Is it stupid that I give myself punishments when I did something bad (no matter how small it is) and that I imagine my parents giving me said punishments?

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Is it stupid that I give myself punishments when I did something bad (no matter how small it is) and that I imagine my parents giving me said punishments?
Me: I don't know. I feel like... Butterfly: Feel like what? Me: Like we're being watched.
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((Raziel mun and I nearly spit our tea laughing and said “OH L ORD” at the exac t same time im wheezing ohmygo d
IT’S EITHER DO NOT CONSUME SHION OR SHOVING GROM IN THE FRIDGE THERES NO IN BETWEEN
i was tagged a little while ago by @crowsfan for fave movies and fair warning, i’m a wreck when it comes to naming favorites anythings, like i always want to come back later and edit it because oh no i forgot all about this one thing that maybe didn’t define my childhood but also maybe didn’t not define it and so it goes. so i’m just listing ones on my computer or recently in my netflix queue.
10 things i hate about you
i really just adore the shit out of this like on the one hand it’s some reformed shakespeare shit which i get into, okay, i’m all about the lion king and that really ridiculous movie with amanda bynes even though it physically hurts me to watch it sometimes?
heath ledger??? julia styles?? i wanted to sleep with them, be them, and have their relationship. it’s so fun to watch. don’t judge.
freedom writers
i said don’t judge
i know there’s this overlying tone of like, white savior shit?? but also i really enjoy this, i thought it handled it okay, and it’s fun to watch, there’s a lot of it from the student’s pov too and sometimes in a distant fantasy i imagine i could do shit like this only i’m not as genuinely sincere as the teacher here so what can u do
based on a real story! i can forgive some shit when it’s based on a real story.
also it’s in my downloaded movies folder i told u i wasn’t going far for these
(legally downloaded, yeah, sure)
stardust
she lights up when she’s happy!! she’s a star!!! ur a star for watching this.
okay all of the star wars idc that that’s seven movies now all of them
ALL OF THEM
i liked the prequels sue me
lilo&stitch/mulan/anastasia
it’s disney it counts as one these were v formative for me
titanic
too cliche?? but like, this is the first movie i ever gross sobbed at. i had to change out the vhs tape i was watching it on because it didn’t fit on one vhs tape at the time. i was sad for weeks. this is gold.
uhm i’ve gone and gotten a little antisocial here on tumblr but w/e i’m gonna tag @manycoloureddays, @crazyrebelscarves, @lackingstealth, and @afigureofspeech because i wanna spread the love around.
AND I LOOOooOoOVE THE WAY YOU HURT ME
It’S IRRESISTBLE
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what the fuck is school and why do we need it
was it bad to love spring awakening for a while before deaf west?
i love spring awakening i’m completely obsessed with it and have been for years
mostly i feel like in the years since spring awakening’s heyday the discussion surrounding spring awakening seems to have centered quite a bit around its more problematic elements. there have been many good criticisms leveled against the show (particularly about melchior).
though the show is not perfect and deaf west is not perfect either, i just feel like they did a lot of great things to improve upon how some of the characters come off, AND they added a whole new level of social commentary and impact to it (through touching on issues that relate to Deaf people within the frame of the original musical).
if it felt like it wasn’t cool to like spring awakening anymore, or if liking spring awakening had to come with a shamefully big asterisk, it doesn’t have to. long after the broadway production closed it is still a growing, living show that is refined and renewed over and over as it passes through the lenses of different performers, creative teams, and communities. if you loved spring awakening then got caught up in the criticism it’s okay. it’s okay to love spring awakening again. let’s remember again how many things are great about spring awakening.