrap in, making sure it was tight. “Come here.” he said.

“No.” Jana whispered.

“Jana, please.” Florian said, trying to turn her around.

“Stop. Don’t touch me.” she lightly sobbed.

“Arjana, look at me.” Florian said. Jana still refused, trying to push him away. “Look at me.” His voice was now more stern and demanding. Jana hung her head as she turned in the barstool. Florian held her chin with his thumb and index finger, lifting her head up.

“I’m sorry. We’re going to find an easier way.” Florian said. “Promise me you’ll work with me.”

Jana bit her lip. She wasn’t giving him anything. This wasn’t going to be her life. She looked in Florian’s eyes to see softness. How could he be soft? He was the one doing this her? Why couldn’t he see this was wrong? 

Florian watched the tears roll down her cheeks, bringing his other hand to wipe them away. Jana let out a stuttering breath as she was frustrated. “Please, don’t cry.” he said. “I hate seeing you cry, Jana.” 

“Florian, this isn’t right.” she whimpered. “If you love me, you’ll see that and let me go.”

“And I do love you. It’s because I love you that I’m doing this. Don’t you want someone to dedicate themselves to you?” he asked.

Jana shook her head. “This isn’t it.” 

“You don’t see it now, but you will.” Florian said. He leaned down, looking for a kiss. Jana tried to pull away, but Florian held her head in place. Her hands gripped his wrists in an attempt to pry them off, but Florian’s strength outmatched hers. Jana fought not to shake under his grip. She wished she could jerk away, but Florian had her trapped. He pressed his forehead to hers. “You’ll see that I can make you happy, baby. You’re all I want.”

Jana grunted as her lips connected with Florian’s. Before, she would have happily accepted the soft and tender kiss, but now she couldn’t stand it. Disgust rippled through her. She wanted to pull away, but she couldn’t with Florian holding her like this. Jana tried holding her breath, but Florian continued, slipping his tongue in her mouth.

The night ended with Florian holding Jana on the couch. She had given up for the night. With Florian holding her to his chest, there was no escaping him. Plus, she would only get hurt again. First, she hit her head then it was her shoulder. What if she was seriously hurt the next time? She couldn’t risk it not when she had a real chance at escape. Jana tried coming up with a plan in her head. Somehow, she was going to make it out of this.

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Help Ch. 6

Warnings: A/B/O mechanics, blood, violence, dub-con elements

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Arjana was leaned over the toilet and retching. She gasped as the contents of the stomach spilled into the bowl of it. Florian was behind her, holding her twists away from her and patting her back. Jana took deep breaths as she leaned over the side of the toilet. Florian hit the flush for her before going to the sink and wetting her toothbrush. 

Jana had her eyes closed, groggy from the fatigue. She looked up when Florian tapped her on the shoulder. She took the toothbrush from him, sloppily brushing her teeth while sitting on the ground. “Stand up.” Florian said. Jana whimpered as Florian started to pull her up. She moved his hands away. Florian took a deep breath. “Please, get up, Jana.”

Jana stood up and leaned over the sink to spit. Once the taste of vomit was not as prominent, she sipped from the faucet, swishing with the water and spitting it out. Florian walked her back to his bed. 

Jana slipped into the bed with Florian dotingly pulling the blanket over her. She reached for the Gatorade on the nightstand to rehydrate. Florian sat next to her, a comforting hand on her lap. “You don’t feel any better?” he asked. Jana shook her head, taking the bottle away from her lips. “At least, it’s getting out of your system.”

“Florian...I haven’t been off of suppressants in years.” Jana whimpered. 

“I know. I was reading these articles and they said that this is usually the reaction. It’ll go away.” he said.

“No, you don’t get it.” she said. “It’s going to be bad. I won’t be able to take a heat after this long.”

“I’ll be here.” Florian said, scooting closer to her. Jana didn’t try pulling away knowing he would only come closer to her. “We’ll get you through it.” 

