#alwaysontheleftside

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I love you when you’re sleeping beside me, snoring loudly in my ear. I love you when you’re quiet and in a bad mood. I love you when you’re biting your nails just because you’re being stressed out. I love you when you dance stupidly. I love you when you say sorry when I woke up without you in my side. I love you for the doubts I see on your face for being with me. I love you more than words my mind could ever think of.

I love you are the three words I want to tell you personally the moment I open and close my eyes in the morning and at night. Being with you makes me happy. And if staying would cost me a million heartbreak, I would. Even if the world is against of what I am feeling, just to let them know, I am so much in love with the man who is always on my left side.

Sometimes, I want to take photos just to make sure I won’t forget every detail about you.

-THE EARLY ONSET OF DEMENTIA

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You've been guarding your heart for so long. Built high walls so no one could climb and see how empty your life is. You've been holding back so you can't get hurt again. But no matter how high you build your walls, there will always come a time that it will crush down, bit by bit, without you knowing it. You keep denying the fact that you feel something, strange, until reality sets in biting every inch of your body down to your soul. You want to be happy, yes. But right now, you feel emptiness hugging you so tight that you already grasp for air and shouting for help. You just want it to stop and yet, you can't. And all you can do is crawled back into the bed, cry your heart out for knowing you aren't strong enough.

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