I don’t want this, anymore.- Chaine
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He nodded as the pain filled up his being. Noticing a his eyes were getting blurred by the tears gathering in it, moving his hand and brushing against his lips when the words that were about to come would be harsh to the woman in front of him, knowing that no matter how much it hurted, he didn’t want to hurt her in return. He felt in slow motion, trying to wait for the moment it would all become a nightmare, instead of reality. But he didn’t wake up from that moment and Laine was still standing there, certain of what she had just said. A sigh, a long and deep breath. The idea of exiting the situation was pounding inside of his mind, but he remained exactly where he was standing, because even if he wanted to walk away, his being had a different idea. “This is it, then? Are you in love with Jesse now or am I not the person you want to be with anymore? You don’t love me, is that it? Is that it, Laine?” He asked, without raising his voice, because even the choe of his own words made his chest burn, it was hard to share it with her, and it was even harder to look at her, knowing that maybe she wanted Jesse now, that maybe she’d never loved him. Perhaps, through all this time he had been the one living a lie. Which sounded pathetic.
“Just go, Laine. Leave...” Finally making a step back, he gave her room to walk out the door. “I’ll be fine, I’m the heartless dick, right? I’m the bad boy with no feelings. Why would I care? Walk the fuck away,” and he couldn’t look at her again. It was the only way Charlie could be strong enough to let her walk away instead of trying to taste her lips once again, to tell her how much he loved and wanted to be with her. It wasn’t fair. None of it was fair.