Jana looked at him, her eyes teary still from vomiting earlier. She felt as if Florian didn’t understand. She slumped down on the bed as the memories came back. She didn’t like thinking about this especially since she thought she would never have to revisit this. 

It was when her parents shipped her to an all girl boarding school in the Midwest where almost nothing happened. Arjana believed she was safe. Every girl student was a Beta, her teachers were Betas. It was almost guaranteed she wouldn’t have to interact with any Alphas, male or female. She flushed her suppressants down the toilet, thinking she wouldn’t need them.

Jana very much regretted that and resented herself as she laid in her bed, withering. She threw up everything and was dying of thirst. Fatigue was killing her causing her to miss classes to sleep and trying to find the strength to eat. Once the illness subsided and a week and a half after her period was when even more horror struck.

Her friend at the time, Cecilia, walked into her room after she missed breakfast to find Jana in a terrible state. Her heat was ripping its way through her. Her physiology’s need for an Alpha had been amplified and now she was left disheveled on her bed.

Of course, she couldn’t be left like this so, Jana was taken to a hospital where she was given a suppressant shot and a new prescription.

“How could you be so stupid?” Her father scolded from the end of her hospital bed. 

“I thought I was going to need them anymore. I thought it would be okay.” Jana said looking down. Both shame and fear kept her from meeting her father’s gaze.

“You thought wrong. Even in a place where we thought we could worry the least about you, here we are. Looking over you in a hospital bed as you made one of the dumbest decisions an Omega could make.” her father said.

Jana pressed her lips together, daring not to shed tears in front of him. Her mother came to her side, seemingly putting a hand on her wrist to comfort her. “Arjana, you know that without your suppressants, things get dangerous. For any Omega, it would be dangerous. Anything could have happened. Thankfully, no one smelled you.”

“Please.” her father scoffed. Jana looked up at her father. She knew her father was disappointed that his only daughter came out as an Omega. However, could he have been so cruel to want to be rid of her in such a way? “Just take the damn medication. If we are paying for it, you’re going to keep taking them.”

“It’s just for the best, honey. To keep your health.” her mother said.

“And until an Alpha can take you off of our hands.” her father said.

With a new set of pills, Jana was sent back to school and had to have a sit down with her counselor. It was then she had to have another lecture about being an Omega, taking suppressants, and what may happen when she met an Alpha. None of what was described to her was this. 

Jana was aware that Alphas could be possessive and very sadistic. When in a rut, they could be out of control, force themselves on an Omega and mate with them with little to no resistance. Even with the law favoring Alphas, things may have been slowly changing to give Omegas more rights. However, if an Alpha were to mate and claim her at any point in life, there would almost be nothing she could do. Which that was impending. 

Now off her suppressants, going through withdrawals and a vicious heat looming over her head, Jana was now at the mercy at Florian. As if she wasn’t before. She took big gulps of Gatorade as if it was liquor and she was looking to wash away her sorrows. 

“I have errands to run. Do you think you’ll be okay without me?” Florian said. Jana wanted to rejoice at being alone, but at the same time, she’d be locked in his room until he got back. She whimpered, pulling the covers over herself. She saw that Florian was looking for an answer. “I won’t be gone long. I can bring you back some soup.”

Jana huffed, turning away from him and keeping the bottle close. She heard Florian sigh. He got up, going over to the shoe rack by the door and putting his shoes on. “I’ll be back later and with a few things for you.” he said. Florian put the key in the door and turned back to look at Jana. “I love you.”

Jana didn’t move from her position. She waited until the click of the door, but didn’t hear it. She turned and looked over at Florian still standing in the doorway. He glared at her, waiting. A lump rose in Jana’s throat. He wasn’t going to leave until she said it. She wished he would have just left. “You can at least say it back.”

Jana would never let those words leave her lips in regards to him. She turned away again. She wished she could melt into the mattress and disappear. Florian shook his head. He left, practically slamming the door. He turned the key locking it and leaving to run his errands.

