I don't really share much about my otp Jadine but i just want to let this out since i feel like this journey has finally ended.
My whole teenager wholly consist of me fangirling about them. Call it whatever names but they were my safe haven back then. I felt happiness, peace, kilig, pain, sadness and all. I found friendship and lost some people in my life by being in this fandom. Received hate and love because I support them. They were with me as I grow up. They were always in my prayers as I always talk about them to God. My journey was worth remembering, I know.
Now, I wonder what would my young self feel of she could've known her journey would ever stop this way. I remember her saying she'd cry and go bald if Jadine breaks up lol. Honestly, since the break up, it hasn't sink in to me cos i thought they'll still be the always Jadine in the end and all i need to do is wait. Now, all I think is the pain my young self would feel.
I thank them for the healing and all the lessons I learned inside this fandom. I thank them for everything that I never thought I'd be experiencing from the character inside a movie.
I will always support you James and Nadine. Always Jadine 💜