Florian went to one of the properties he managed. He was turning it into a home. He had furniture put in, cable and internet installed, decorated a little, installed a security system with cameras around the outside. During their dates, Florian would pay attention to what Jana would wear. He picked out things similar to her style and her size. Florian planned on moving Jana out of the apartment and soon. He wasn’t entirely sure, but he thought the change would make her more comfortable. Plus, she could at least have an entire house to roam around when he was away. 

After putting away linens and cleaning supplies, Florian went to get food. As promised, he returned back to the apartment with soup for Jana and other items that would have provided her comfort. He walked into the bedroom and found Jana sleeping. He collected the empty Gatorade bottle, discarding it. He gently pressed a hand to her forehead. She wasn’t warm which was a good sign. 

Florian sat in his office, looking at more articles on Omega health. He didn’t grow up learning about Omegas. The only thing he was really told was that he would mate with one. Unlike Jana, he came from a very loving family. He, in turn, was a family person. Florian wanted a wife and kids. He felt like he was on the way to getting it. Jana would come around eventually and hopefully soon.

Jana stirred as she woke up. She groaned as she opened her eyes as there was still this haze over her mind. She felt warm and slightly dizzy. Jana touched her throat, feeling this scratchiness as she swallowed. She sat up in the bed and saw that the door was cracked. She knew Florian was home so it wasn’t like she really had hoped she could run. She walked out of the room and down the stairs. Florian looked up, watching her come down the stairs. She looked weary, but wild at the same time. There was a slight sweat line on the collar of her shirt. “Hey. Feeling any better?”

“No.” she said with a snarl.

Florian chose to ignore the attitude and stood up from the couch. Jana stood on the last step, something she did as of recently as a way being able to run up the stairs away from him if needed. He walked over to her. “I got your soup. It will only take a minute to warm up.”

Jana didn’t want to take any food from him. She knew it would only make him think that he was still right in his ways and that she was accepting of this. Florian didn’t wait for her answer, motioning her into the kitchen. She reluctantly followed. Florian poured half of the soup into a bowl and put it in the microwave. “Do you want anything else? You are probably really running on E.”

Jana remained silent as she leaned on the counter. Her eyes fell to the skillet on the stove. It was on the back burner and clean. Jana imagined swinging it just right and knocking Florian unconscious. She’d grab her phone off the charger on the other side of where he was standing, his wallet for cab money and get herself to the nearest police station. Her muscles tensed up. She could do it. This may have been her chance. 

Jana was ripped from her trance as now instead of staring at the skillet, she watched Florian pick up the skillet and store it away in the bottom cabinet. He glared at her as he did it. He had figured out by now that if she stared like that it meant she was deep in thought and was liable to do something. 

The TV in the background was on the 4 o’ clock news. The reporter came on the screen with a greeting and a smile. What she opened up with got Jana’s attention. 

“Recently, the Omega Freedom Movement has released a statement updating the public on their new suppressant testing. The suppressants that they started testing on about 4 months ago were for Omegas and Alphas alike in an attempt to make them equal by physiology. Earlier last week, they provided data on the suppressant trials so far. The organization states that though there have been some complications from the medicine, subjects have been progressing while taking their daily dose. However, they were honest about the side effects. They wanted the public and all that are skeptical of these new trials to know that while there have been some bad reactions that every person is different and they are using the best technology possible to make a suppressant for each person.” the reporter said.

Jana didn’t break from looking at the TV as the reporter kept talking. “The OFM released this statement after a number of test subjects in various states were open that the side effects of the new experimental drug made them sick on a few occasions. Signs and symptoms have ranged from mood swings, nausea, and other ailments.”

Jana heard the clink of the ceramic bowl hitting the counter in front of her. “Told you we wouldn’t need the suppressants.” Florian said. 

“They protected me from Alphas like you.” Jana said, under her breath.

“There are no Alphas like me.” Florian said. “Other Alphas would have-”

“I was fine! You think this is right and it’s not! I’m not some helpless little girl that needs saving! I was fine with my life! I was happy!” Jana said.

“You need to relax. You are going through withdrawals.” Florian said. 

“Fuck you!” Jana yelled.

“Don’t yell at me, Jana.” he said, warningly. “All I have ever done has been to help you. I have tried to make you comfortable.”

“This isn’t comfort. This is prison.” Jana said.

“I have tried…” Florian started. He stopped when Jana knocked the bowl of soup off the counter, the contents spilling on the floor at their feet and the bowl shattering. He opened his mouth to scold her, but was met with her fists instead. Florian grabbed her wrists to restrain her. Jana tried kicking his knees from under him but, Florian swung her around and trying to get her to lean back over the counter island. “Jana, stop!” he said.

Jana tried kicking him again, but Florian held her ankle. With one hand now free, Jana swung slapping Florian. She tried scratching him, but balancing on one foot was a challenge. “Let me go!” she yelled.

“Jana, quit! You’re going to hurt yourself again!” Florian said. Jana hit Florian in his neck, making him stumble back. Now released, Jana had both feet on the ground, but her left foot landed on a shattered piece of the bowl. She screamed, collapsing on the ground, clutching at her foot. Florian hurried to squat by her side.

“Let me see.” Florian said.

“Leave me alone!” Jana cried, pushing him. Florian looked taken aback by her actions.

“I’m trying to help you, Jana!” he said.

“I don’t want your help!” Jana screamed. “I fucking hate you! You’re a fucking monster!”

Florian settled back on his heels. This defeated feeling set in. He tried to pity her in her sick state, but Jana’s words cut him too deep. Was he a monster, now? He swallowed the lump in his throat and stood up. “I’m not going to do this with you.” he said. Jana tried to fight back, but she couldn’t stop Florian from picking her up and putting her over his broad shoulder. She squirmed and beat her fists against his back. Pleas for him to stop and to put her down went unheard as Florian marched her up the stairs.

Jana thought Florian was taking her to the master bedroom but realized he turned towards the guest bedroom. Florian opened the door and let Jana down. She sat on the floor, looking up at him surprised. She saw this coldness in his face unlike before when she saw this hopeful or sympathetic look.

“You want to be alone? Fine. I’m not what you want? I’ll deal with that. Hate me all you want, Arjana, but don’t take my kindness as a weakness.” He said. 

Florian’s tone scared Jana. When he wouldn’t let her leave, there was a chill down her spine. This time, however, a chill ran through her entire body. Gone was the loving Florian. The one that cared and would take her angry, hurtful words and brush them off. This Florian seemed as if he had truly had enough. He was done trying with her. 

Without another word, Florian shut the door. Jana heard the click of the lock and his footsteps receding. “Florian.”Jana called. She knocked on the door with desperation. “Florian, open this fucking door! You can’t lock me in here!”

Jana’s screams, curses, and cries for him to let her out went unheard. She banged on the door, jerking on the knob but, to no avail. Jana had it in her head that she wasn’t going to stop.

 However, her screaming didn’t last. After 20 minutes, Jana made a 180. Screams of anger turned into sobs. She was still against the door, but instead of determination and anger, Jana was filled with a new kind of desperation and sadness.

“Florian, please!” Jana sobbed. Her foot was hurting, her stomach was still grumbling and on top of that, she was still fatigued. She tried ignoring the puncture wound on the bottom of her foot. She tried toning out her growling stomach. Her withdrawal made her needy. She was starving, in pain, sweating. Physically, she was now weak. It only seemed right that she followed suit, mentally. “I know you hear me. Please, open the door.”

Jana scratched against the door. She sobbed, holding herself. At this point, she was ready to admit defeat for the night. She needed food and a first aid kit. She needed help.

“Florian, please. I’m sorry! I’m sorry...please.” she whimpered.

Florian sat downstairs, torn. It hurt him hearing her yell. He wanted to go comfort her, but at the same time, he knew that she needed to be without him. He was angry with her, but he still loved her. He believed that this hurt him more than it did her. He turned up the TV to drown her out, but he became flustered with all the noise. He was also thankful that no one lived underneath him. 

It seemed like an eternity for the yelling to cease. However, what replaced it was even more disturbing. Florian gritted his teeth at the sobbing. He didn’t expect her to make this quick of a turnaround. He fought with himself to not go upstairs and let her out. This was all for the best, he thought. Jana needed to learn that though he loved her deeply that there were consequences.

“Florian, please.” she wept from the second level. Jana swallowed with a dry throat. She didn’t want to keep begging. She knew that was what he wanted. For her to beg and plead, roll over and show belly for him. Jana knew that if she surrendered, it would mean that he won. That he broke her. She was determined not to let him win. 

Whereas pride and resilience told her to keep fighting, her body was telling her to give up. She needed food, bandages, pain medication for her stomach cramps, water and everything else that could restore her to better health. The blood from her foot smeared on the wood floors. Even if it was just this once, Jana needed to give in.

“Florian, I need you.” she said. “Please. I’m sorry. I need you.”

Florian sniffled as he had his head in his hands. He couldn’t do it anymore. He heard enough. She was in pain. Her withdrawal was getting the best of her and him. He sighed as he grabbed the keys from the coffee table. He made his way up the stairs.

Jana kept whimpering as she leaned on the door. Florian hurried and unlocked the door like her whines were driving him to do so. Jana moved away from the door as she heard the lock coming undone. Florian opened the door and saw Jana on the floor in her unruly state. Jana hung her head in shame, but also not wanting to see the look on his face. She didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of seeing her like this. She already had screamed and cried for his aid, but he couldn’t have anymore.

“Please, help me.” Jana whispered. 

Jana was left to soak in a warm bath while Florian cleaned the floor. The pain medication he gave her was taking effect as her cramps subsided and the light fever she accumulated was coming down. Whatever bath salts Florian added had a very calming scent. After her bath, Florian cleaned her wound and wrapped her foot. He gave her the other half of her soup and half of a sandwich. Once properly fed and having consumed three glasses of water, Jana laid on the couch, wrapped in a blanket. Florian pressed his hand to her forehead. “Your temperature is coming down.” he said. 

Jana gave a small nod, her eyes not breaking from the movie playing on the TV. Florian put a large bottle of water on the coffee table in front of her. He was about to walk back to the kitchen to finish washing dishes when Jana spoke up. “Florian.” she called. She tilted her head to look at him.

“Yeah?” he said.

“Thank you.” she said, softly.

Florian sat on the couch, pulling Jana up so she was laying her head on his lap. She shivered at the notion. She didn’t mean for that to be an invitation to cuddle with her. She swallowed her fear and disgust, letting him hold her. 

“Jana, I love you. And I hate fighting with you.” he said. “I don’t want to do this anymore. Fighting has only led to you getting injured. For your own sake, let’s just stop.”

Jana had a retort, but she didn’t want to say anything. She was tired but, also too relaxed. She was going to have to let him have this. Only because she couldn’t fight him anymore. Only because, he fed, clothed and cared for her. 

Florian moved her braids from her face, rubbing his thumb over her cheek. “Let’s just rest, honey.”

“Okay.” she whispered.

“I have plans for us.” he said. “Just let me take care of everything.”

Jana’s nostrils flared. Just don’t say anything, she told herself. She let him have this.

Jana laid in bed that night with Florian’s arm draped over her. For some reason, she felt comfortable. That safe feeling you only got when you were home. That feeling Florian wanted her to have. However, she still had this tinge of distaste. Jana still had it in her head that this was wrong. She still needed to escape. She still couldn’t submit. She jumped slightly as Florian squirmed against her. Her back was pressed against his torso and his soft breath tickled the back of her neck. She tried inching away but, it didn’t work. She felt the warmth of him and fought not to relish it. And even worse, his scent was stirring something inside of her. Her sense of smell was coming back slowly. The deep, musky almost forest-like scent was making her shudder a bit. Jana began to weep as she knew it was coming. Her heat was going to tear her apart and so would Florian.